Samantha I Am-tha's MindSay Blog

hey every1

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-15T10:05:00-05:00

hey every1!! yeah this is my blog, whatever that means. yep umm today was realli boring my stupid family came over and they were all talking about boring things like school and junk. hopefully 2morrow will b better! anyway, i started makin one of these things coz stasica had one and i thot it looked pretty. i had sumthin like this b4 but i like, lost it. lol, mayb this one will last longer! so yep, ill ttyl!! xoxo Samantha

hello again

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-16T11:05:00-05:00

hey again! yeah todays realli boring once again. i wanna go to the movies so badly!! anyway, i took a bunch of these long stupid quizzes and theres sumway ur spost 2 put them in here but like i kno how.my neighboor just knocked on the door and i was in my underwear and she kept knocking so i just answered it like, half naked and i hope she doesnt tell her son about it lol. well im gunna go ll probly write in this later. buhbye! xoxo Samantha

capoes

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-16T08:05:00-05:00

me, meggie & ally all went 2 capoes today. it was tons of fun. we saw like, cj, josh and darren and junk and marcus (meggie likes him) but hes a butthead coz they were all flirting and junk and then sarah and shana come and marcus tottaly ditches us. and then we saw him later and ally is all like " hey marcus" and he says " go away" hes such a dumbass. anyway, other than that, it was great we had tons of fun and probly lost a lotta weight from walkin everywhere. but i miss jeff so much. i was spost 2 go to the movies with him 2day but he couldnt and then i didnt talk 2 him and just now i finally do online and then when im away he has to go!! ugh! i cant wait til 2morrow so i can finally c him..this is the only time i want to go to school. but watch me curse it- now hes gunna b sick and he cant go to school 2morrow...xoxo Samantha

talent show tryouts

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-17T05:05:00-05:00

hey, today was pretty good. jeff was thankfully in school but its not like i realli c him that much. my god, i luv that kid to death i just wish i could c him every second. it annoys people a lot coz im always like " i want jeff", " i want to c jeff" and junk like that. most of my friends put up with it (thx guys!) but i think melindas pissed at me coz im obsessed or suttin. she got mad 2day coz i called her dumb (big deal) but i tole her later i didnt mean it like that so we're good now. we had mcas testing today 2, it was like, realli easy coz it was language arts and im pretty good at that. i think math is tommorrow tho... so yeah, after school me and nikki stayed by for a while to watch the talent show tryouts which were all really good. these girls were doin all these like, almost impossible dance steps and junk and me and nikki were all like, wow. we had 2 go home and u could tell nikki was pissed coz she couldnt c stanley play. stanleys so dumb. he calls me names and doesnt talk to nikki and barley even knows it when shes around. but im glad nikkis goin out with him coz she seems pretty happy with him. xoxo Samantha

stupid nathan

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-18T04:05:00-05:00

ugh. ok today was a bad day. we had more stupid mcas shit- it was language arts still. but it was harder. so yeah stupid nathan coss is such a dumbass. he tole jeff that i saw ethans dick and that is so bullshit! omg i hate him so so so so so so so much. anyway... today was the first time i talked to ethan since we broke up. ugh i hate nate. but yeah i tole him he should go out with carrissa but he said that they agreed only to be friends. well whatever i fuckin hate nate im nvr gunna forgive him and 2morrow i wont rite in this thing and say that we're friends. xoxo Samantha

luis

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-19T05:05:00-05:00

yeah i didnt c jeff like, all day becoz the shuedul was all messed up and i couldnt just walk around his area of the school. i was tottaly avoiding nate too. but i saw him b4 his lunch and he tole me he hated me. i said i hated him way more and he said thats impossible. i dont even kno what i did. hes the one who started that rumor. anyway, rite b4 lunch, luis had to go to the hospital becoz his blood sugar was at 28. i am so scared for him. but i guess hes ok becoz mrs. nathan and the nurse gave him orange juice with sugar in it and if it wasnt for that he would die. ok, nikki dumped stanley ( THANK GOD! ) and jon alaya is going out with my "sister" ruby. its funny. jon is in 7th grade and ruby's in 5th. haha! thats like me going out with a freshman. and and carlene is going out with guy and jim is goin out with hilary which is just way 2 funny. ok well, gotta go. i luv u!! xoxo Samantha

im trying something

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-19T05:05:00-05:00

the day b4 the dance

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-20T08:05:00-05:00

school was ok i guess. we had writing prompts today and it was what our summer was gunna b like or what we would do. anyway, mrs. nathan had a whole frickin class outside today pretty much. she gave us our pix back and mine look like im sooooo fat! eh but i think im buying them. so yep i only saw jeff like, once becoz of his stupid mcas stuff and i saw nathan after school and he said it wasnt him who made up that rumor, it was ethan. so i said sry 2 nate but i think hes still pissed at me. umm..what else... umm luis wasnt in school...i got a B+ on my science project. and umm.. yeah oh yeah! nikki came over as usual and we got mcdonalds and we went to my house the back way and we c his giant sign that blew away from mcdonalds it was huge and it was a pic of a giant english muffin sandwich and i wanted it in my room but it was a pain 2 walk with. i was sad :( but yeah when we get 2 my house nikki decides she likes ethan she she wanted me 2 ask him out for her so i called him and im like " will u go out with nikki?" and nikki screams : " NO SAM! I NVR TOLE U DO TO THAT!" and she was flippin at me and callin me dumb and so i yelled that im giving her food and a place 2 stay and junk and shes dissin me in front of my ex. ethans just crackin up and so nikki like went out my door and came bak in 5 mintues. i cant stay mad at her 2 long coz..well i dunna. yep so later nikki calls me and says that she cant go 2 the dance and cant sleep over 2morrow. so im goin over ashleys 2morrow and i cant wait coz i miss her so much and we have tons of things 2 catch up on. we had dance 2day and we talked about a bunch of junk and stuff. i cant wait til 2morrow. but i want jeff 2 b at our dance! its not fair! grrr... well i gotta go. dont pay attention 2 that stupid poll thing. i hate it. lol no1 knows how 2 take it. but what u do it like go 2 where it says poll # and click and then like, fill out poll. so do it. now. go! go! what r u reading this for! GO! my god... xoxo Samantha

the dance!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-21T10:05:00-05:00

omg the dance was so fun! me and nikki ended not goin 2 ashleys coz she was supposedly went over her dads. she said she would call us and at 7 when we had 2 go she nvr did. then we c her get outta megan perry's car but big deal.anyway, i saw jeff comming outta his dance. we didnt really talk or anythin but i met his sister and shes really nice. oh! and i saw cheaster the molester from camp and me and kristin just FLIPPED! lol! i havenet seen him in like, 8 months. then guess who i saw?!!!?!? LUIS! me and nikki practly knocked him over and said we missed him but we didnt say anything about what happened. ok well the actual dance... it was great! i missed jeff a lot and i like, cried coz i wanted him there. me, lauren, nikki, sarah, ashley, jessie, kinda charity, jenna, amanda, shelia and miranda were all dancing and i went up to hilary 2 dance w her and melinda goes " hell no shes not a slut" and im like ".... r u callin me a slut?" and shes like " yep" and what the heck did i frickin do! i tole my ol buddy nick and i tole him and his gf ashley 2 scream at her and so he did and melinda goes " oh u need ur friends 2 stick up for u?" and im like " uh.. at least i got friends" and shes like "ur a bitch" and nick says " ur dumb" (to her, not me) and i was.. i dunna.. runnin my fingers thru my hair and she does the same in a very bitchy way. and then i left and like flipped my hair 2 get her pissed. :) so yep i did the cha cha slide with amanda, lauren, nikki, justin (i was actually teaching him), alex, miranda, ashley and jenna and i did cotton eyed joe with nikki and her friend jeff colby who obviousaly likes her and then i tot cj how 2 do it even tho he sucked and he was like falling. me and justin did party boy. my skirt like fell so i had 2 stop and justin was just runnin by himself and he looked funny. umm me and alex did the thong song and we showed off out " ghetto" dance moves which was just so funny and ppl were crackin up at us. umm i tot marcus a dance i made up and i kicked him...oops. and then a slow song went on and i was so depressed coz i wanted JEFF! kristin asked me 2 dance w jordan so i said sure coz we're bffs. after like, what, 2 seconds, i stopped coz i like, couldnt do it. plus there was a rumor that johnny broke up with ashley and im like " WHOA!" and ran into he b-room where ashley was and seed if she was ok and she was cryin i dunna y i dunna the story. it was said 2 me but i didnt get it. i think their still goin out and i hope their ok. well yeah. i had fun i just wish i could have spend the day w jeff...xoxo Samantha

no subject

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-21T04:05:00-05:00

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will jump off of the nearest, highest building
How many tries will it take?	38
When will you commit suicide?	May 27, 2044
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

uhh... school.

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-21T04:05:00-05:00

hey babes check this out, its funny.

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will jump off of the nearest, highest building
How many tries will it take?	38
When will you commit suicide?	May 27, 2044
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

haha! anyway school was fun. i dunna y. it just was. ethans goin out with taylor! ha! yeah well. i havent been 2 the dance yet. its at like, 7 30. me and nikki r gunna go over ashleys and then 2 the dance then im sleepin ova ashleys. quiznos subs! anyway, in gym 2day i played kickball and guess what? i caught the ball. it was so cool and i was so proud! yipee!! i will write later about the dance coz rite now i gotta go coz me and nikki r gettin DOMOIES!!! xoxo Samantha

carwash

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-22T02:05:00-05:00

today we had the carwash for cheerleading. i hung out w ashley, lauren and jenna and they were talkin about how i danced at the dance lol. i washed like 5 cars and i held the sign up and lauren goes " ugh.. buiness sux. sam, y dont u flash them so theyll come in" i would have but the coach was rite there. damn... :(. so yeah it was pretty fun altho it was like, FREEZIN (it was like, winter) and me and ash were wearin shorts and tank tops. but we got hot cocco! :) yummy! and meggie gave me her fries! yum yum yum! im gettin hungery!!! xoxo Samantha

more things i did while i was bored!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-23T06:05:00-05:00

i was bored all frickin day. me and my mommy went 2 mannys and walmart coz i had 2 get makeup and like, dance things there. not at mannys. at walmart. lol!! well i adpoted like more fetus things coz omg i luv them their so fuckin cute! if i adopted all these fetus things, image how many kids im gunna adopt!

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I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! i felt bad for this lil guy :(

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I adopted a cute lil' easter bunny fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! yay! bunnies!!

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I adopted a cute lil' superman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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I adopted a cute lil' cow fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! MOO! YAY!!

and i did a shitload of those meme things!! so check em out!

What Does Your Crush Think Of You? by Fresh_AngelBabe
Name
Crush
You Are A	Slutty Whore
Your Crush Is A	Cheese Head
Your Crush	Adores You

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Who is your prom date? by brittnay
Your name:
Your age:
Your date:	Benji Madden
What you will drive:	a lawn mower.
Will you fuck?	Yes

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

theres more but thats enuf black things in my pefectly pink blog for one day. :-D xoxo Samantha

its not a 9, its an upside down 6

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-23T08:05:00-05:00

me and nikki went 2 the movies last nite and saw 13 goin on 30. it is soooo cool u all shold c it! me and nikki were BAWLING!! yeah, we went 2 get candy half way durin the movie and we showed the guy our tickets so we could get bak in and he yelled " YES!" and so i yell back " NO!" and we had this whole fite againest yes and no and nikki was just crackin up. after the movie we got our pictures taken as usual (we always do. and if u come 2 the movies w us then u have to, too). we were in the car and this guy was nex 2 us and he nodded at me so i nodded back and nikki practly peed her pants from laughin so hard. she wanted 2 make me laugh so she got her glo stick braclet and made it into a 8 and said, " hey sam. what number is this?" and im like " 8" and shes like " no its too zeros on top of each other." and we traded off a bunch of dumb things like that. the best was probly " hey sam. what animal is this?" and i wasnt thinking so i said " the moon" and there was another where she said " what fruit is this?" and i said an orange and she said " no its an apple" and it didnt even look like it. but yeah it was so much fun! uhh yeah im not realli good w blogs and so im gunna try 2 put this fetus thing in here. and a sterotype thing. lol i dunna. ill write bak later ;) xoxo Samantha

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I adopted a cute lil' kitty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I'm a Cheerleader - What Stupid Stereotype Are You?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

so...bored...cant....go....on

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-23T08:05:00-05:00

im so bored so here r sum things i got from takin quizzes! yay!! enjoy!

Which Disney Princess Are You?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Which dog breed are you?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Which Rainbow Brite Character Would You Be?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

OMG:

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:

www.life-blood.vze.com

What kind of girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla how funny is that?

Lactating Barbie? What the fuck is wrong with you?
Snap out of it and kill the kid while you still
can!

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
brought to you by Quizilla

dependent

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Lactating Barbie? What the fuck is wrong with you?
Snap out of it and kill the kid while you still
can!

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
brought to you by Quizilla

You are going to marry Ashton Kutcher. He is kind
and sweet, but pulls a lot of pranks (and
probably quite a few on you too!!)and can
always make you laugh.
Congrats!!

Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

your the slang word crackin. used to greet everyone
and everything. this one can be used for
anything

You're a lollipop!! You're known for your coolness,
for you are a trend setter. You're a natural
leader, and are good under pressure. People
often seek you out for advice, for you have
great insight.

Which kind of candy are you?
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ok i think thats enuf ;) xoxo Samantha

walkin fieldtrip

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-24T04:05:00-05:00

today in school we saw a mime guy who was SO FUCKIN FUNNY and i laughed once when no1 else did and it was embrassing. umm then we went 2 gym (i lost at around the world) and then we went on our walking field trip 2 the libary! me, alex, chris, chairty, and jenna all sang songs about eachother like charitys : " Samantha! shes the reason for the word DITZ" and my bra song about jenna. at the libary sum lady read us a book that was creepy and uhh then we looked at C Rations and the lady showed us this craving a soilder did and explained how he was "very good with his hands" and alex turned 2 me and said "yes. he is good with his hands and his woddy" and yeah it was funny. then we went to pizza house yippee! and nikki wasnt hungery so i had 2 eat everythin we ordered but i ened up bringin the salad back to school and she ate it in class. um after school i went over christels 2 catch up on a few things. shes movin saturday and im gunna miss her so much even tho she'll still live here. im gunna miss her as a neighboor and now all i have is ryan. so yep, check out these meme things!

When will you fall in love? by controlfreak4n6
//your//\\name\\
~You~will~fall~in~love~with~	Someone surprising
/B/e/c/a\u\s\e\	you're happy when they smile
-O-n-	August 18, 2007

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thats funny.

walkin fieldtrip

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-24T04:05:00-05:00

When will you fall in love? by controlfreak4n6
//your//\\name\\
~You~will~fall~in~love~with~	Someone surprising
/B/e/c/a\u\s\e\	you're happy when they smile
-O-n-	August 18, 2007

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

thats funny.

Which Broadway Musical Are You Destined to perform in? by dangerousgame
Name/Nickname
Age
Sex
Color
Broadway Musical	Guys and Dolls
Part	Chorus Line

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

ok ill be back later probly. cya! xoxo Samantha

...oops

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-26T07:05:00-05:00

oopies! i didnt write yesterday! my bad! i feel horrible. i would have but well, the other day i was eating popcorn and like, outta the mircowave bag thing and i put sum butter on it and it obviousaly leaked thru and went all over the keyboard. so my B key and the space bar wouldnt wirk so i took it apart and cleaned it and then it wouldnt wirk at all and i was like " ugh " and so my mom just bought a new one so here i am :-D ANYWAY! today was boring and i cant even remember any part of it. so...how r u? do u like school? i dont. i just like seeing people. hows ur parents? do u like them? do u have any brothers and sisters? whats ur favorite color? whats ur favorite number? whats ur favorite letter? whats ur favorite word? whats ur favorite tree? plz add a reply and answer all these questions ;) heheh. OH WAIT! IM NOT DONE! i gott another meme thingy! check it, iight!

Who are you destined to have sex with?! by Amanda
Name
Date	July 28, 2004
Number Of Times	234
Where	on your bed
With	random better than ezra guy

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Whats Your Embarrasing Pet Name by floratia
Username
In a Relationship
Name	Sex Kitten

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

heheh

Your Favorite Sex Position by ennius
lj name
gender
age
your favorite position is	DoggyStyle
number of times experienced	499,007

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

ha ha ha. thats 2 funny.

OH HEY I REMEMBERED WHAT I DID IN SCHOOL! well after it...in drama we ate popcorn and watched our play on video and i realized i have a squeeky voice. umm we played "what r u doing" and i had 2 b in the shower and alex was the one who asked me what i was doing and so he said " what r u doin?" and im like " AH GET OUT!" and i thot alex would piss his pants hes like " no no sam its me what r u doing?" lol then we rapped for the drama club. the end. xoxo Samantha

friend shout outs coz im BORED

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-27T05:05:00-05:00

gothicsk8rboy009: I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me.

uhhh...today was good kinda. it was kelly's last day with our class so we got cake, cookies, soda, twisters and junk and kelly gave us a speech about how she loves us and that we should get serious during highschool. its not like any of us r going 2 get serious. we'll b less serious. we got 2 go outside later and me and amanda did a russian dance and it was fun. then we had 2 go inside which was NOT FUN. oh oh and in gym!! that was fun! i was playing on the mats and like, i did the splits jumping on the mat and yeah. nikki and me pants guy. it was gross and i regret it. haha so yeah. what else? oh yeah lauren, amanda and jenna r the bestest friends ever. jenna- i am so sry when i was doing a dance move, i hit u in the boob. u have 2 amit it was funny. oh and alex realli wants 2 grab ur ass so let him. haha. I LOVE U GIRLS AND IM SO GLAD IM UR FRIEND! nikki i hope u have fun in cali w sarah. i wanted 2 go so badly! lauren- ur so much fun and amanda u r 2! we r the best russian couple ever! ok so im done being bored... i got a new fetus! yippee!

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I adopted a cute lil' santa fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! r u in there little fetus?

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I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! in 9 months will u come greet us?

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I adopted a cute lil' baby jesus fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! i will buy u some adidas.

lol my mom thinks those r gross but their ADORABLE!

heres some quizzes. yay.

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

What month should you have been born in?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Are you British?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Are you a conspiracy theorist?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Which Plant Are You?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Which Decade Are You Stuck In?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Which creature from the fellowship are you?
Made by Erin @ Bored Now

Which Band Member Would You Be?
this quiz was made by Erin @ Bored Now

Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place (please rate my quiz)

**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

ok well theres nothing else 2 say! ill probly ttyl after dance! buhbye xoxo Samantha

dance class

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-27T09:05:00-05:00

ello. dance class was so hard! harder than usual coz ash wasnt there. but we had 2 do the dance like, 100 times to get it right and i still dont know it all. recital is in like, 3 weeks!! oh well. courtney quit jazz. yeah. ok. well. OH! MORE FETUS!

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I adopted a cute lil' Scotty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! heheh. hes from scotland. hah. i wish i was from scotland.

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I adopted a cute lil' October birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! prettiful OCTOBER! THATS SARAH!

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I adopted a cute lil' December birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! december birthstone! THATS ME!

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I adopted a cute lil' November birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! NOVEMBER! thats...thats...umm..ETHAN!

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I adopted a cute lil' February birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! PURPLE!!! JON WALTING, CHAIRTY, KYLE'S BIRTHSTONE!!!

the party

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-28T10:05:00-05:00

school was kinda like, who cares. uhh. lauren peck held a cast party 2day and it was so fun. we like, did karoke and stuff and then i went over 2 her fence and carrissa was there and yeah. she heard me sing. haha. so yeah, we did a water ballon fight and i got like, killed. we did a human pyrmid, and roasted marshmellows and mari's cot on fire and we were all like "AH!" it was fun. then we did this thing were we all go in a circle and say nice things. this is what ppl said about me:

Mari- ur so loving, and happy and thx so much for introducing the peanut butter jelly song to us!!

Lauren- ur so happy and i love u so much

well basicaly they all said like, the same thing. the point is is that i am complety loved and if u dont love me then add a reply. if u do love me, also add a reply. well i g2g buhbye! xoxo Samantha

girls nite out

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-30T08:05:00-05:00

yesterday was fuckin fun!!! amanda came over and we went 2 tasty top and took a bunch of pix and stuff. then lauren picked us up and we chilled at her dads house in awgam or sum place. then we went 2 the movies and saw Raising Hellen which is good u all should c it. i cried. boo woo. :( then we all went 2 rafters and ate. yummy. so yeah I MISS JEFF SO MUCH!!! (hes in maine)and and and yesterday i picked up a quarter that was a maine quarter and i was like crying. so yep. add a reply if u LOVE me!

lauren & nicky

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-30T09:05:00-05:00

me and lauren planned on hanging out 2day but i tole nicky i would hang out with him 2 becoz we havent in a while. so they both came over 2day. lauren saw my house for the first time and nicky pretty much did 2 coz he hadent been over in about 2 years. so yep, we went 2 tasty top (i swear all this ice cream is gunna make me loose my teeth) and then we played in the back. nicky and lauren took a thousand FUNNY pix and if u wanna c them lemme kno. it was so much fun. 2morrow i wanna go river tubing w lauren and amanda but it mite rain so then i dunna WHAT im gunna do. hehe. so yep add a reply 2 tell me what fun things there is 2 do around h e r e...xoxo Samantha

other things...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-05-30T10:05:00-05:00

here r memes and quizzes and other random junk! yay!

Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK]
	You are a FURRY!
You are a sick, sick, individual. Stop lusting over animals! Take off that fursuit and quit yiffing. No-one likes furry art! STOP NOW!
More Quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

High heels- peppy, up-beat, and outgoing, you are
most likely a cheerleader of some sort. You
are usually happy and insist that others are
too. When you aren't cheering you are probably
at a party having a blast. [please vote! thank
you! :)]

What Kind of Shoe Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla thats weird.. how did they kno all of this?!?

GIMMIE A P! GIMMIE A R! GIMMIE A E! GIMMIE A P!
WHAT DOES THAT SPELL? PREP!!!!!! Well, your
definetley not a punk, still not all preps are
bad, but you caareto much what other ppl think
about you. Rate my quiz Prepster!

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You are Cool!

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What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're an angel
Strangers think	You're hot
Friends think	You need a fuck buddy

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

S	Sappy
A	Awesome
M	Mischievous
A	Accurate
N	New
T	Tough
H	Huge
A	Ambivalent

Name Acronym Generator
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Your Stripper Info by radioface first name age Stripper Name: Paris Specialty: you have the best figure Customers say: "There IS a god..."

Your a real go getter, u always get lip action when u want it, and get it on an as-desired-basis. u tend to b a take charge intimatly agressive kisser. pursuing ur partner when u want to. postivily, ur needs r met, and ur partners, just remember that kisses can b sweet surpruses, and help two people connect in an extra special way.

thats good huh? i dont have a pic of it tho. :(

the internet junk 'how dumb are you test' deems me:
55% dumb!

oh what the heck, MORE FETUS!

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I adopted a cute lil' dragon fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! woof woof a dragon.

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I adopted a cute lil' June birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! JUNE! THATS NIKKI & LAUREN! AND MY MOMMY TOO I THINK.

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I adopted a cute lil' September birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! SEPTEMBER! thats stacey and ashley! yay! stacey and ashley! yay!

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I adopted a cute lil' January birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! JANUARY! DO U KNO WHAT THAT MEANS!!!! JEFF!!!

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I adopted a cute lil' pikachu fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! hahahahahahah pokemon. thats funny.

one more...

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I adopted a cute lil' batman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA BATMAN!!!

Tarzan!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla me am so not a jungle guy. me swear.

k thats enuf for today. ttyl! toodles!!!! xoxo Samantha

hey there beauitful

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-01T06:06:00-05:00

hello. sry i didnt write yesterday i 4got! well, amanda and lauren came over (yesertday) and we were just bein goofs and took sum pix and and! we watched some of the 6th sence and amanda like died. during a eerie part of it, my mom just like, banged on the wall and all of us like, peed our pants. it was sooo freaky. today was...fun i guess. i "seen" jeff (lol aila) like, during an assembly on painting. i was just like leaning at the edge of the seat tryin 2 get a glimpse of jeff but all i got was josh. :( so yep! then i invited nikki over. she called her friend from heath named mike. mike is an asshole. he was like, making fun of my voice and junk and i made nikki hang up on him coz she was wasteing my money and whenever i got on the fone she insulted me...like she did with ethan. so she gets off the fone and gets on the fone with her other buddy from heath named jack. nikki is very mean to boys. during the weekend, when she was goin out w kyle shane, she makes out w this jack kid and is all over with him. well nikki broke up w kyle and is so obsessed w jack. she played his answering machine just 2 hear his voice. dont get me rong, i would do that with jeff, but she did this like 3 times. ugh.... so anyway, jack was a itty bitty better than mike but i was still bored and when i got on my own fone nikki flipped, insulted me and then like, went outside w the fone and talked there. i occonitaly listened but nikki knew. so i went outside and yelled "GET OFF THE FONE NOW" and she didnt. and i yelled it again and she came inside, hunged up. and she was like "whats up ur butt" and i explained basically everything i just explained 2 u about her changing persontalies, voices and even who she likes when shes around guys. i tole her 2 leave my house and she did and i tried 2 say sry but shes stupid and just left. my mom picked her up later. oh hey she just got on. but anyway.....im like a bad person for kicking her out.. oh god... did i do the rite thing?! i need some answers. xoxo Samantha

recess

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-02T05:06:00-05:00

Chris baby01: the computer screen tastes like my fridge

nothing good happened today. EXPECT! on friday our class was good for once so we earned 45 mintues outside which we used up most of today. and jeff was outside!! i was like screaming when i saw him and aila yelled at me coz i was "tripin" lol but yeah we didnt do anything but sit and talk and stuff and held hands. aww. but yeah so. recess is fun...i like it...it is fun. :-D

fun things!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-02T05:06:00-05:00

HERE R SUM FUN THINGS! YAY! FUN THINGS! it mite not wrok coz my blog HATES me and the side where u can c all that info and junk cuts off my entries. but yeah. life goes on.

What Simple Plan guy will you screw by Crazy4u2always
Your Name
You will screw	Pierre
When?	December 1, 2020
Have many STDs	21
Where?	On the Simple Plan Tour Bus.
What Objects are you useing	Whip

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

A Film About You by couplandesque
Your Name
Film Title	The Adventures Of Fluffy Bunny
Who Plays You	Thora Birch
Who Co-Stars	J-Lo
Category	Independent
Rating	Not Rated

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Nerd
Super Power	Ability To Fly
Enemy	Hipsters
Mode Of Transportation	Scooter
Weapon	Vinyl Records

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Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Mexican
Super Power	Mind-Reading
Enemy	The Ex-Girlfriend
Mode Of Transportation	Scooter
Weapon	Baseball Bat

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theres one for jeff... hehe the ex gf.

ok so...oh whats that?..u say u want more?... well ok since u asked so nicely. :)

What Princess are you? by CAsoftballchick8
your name
Princess name	Jasmine
princess location	Arabian Palace
Color of princess main Dress	alternating pink and blue
princess Attitude	confident
princess Secret Wish	Real legs

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What Princess are you? by CAsoftballchick8
your name
Princess name	Jasmine
princess location	Cottage
Color of princess main Dress	white
princess Attitude	loveable
princess Secret Wish	prince to rescue you

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

jeff if ur reading this i will so be ur prince. :)

Which Degrassi boy will you hook up with? (for girls) by gsfan84
Name/Nickname
Age
Degrassi boy	Sean Cameron

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i hoped u enjoyed that!! love ya! xoxo Samantha

hate is a stong frickin word

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-03T03:06:00-05:00

finn the mighty: hello! would u like to purchase the SUPER MONDO ECONOMY SIZED CAR/VACUM! otherwise known as the big-ass car/vacum?

ok. i am known to not hate anyone and every1 knows me as the girl who is friends w every1 and junk but i fuckin HATE leigh-ann!! allright, i am nice 2 her, i dont bother her, but when i talk 2 her one in a while she yells at me and says sumthin like "get the fuck away" or she gives me this really mean stare. and i dont do anything. i asked her y she hates me the other week and she said "omg! ur voice! its so annoying! and ur so dizty" and its not like any of those stupid exusses is affecting her. shes dumb. today i was playing sum weird game me,jon and danny made up and i said "gimme the ball" and danny say "no1 likes u" and i heard leigh-ann say 2 her friend "yeah. no1 does like her" its ok for danny 2 say that 2 me becoz he was smiling and if i wasnt his friend y was he hanging out w me but leigh ann is just a bitch and i hate her.ANYWAY! other than that school was just...great...yeah. me and melinda r friends again coz well i dunna we just r. me and nikki r 2 kinda. oh, shes going out w jon now. id give it about 2 days. dont get me rong nikki, its just that in 2 days u r goin 2 heath again and ur gunna start drooling over jack some more. what else??? ummm amanda and lauren r the bestest friends ever. miranda is hystercial!! we have 2 hang out sunday ( me u and lauren), jenna i hope u had a good field trip w.o us!! >:-o JEFF I LOVE U SO MUCH I ALWAYS ALWAYS WILL!! chairty, cant wait 2 discet a frog w u lol! gunna b fun!! other ppl who i dont kno and r just reading this, I LOVE U!! hehe. here r things:

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Prep
Your Favorite Band/Song	Aerosmith - Walk This Way
You Like To Read:	Teeny-Bopper magazines
You Firmly Believe In:	Free love
Everyone Thinks You Are:	A sleazy prostitute
You Were Conceived:	In a record shop
You Will Marry:	A street-corner pimp

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

lol, thats kinda true expect i am tottaly not a prostite. and im not gunna marry a pimp!! well...jk

Which band will rape you? by chelli
Band that did the dirty deed:	Default
You were raped on:	October 25, 2015
The location where it happened:	Library
How many times it happened:	1
How many STDs you caught:	0
Your name:

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

ok well at least i dont have stds..phew!

What Kind of Sex Will You Die While Having? by delia43
Name
Date of death	September 20, 2025
Age at death	55
Type of sex you die during	Doggystyle
Does your story get into the newspaper?	No
How much inheritance your children get	$4,214,610

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

hehe

Are you secretly in love with your best friend? by chelle_belle
Your username
Your best friend
Answer	Yes, but he/she doesnt know about it. 0_o

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

uh oh!! shh! dont tell them! lol

trying it again..

Are you secretly in love with your best friend? by chelle_belle
Your username
Your best friend
Answer	No, but he/she is in love with you. XD

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

yay!!!!

Which Hanson Member Are You Likely To Have Sex With? by fateversuswill
Name
Age
You &	Isaac
On	May 23, 2013
Position	Doggy Style
Number of Times	386

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

EW! ISSAC IS THE GROSS ONE!! wait a sec. their all gross. and Y THE HECK is it always doggystyle?

Your Linkin Park Sex God by cherry_flavoured_bub
Name
Age
Favourite colour
Your God	Brad
Where?	A coffee house
How long will it last?	A few weeks

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Does He Love You Back? by BlondBabi1314
Name
Does he love you	in your dreams
What day he will tell you	March 18, 2006
How many days you will be crying	1

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

thats not fair...

How would you do on American Idol? by geela
Name
Age
Simon says	Musical food poisoning
Paula says	I say we give you a try
Randy says	Great personality
Success level	You make the top three

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

YAY!! TOP 3!! i wanna try jeff

How would you do on American Idol? by geela
Name
Age
Simon says	I regret waking up today
Paula says	Umm, it had its moments.
Randy says	You are off-key
Success level	You're going to Hollywood!

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

YAY! GO JEFF!

On a cold winters night, who will be your lover? by emptyindivdual
Name
Blonde, Brunette, Other
He Will Love you this many years	35
Cheating on you this many times	6
He will Be	Billy Martin

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

ok i think that is good enuf. yeah. i love jeff. i hate leigh ann. ok well. yeah ill probly rite bak after dance class and after i eat chinese. hmm....chinese. yuuummmmm. xoxo Samantha

finishing wires

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-03T08:06:00-05:00

the best things in life are unseen : /
thats why we close our eyes when we cry : kiss : and dream :

for sum werido reason i just am feeling bad all the sudden. i think its jeff. i nvr ever c him and i miss him and love him so much. i kno i kno, im soundin dramtic or corny or whatever but lets c u try 2 go out w the bestest guy in the world..but hes in a different grade and u only c him in the morning, b4 speicals, b4 lunch, and at the end of the day. and we cant do anythin coz of the fuckin cameras all over the damned school. jeff if ur reading this we HAVE 2 hang out this weekend. ANYWAY..about dance class. uhh it was hard. i skidded on the ground and like broke my knee. i keep 4gettin which way 2 turn and alexa yells at me. and i cant do that really easy step. i went 2 the braces dentist (i call it that coz i cant spell orthedawntist) and got saw zach from camp!! and i got what r called "finishing wires" so i guess the braces r comming off nex time! i hope! i wish! i pray! i go 2 bed now! night night! xoxo Samantha

so...u wanted 2 meet the wizard?!?!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-04T06:06:00-05:00

ok today had 2 b the funniest i had in school since kelly's goin away party! we had science for...like 2 hours coz we didnt have speicals. we went outside for a long time and me, miranda, amanda, nikki, sarah, alex, jenna and lauren all played a inocent game of football. with a golfball. it wasnt too inocent actually becoz a) we were switching sides b) lauren didnt even kno how 2 play and c) we kept dropping the ball *cough* amanda. anyway, nikki picked me up and like dropped me and my WHITE skirt coz dirty so we go up 2 mrs. bieda and...

me: mrs beida!

mrs. bieda: what?

nikki: can we go 2 the bathroom becoz sams sqort got dirty and im willing to switch with her.

mrs. bieda: no.

me: what? why not?

mrs. bieda: no. lemme c it.

me. fine, mrs. bieda if u dont care about me then ill just go get embrassed some more.

mrs. bieda: let me c it.

nikki: sam..let her c it

me: *turns around*

mrs. bieda: go inside and try 2 get it out in the sink.

of corse it didnt work so we went 2 the bathroom and switched skirts. later today, we were at the musicals the chours group were doin. they were "the wiz of oz" and "beauty and the beast" and john meinser was the wiz and it was byfar the funniest thing i ever saw. he was so good! he had this deeeeep voice and it boomed out: "SO!! U WANTED TO MEET....THE WIIIIZZAARRRDDD!!!!!!!" yeah.i wish i was like john. joke. after the musicals (which were good coz i sw jeff walk by me. jenna and alex yelled "JEFF!" like they were as exicted 2 c him as i was lol) we went outside to the tennis courts and i saw jeff but he was on the other side of the school. ee. so yep! today was fun. i liked it! here r sum quizzes:

Which SpongeBob SquarePants character are you?

SpongeBob

you live in a pineapple and have a snail that meows. Your best friend is borderline retarded. Everybody loves you,except squidward

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- thats super freaky coz i can laugh just like spongebob. wanna hear? BAHAHAH! lol

Which SpongeBob SquarePants character are you?

SpongeBob

you live in a pineapple and have a snail that meows. Your best friend is borderline retarded. Everybody loves you,except squidward

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Which member of the Fab Five are you?

Jai Rodriguez, Culture Vulture

It's your mission to bring some culture to men who would otherwise shun art and opera and other such fabulous things. You also can dance up a storm, and try your hardest to teach rhythm to those who have none.

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Are you cool or do you suck?

Ice

You're the coolest. You're so cool you could freeze a person from across the room.

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What type of fish are you?

Jelly Fish

You are a Jelly fish. You're beautiful but dangerous. You glow and float and drift and have a weird way of breathing. Good for you *runs from you*

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Which of my favorite movies is most like you?

Moulin Rouge

Love is a huge part of your life. You are a free spirit,and creative. You would make a great bohemian.

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oh. do u like my new theme thing? is it better than the pink one? i needed sumthin new and since its summer, what the heck, y not make it summer themed? and another thing, i dunna if u do, but if u look at the times i write my entires, their all screwy. i always rite them in the pm but it says i do it the am so dont mind it!

bored... plans for weekend:

sat: hang out w jeff for once..mayb movies? bring nikki coz i miss her. get a boy for her

sun: find money. go shoppin w lauren and miranda. then go over one of their houses coz mine sux.

ok im glad i got all that off my cheast!! lol buhbye. xoxo Samantha

GO BARBARA!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-04T10:06:00-05:00

hello again! i just got bak from shoppin w my mommy. i got 3 pairs of sandles and a tank. yay! new clothes! finally! so anyway, i forgot 2 tell u a bunch of hilarious things that happened at the chours perfromance. jon w. was being SUCH an airhead. everyone was bowing...kaitlin, amber and leslie and he just yelled "GO BARBARA!" and theres no barbaras even in the school. um then he was making fun of this girl who had a raspy voice and he just turned around and did the same voice and said "ruuuruuu" so u could really hear it. i think thats it. oh, me and cj talked on the fone 4 like 4ever 2day shes gunna have 2 pay a lotta money. hehe. we tried calling jeff and i said "hi is jeff there" and he said "jeff? who the hell is that" and i said i guess i had the rong number. cj later tole me that he asked "seth? who the hell is that?" so yep. embrassing. oh well.

*HUGS* TOTAL! give xosamanthaxo more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

can u plz pretty plz gimme tons of hugs? plz? xoxo Samantha

my weekend isnt goin as planned..

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-05T07:06:00-05:00

JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok harry potter. its long ;)
JeFF22x: lol
JeFF22x: is that your final pick
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ..yes
JeFF22x: are u sure
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ...no
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stop ur scaring me
JeFF22x: your not
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yes i am i am i am i am
JeFF22x: are u sure lo
JeFF22x: lol*
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yes!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i think
JeFF22x: so sure that u can sware on it
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i guess
JeFF22x: are u sure de sure to sure disdom
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lmao!
JeFF22x: or sureisdom

me & jeff were plannin on goin 2 the movies but he couldnt. so my parents r out seeing the day after 2morrow. and i cant hang out w any of my friends coz nikki is hoggin them all lol. shes at lauren and mirandas. but anyway, i doubt i can do anything 2morow either coz i have 2 get my dance pix taken. me, miranda, and lauren were all planning 2 go 2 the mall 2morow (miranda called me 2day and said that nikki is commin 2...great *sarcastic smile*) and i found out that the dance pix go til like 2 since im in 3 dances. ah...the price of being sucessful. hah. joke. anyway, here r sum uh... things. enjoy! :)

J	Juicy
E	Excellent
F	Fun
F	Fresh

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com heres jeffs name thing. yeah. hes tottaly juicy! *licks lips* haha

HEY! What your name?:	hey im samantha. who r u
Age::	13
b'day::	12-22-90
NOT THAT I REALLY CARE ABOUT ANY OF THAT STUFF
isnt this survey great?:	yep...sure is
why not?:	i said it was great. do u not believe me?
you're just jealous, right?:	yep thats it
Yeah you are because I make the best surveys EVER!!..Don't I???:	yep
So, how are you feeling?:	all right. urself?
Great!:	thats good.
Wanna be my friend?:	all right!
What's your screename:	jinglebear1213
It's almost over, happy?:	no :(
Send me a Message, I'm bored and I'm sexy:	jeffs sexier!
Do you use AOL?:	sumtimes

AWESOME SURVEY: Take it if you're sexy! brought to you by BZOINK! lol

heres my soundtrack! check it! lol

Opening credits:	walking on sunshine - katrina and the waves
Waking up:	here comes the sun - the beatles
Average day:	tomorrow - lillix
First date:	first date - blink 182 hehe
Falling in love:	infactuation - christina aguilera
Love scene:	baby i love you - jennifer jopez
Fight scene:	hold on - good charlotte
Breaking up:	dont speak - no doubt
Getting back together:	the scientist - coldplay
Secret love:	i turn to you - christina aguilera
Life's okay:	testimony - mary j blige
Mental breakdown:	everytime - britney spears
Driving:	vroom vroom noises
Learning a lesson:	heartbreaker - mariah carey
Deep thought:	imiage - john lennon
Flashback:	gradution song - vitamin c (i dunna what its called?)
Partying:	cold hard bitch - jet
Happy dance:	lets get loud - jennifer lopez
Regreting:	i will surive - gloria gainer
Long night alone:	viva forever - spice girls (YAY SPICE GIRLS!)
Death scene:	bye bye bye - nsyc ... it was hard
Closing credits:	our lips are sealed - hilary and hayley duff

Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!
i was very bad at that lol.

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:	ice
..rain?:	cold
..tornado?:	messy
..summer love?:	perfect
..Jon?:	barbara
..Mike?:	wizowski
..Shea?:	danielle
..banana?:	man
..dizzy?:	spinny
..Laura?:	light
..Juan?:	funny name
..car?:	vroom
..white?:	snow
..peppermint?:	tic tac
..New Found Glory?:	big nose
..placebo?:	what
..orange juice?:	puply
..candid camera?:	smile
..sister?:	ruby
..brother?:	golf
..hate?:	love
..school?:	bad
..President?:	who
..football?:	fun
..rap?:	ok
..pop?:	fun
..rock?:	fun
..punk?:	ok
..sex?:	8th grade
..death?:	scary
..baby?:	cute
..duuude?:	annoying
..the end?:	ok bye

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK! whhoo hoo!!

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:	nope
Do you party a lot? How often?:	nope
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:	nope
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:	about 1000
Do you skip classes? How often?:	nope
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:	nope
Do you steal?:	nope
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:	not really
Do you drool over celebrities?:	nope
Do you watch a lot of TV?:	nope
Do you ever watch the News?:	nope
Do you even care about world issues?:	nope
Do you read books often?:	nope
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:	nope
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:	yeah
Do you smoke cigarettes?:	nope
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:	malls
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:	yep
Do you cuss a lot?:	sumtimes
Are you desperate to fit in?:	nope
Are you intelligent?:	nope
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:	gross
Black eyeliner?:	ok
Black eyeshadow?:	nope
Black trenchcoat?:	nope
Black boots?:	heck no
Black fishnets?:	on halloween
Black nail polish?:	nope
Cigarettes?:	nope
Heavy metal music?:	nope
Marilyn Manson?:	nope
Kittie?:	nope
Cradle of Filth?:	nope
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:	nope?
Do you like to be seen as:	not a goth...!
Are you an intellectual?:	nope
An atheist?:	nope
Horrible home life?:	nope
Hopelessly depressed?:	nope
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:	nope
Self-mutilation?:	nope
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:	nope
Big black boots?:	nope
Mohawk?:	nope
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:	nope
Loud, confident and opinionated?:	yep
Wild hair colors?:	nope
NOFX?:	nope
Rancid?:	nope
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:	nope
A:	B:
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:	?
Do you watch a lot of sports?:	nope
Play a lot of sports?:	nope
Talk a lot about sports?:	nope
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:	nope
Are you arrogant?:	nope
Are you a male or female whore?:	female whore haha
Are you homophobic?:	nope
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:	nope
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:	nope
Boobs = yes?:	no?
Parties = yes?:	no?
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:	lol no
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:	yeah
Have you ever been on a diet?:	yep
How much did you lose?:	like 3 pounds
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:	lol!
Make yourself throw up?:	nope
Make-up?:	yea
Low-cut tops?:	sumtimes
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:	yeah like im gunna tell u
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:	yep
Giggle a lot?:	yep
What's the deal with boys?:	all of them suck expect jeff <3
Thongs?:	yep
Pretty bras?:	yep
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:	teen
Who's the weaker sex?:	boys
Are you a feminist?:	kinda
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:	yea
How often do you shave your legs?:	everyday
How about your armpits?:	yeah
Are you emotional?:	yes
Especially when on your period?:	yeah
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:	acceptance
Independence or Companionship?:	companionship
Stability or Freedom?:	freed
Personal or Interpersonal?:	personal
Introvert or Extrovert?:	...?
Popularity or Isolation?:	popularity
Unique or Loved?:	loved
Understood or Individual?:	understood
You or Them?:	me!

How Stereotypical You Are... brought to you by BZOINK!
*phew*! that was long!

You're Jackie!

Which That 70's Show Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

yay! im a bitch!

kyle called me 2day (for ashleys number of corse) and he asked me how i was doin and stuff and we talked about him about how he was doing. hes not comming back 2 school this year. he likes it tho. i would 2 i bet. ethan was over his house and him, kyle and tim were all fighting and i was sitting there...listening. was it rong i found it tottaly arousing tho? lol..

kyle: r u ethans friend?

me: yeah..sure

kyle: ethan r u sams friend?

ethan: yeah..sure

kyle: whoa...that was weird.

anyway. i had stacey call me coz they were getting boring and i tole them i had 2 go and i tole kyle i miss him and everything. *thx stacey* oh heres another thingy!

.::You::.

Name:: samantha the great (hahha)
Eye Color:: brown..they change green sumtimes...creepy..
Hair Color:: brown w sum blonde & red.
Hair Style:: short in the front, long in the back. stright..
Birthday(month and day):: december 22
Heritage:: 1/4 english, 1/4 italitin, 1/4 cananda (i just figured this out), 1/4 french.
Religion:: protestant
Age:: thirteen
Skin Color:: olive
.::Currently You're::.

Seeing:: the computer screen?
Feeling: my neck is hurting
Hearing:: footsteps..ah...
Talking To:: stacey, ray, jared, ben
Eating:: people! ha! joke!
Drinking:: nothing
Wearing:: a way oversized t-shirt and undies...yeah..
.::Relation Ships::.

Single or Taken:: taken..
Crush/gf or bf:: jeff.
Their Name:: ...jeff
What do you like best about them:: tons of things
Why are you attracted to them:: hes so nice! and hot! and hysterical!
.::Last Person That::.

IMed you:: ben
Yelled At You:: my mom.
Hugged You:: umm.. jeff...yeah...
Kissed You:: jeff
Said Your Name: my mom i think
Stared At You:: every1 who looks at me cant keep their eyes off ;) joke
Laughed At/With You:: stacey
.::Favorite::.

Band(s):: bands...? blink 182 i guess
Game(s):: 10 Questions (a game i made up)
Movie(s):: 13 goin on 30 is hysterical
Book(s):: i dont read
Friend(s):: amanda, lauren, nikki, miranda, jenna, jeff, cj, stacey, cj, josh, jack and a shit load of other ppl
Song(s):: pieces of me- ashlee simpson
Tv/Cartoon/Anime Show(s):: room raiders
Food(s):: ...pickles duh
Color(s):: pink, purple, white, yellow, rainbow
Website(s):: dont really have 1
Drink(s):: sunkist, rootbeer
.::Opinions::.

Obesity:: um ppl wonder y we're fat... i mean in school, we have like a bunch of junk food and then 2 loose the caliroes we have gym class for only 55 mintues and we dont do shit.
Anirexic:: distusing..any1 who does that is gross. no1 wants 2 get w a stick ;)
Politics:: ...eh who cares about that junk
Racism:: horrible.
Homosexuals:: eh, fine i guess
Bisexuals:: *cough* stacey *cough* lol joke
George W. Bush:: who?
Abortion:: not good...DONT KILL UR CHILD!
Rape:: just find someone to have sex with you. remember to wear protection. STD free is the way to be... hah
.::Opinion on the band/singer::.

Good Charlotte:: benji is hot
Madonna:: she needs 2 get her teeth fixed that gap is really bothering me
Britney Spears:: i looe her.
Lostprophets:: who??
Black Sabbath:: creepy.
Blink 182:: their cool i think..
Something Corporate:: ...?
Evanescence:: oooldd
Eminem:: hot
Usher:: hot
Yellowcard:: lol, whats up w that guy playin the violin like that. lol, prety good
Hoobastank:: prettiful
.::Random::.

Are you a guy or girl:: girl baby!
5 things on your desk:: key chain im chewin on, paper, sims, sandisk, braclet
5 cherished things in your room:: bed, mirror, jeff (he lives in my clost...i wish!), makeup, hair strighner
.::Friends::.

Best:: amanda, lauren
Most Smartest:: amanda an miranda
Most Prettiest:: all of them r hot babes
Most Funniest:: alex
Most Sweetest:: jeff
Most Generous:: ...stacey
Most Annoying:: aila
Most Creative:: nikki
Most Boring:: miranda
Most Saddest:: nikki
Most Talkative:: me or lauren
.::This or That::.

Dorritos or Cheetohs:: gross...none
Cat or Dog:: kitty
Jolly Ranchers or Starburst:: joly rachers
Orange Juice or Apple Juice:: apple juice
Blonde or Brunette:: brunettes
Black or White:: white
Red or Blue:: blue.
Japan or China:: china.
Winter or Summer:: summer.
Halloween or Christmas:: xmas
X-Box or PS2:: none
Pants or Shorts:: shorts
Real Life or Webcam:: real life
.::End of Quiz Questions::.

Did you like the survey:: ...nope well yes
Scariest thing in the world:: death
Which question was the best:: dunna

yeah...hmm...makes u think dont it...anyway.

Jennas away message:

with val, going to the movies, and sleeping over her house bb 2mrw
bbl *i love alex* -----Jenna

grrr jennas mean!! thursday i asked her if me, her, jeff, and alex could go on a double date on saturday (today) and she said she had family plans..i dunna if val is her family but oh well. im gunna go but since i am so bored and no1 is on and no1 can hang out and no1 is home and theres nothing 2 do ill probly rite bak soon. buhbye..

XoXo Samantha

morning

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-05T09:06:00-05:00

good morning. im so excredibly bored. theres nothin 2 do 2day. i wanna go 2 the movies tho REAL BAD! heres a thing:

You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint

Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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ok yeah, ill rite bak when sumthin good happeneds even tho nothin will.
XoXo SaMaNtHa

raindrops will hide my teardrops :(

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-05T10:06:00-05:00

k i just watched the page master coz i was VERY bored and at the part where they r goin thru the fantesy place and theres that cute song "whatever u imainge" i just starting BAWLING! i have no idea y..it might have been coz i wanna go bak 2 when i was like 6 and the movie came out or how weird everythin is seeming. how i went from a little kid into a teenage...weird... i was missing jeff too. since we nvr hang out during the weekend im always wanting school so i can c him for like 2 mintues one an hour. obsessive, i know.

speaking of obsessive...

If you could make a move about your life...
What would be the title?:	The Fluffy & Bubbley Life As I Know It
What would be the plot?:	a perfect and cute girl like me :) faces all these weird things ex. like boyfriends and junk!
What actor would play you?:	i would play myself!
Who else would be in your movie?:	well all my friends. and jeff
What actors would play them?:	they would play themselves
What genre would your movie fit into?:	now-a-days...did that answer the question
What would you want people to take from your movie?:	that 2 treat every1 nice!! :)
What would be the theme song?:	..sumthing pretty
Would there be a plot-twisting ending?:	yes
If so, what would it be?:	hm..sum1 would die
Will your movie end happily or sadly?:	happily. duh.
Would your movie have a sequal?:	yes.
How much would your movie make in the box office?:	100324495430570495743059709720970975023975 milion

Your Movie brought to you by BZOINK!
i wasnt 2 sure...

ok well im a little sleepy rite now. its 10:48! wow! im a big girl! joke. but i g2g coz i gotta get up at like..what?...8:30! whoa..xoxo Samantha

lOOk WhAt U mAdE mE dO! nOw I gOttA rE-ARraNg MuH lItTlE mErMaId UnDeRwEaR!!!!

dance pix

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-06T04:06:00-05:00

yeah guys. u all like my new theme? i love it!! anyway, today was dnce pictures and my hair was messed up. lol. anyway...yeah. k ill ttyl. xoxo Samantha

*sumday we'll find it..the rainbow connection..the lovers, the dreamers and me*

a song from snow white becoz.. IM NOT WEIRD ENUF!!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-06T08:06:00-05:00

Step up to the tub
It ain't no disgrace
Just pull up your sleeves
And get up in place
Then scoop up the water
And rub it on your face
An' go blud-dle-ud-dle-ud-dle
Ud-dle-um-dum

Pick up the soap
Now don't try to to bluff
Work up a lather
An' when ya got enough
Get your hands full of water
Ya snort an ya snuff
An' go blud-dle-ud-dle-ud-dle
Ud-dle-um-dum

Ya douse an souse
Ya rub and scrub
Ya sputter and splash all over the tub
You may be cold and wet when your done
But ya gotta admit it's goot clean fun

So splash all ya like
It ain't any trick
As soon as your through
You'll feel mighty slick
Bunch of old nanny goats
Ya make me sick, goin'
An' go blud-dle-ud-dle-ud-dle
Ud-dle-um-dum

Now scrub good an' hard
It can't be denied
That he'll look mighty cute
As soon as he's dried
Well it's good for the soul
And it's good for the hide
To go blud-dle-ud-dle-ud-dle
Ud-dle-um-dum

xoxo Samantha

*blud-dle-ud-dle-ud-dle*

froggies

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-11T09:06:00-05:00

Redwinggirl66: lol, we had a couple whores, but it was all good
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah thats what im scared of
Redwinggirl66: Of the whores?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: well yeah
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and boys wanted me 2 b a whoire lol
Redwinggirl66: lmao, no means no

my computer went all screwy and i couldnt get online for like a week and i just got it fixed 2day. so yep. the past days have been weird. school is so easy now that its almost done w. cheerleading and dance and stuff has seriousaly taken over my life too. but o well. jeff tole me 2day that his ex courtney called me a slut. i dont exactly hate her coz i dont kno her. she was in my dance class tho. and like i saw her in the hallway and she said hi to me and stuff and then out classes had recess 2gether and she made out w jon walting and i was gunna make out w jeff. i dunna y i didnt. probly coz amanda was making such a big deal out of it. umm...hilary broke up w jim and jim thinks its becoz hilray likes melinda which is just sooo funny. (oh speaking of melinda, she found a note in nikkis binder of me and her saying that she "reeked" and shes mad now...omg shes nvr not mad) but jim's better when he doesnt have a gf coz at recess and stuff we had a fun fun funnn lollipop fight and he was crackin up (i dunna y) and the 2nd recess he let me read the note melinda rote 2 him about y hilary broke up w him and i took it and like 5 mintues later i go "do u want ur note back?" and he said "yeah" and i took it out of my bra and he was crackin up. so yep. everything is goin good. 2morrows like..a cheer thing. 2 c what level we're in and im gunna like fail coz i dunna all the dance and i cant do a toe touch if my life depeneded on it. but yea later will b better coz ITS LAURENS B-DAY!! and we're all goin 2 6 flags and gunna have tons of fun! whoo hoo!! k well... yeah heres sum...stuff...

what hoe. a foe. a poll.. lol i dunna what im saying just fill it out!

yay thank u. :)

what's your name?:	samantha!
How old are you?:	13
Where in the world is Carmen Sandiego?:	san fransico
Who do you sit with at lunch?:	amanda, miranda, lauren, jenna, sarah, alex, justin
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not?:	hot!
Favorite shoes you own?:	these cute ass floatie sandles i got yesterday!
Do you believe we landed on the moon?:	sure
Describe yourself in 5 words:	happy, fun, weird, nice, cute hehe
Do you dream at night?:	yes
Do you remember your dreams?:	yes
what did you dream about last night?:	about jeff ;)
Do you sleep with one pillow or two:	3
Do you like school?:	...not the learning part
Do you have a religion?:	yes
Do you practice it?:	no
Do you read magazines?:	yes
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year:	christina aguerila, britney spears, dooby brothers ( my dance songs)
Can you live without the microwave?:	well as long as u have a stove
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now?:	jeff
Football or rugby?:	football baby!
basketball or volleyball?:	vollyball
Favorite college University orf Illinois or University of Indiana?:	...umass!
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes?:	ew gross!
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you?:	jeff tole me once that any guy would b crazy not 2 like me..or suttin like that
What's your favorite fastfood restaurant?:	burger king
favorite sit down restaurant?:	p&e's
Are you in school right now?:	yes
Favorite show on nickelodeon?:	spongebob!
Do you like anyone...if so who and why?:	jeff...becoz hes perfect
Favorite cereal?:	lucky charms
Favorite 80's television show?:	dont have 1
Do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money?:	no that is one of the greastest movies ever!
What do you want for your birthday this year?:	a new cell fone, clothes, a pony..heh
What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of?:	shallow hall...the stand
What is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit?:	strawberry cream cheese
Do your clothes match?:	i hope so ;)
do you have a penis?:	i hope not ;) hahah NO I DONT!
If you're a girl, do you ever wonder what a someone's penis looks lik:	kinda..
Did you have a bike with a banana seat?:	i wish!
Could you ride it?:	no...
How old is your tomagotchi?:	lol! i <3 these questions
Happy with your life?:	of corse
THIS TEST COOL?:	YES I LOVED IT!
WANNA RECOMEND TEST TO FRIENDS?:	no thats 2 much work
HONEST OPPINION...:	it rocked my socks

Boredness test!!! brought to you by BZOINK!

yay. a survey. have fun looking at it.

so yeah. 2day out classes disected froggies which was by-far the most grossest thing i ever had to do in my whole life. flartiy was my partner and we had so much fun. she made me cut up the mouth and i broke the jaw..oops. we were 2 grossed out 2 put out finger in it like the directions said so she got the dropper thing and stuck it in ther and when we got it open finally there was this brown gross stuff in it (EW!) and we showed mrs. bieda and she takes her bare finger, scoopes it up and says "hmm..that must b sum un-digested food" me and flairty were about 2 BARF!! ok so thats enuf i think. :) ill c yall later!! love ya! xoxo Samantha

6 flags baby!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-12T09:06:00-05:00

sWe3tThAnG5643: hey i saw ur friend at Big y
JiNgLeBeAr1213: which friend
sWe3tThAnG5643: Courtney
JiNgLeBeAr1213: grrr
sWe3tThAnG5643: lol she smiled at me n i gave her a wicked dirrty look

omg 1day was the bestest day eva!! first in the way morning i had 2 do cheerleadin tryouts thing and i did ok. i sucked when we had 2 do the dance w counts but w music i did good. jumps i did bad. and cheers i did bad. i probly got a 1/50 but thats ok :-D
so after i went 2 laurens coz ITS HER B-DAY! and me, her, amanda, miranda, julie, jenna, jenna's brother, jenna's brother's friend, and sarah all went 2 6 flags and had the time of our life!!!! *of corse jenna's brother and his friend didnt hang out w us*

these r rides we went on:

1. batman (whoo hoo!! so short tho!!)
2. mind eraser (short 2!! my head hurt!)
3. poison ivy (kiddy ride! like the only 1 sarah would go on!)
4. joker (we had a screaming contest and the girl sittin nex 2 us was like "hahaha")
5. houdini (yay! so scary!!)
6. cycolne (ow! head ache!)
7. chaos (funnest ride!! i realized my shoes were still on when i was bucked and so i called the guy over and im like "can i take my shoes off? or can u take my shoes off?" haha
8. charsole (fun fun! miranda killed her horse)
9. buzz saw (i was makin funny faces at sarah and she was just standing there and she looked funny)
10. ship wreck falls (we didnt realli go on it, but we got wetter than the ppl who were on it.)
11. tomahawk (fun!)
12. this ride i 4got what its called ( fun but i was pracialty falling out of it)

um ok there mite have been more but like i can remember that much. so yep! after 6 flags we went 2 pizza. well, a place where they sell pizza. and i ate a whole 3 slices!! go me!! then we all went home and like, me, julie, and lauren all make "staurt" noises from mad tv. lol we're dumb. so yep it was fun. yeah. i went 2 six flags. it was fun. yep.

10 moments that make your life worthwhile NOW...
1.:	seeing jeff
2.:	having friends
3.:	summer
4.:	hangin out w all my buds
5.:	communty theater
6.:	dance
7.:	choclate...hmm...choclate
8.:	pickles!
9.:	moo
10.:	blank hehe
10 moments that could make your life worthwhile in the FUTURE...
1.:	getting married
2.:	having kids
3.:	getting married again
4.:	having more kids
5.:	meeting ppl
6.:	getting a job
7.:	becomming famous!
8.:	goin 2 collage
9.:	getting a dog and putting it in a dog show
10.:	HUGS NOT DRUGS

20 moments to make your life worthwhile... brought to you by BZOINK!
lol i filled in sum random things!

k well gotta go! buhbye! xoxo Samantha

**HaPpY 13Th BiRtHdAy, LaUrEn!!**

couples that i kno of ;)

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-13T01:06:00-05:00

me & jeff
alex & jenna
ashley & johnny
chris & tiffany
chris & jessica
jessica & kurt
cj & trevor
ashley & guy
trisha & ian
jon & courtney
jon & ruby
hayley & ryan
christel & kyle
eric & jen
meagan & cory
diane & tim (i think)
brian & crystal (probly)
sam & jeff
megan & jon
luis & aila
sam & ben
katie & patrick
erin & ben
taylor & brian
liz & daniel
josh & brittany
alexa & tyler (i think)

um...yeah. i think that mite b it. well i gotta go coz the same guy who fixed my computer the other day is commin over 2 fix my dads and i gota get off 2 coz..well i dunna i just do so buhbye! xoxo Samantha

*AdD a RePlY iF u HaVe A fAvOrItE cOuPlE uP tHeRe*

i only got 5 mintues 2 write this but...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-14T07:06:00-05:00

i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff
i love jeff

aahhh

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-16T04:06:00-05:00

i havent been on 4ever and im grounded and junk! but no1s home so im gunna make this quick:

1. we had tug of war 2day...2nd place!

2. finished deisceting frog...yum...lol jk. chairty & me cut off the tounge, and pushed it down its thoat and watched it go down the stomach thing hahah SICK!

3. took a bunch of pix...only 1 of jeff tho.

4. last day of school in 2 days!!

5. 2morrow- yearbooks, talent show, movies, outside!!!

6. had an algerbra quiz 2day! arg! i failed!

well i g2g coz well im not spost 2 b on...til like monday, i love u jeff :-* xoxo Samantha

*oh yeah...i got stung by a bee...*

the last day of school

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-18T10:06:00-05:00

JiNgLeBeAr1213: jeff will u marry me
JeFF22x: hah yes i will

omg 2day was the last day of school! it so didnt feel it! im gunna miss all u 8th graders and every1 else durin summer!! have a good one!! heres what i did after school was thankfully out (i just typed it 2 flarity so im copying and pasting):

umm... first, we went 2 pizza house and jeff and his friend josh ate there and me and the girls and ethan went 2 subway and we met jeff later while i was talking about him and he jumped in front of me umm we went 2 the libary coz im not weird enuf and we had so much fun. jeff made me, lauren and ethan (coz amanda and miranda and sarah left us) pee in our pants coz he was doin a puppet show and then we went 2 the lake 2 meet amanda and we got candy after and then jeff left and we went 2 capoes for like 5 mintues and amanda went home and lauren came over

we saw mrs. nathan at the libary and ethan tole her how one of the puppets got raped

lol mrs. nathan was like "oh did it have a happy ending tho?" lol i love her!! IM GUNNA MISS U 2 MRS. NATHAN!! awww...im sad now! oh and jeffs in maine again so im gunna b so bored over the weekend. and i have a dance rectial. yay. horray. yippee. rah rah. k well im gunna go coz theres nothing more 2 say. good nite! xoxo Samantha

CoRy, Go OuT wItH lAuReN!!

school

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-18T11:06:00-05:00

hey! i figured since i cant go on this thing at home, id do it in school! so yeah. i dont think that im allowed 2..mrs. nathan will have a heartattach but oh well coz theres only llike 1/2 day of school left. she cant do anythin. ha. so yeah ill ttyl. love ya! xoxo Samantha

my dance rectial

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-19T10:06:00-05:00

hilo! take this here pole:

so how r u? im good. thax 4 askin. 2day i skipped the taste of easthampton and went 2 my dance recital which i guess was a good idea becoz if i didnt go lisa would kill me. lisa by the way is my dance teacher. anyway, i did pretty good i didnt really mess up a whole lot. i saw geoff there and christan and public school boy. yay! i miss them all. so yep.. heres sum junk!

This Or That?:	this
You Or TheM?:	me! me! me!
Him Or Her?:	him
On Or Off?:	off
Black Or White?:	white
Day Or Night?:	day
Dead Or Alive?:	alive
Cutting Or Pasting?:	pasteing
Hurting or Healing?:	healing
Fixed Or Broken?:	fixed
Silence or Sound?:	sound
Black Or Blue?:	blue
Sock Or Glove?:	glove
Moon Or Sun?:	sun
Phone Or Mail?:	fone
Fire Or Water?:	water
Smoke Or Sparks?:	smoke
Ripped Or Taped:	taped
Remembered or Forgotten?:	remembered
Awake or Alseep?:	awake
Written or Typed?:	written
Lined Or Plain?:	lined
Healthy Or Sick?:	healthy
Here or There?:	there
Far or Near?:	near
Land or Sea?:	land
Food Or Drink?:	drink
Sitting or Standing?:	sitting
Walking or Running?:	walking
Upsidedown Or Rightsideup?:	rightside up
Rain Or Sun?:	sun
Cloudy Or Clear?:	clear
Chess or Checkers?:	checkers
Pepsi Or Coke?:	pepsi
Long Or Short?:	short
Win or Lose?:	win
Pants or Dress?:	pants
Square or Circle?:	circle
Push or Pull?:	pull
Up or Down?:	up
Tape Or Cd?:	cd
Letter Or Email?:	email
Love Or Hate?:	love
Started Or Finished?:	started

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OMG HOW FUNNY IS THAT!!!!!! "omg jenna i am so cold my nipples could probly cut thru paper!" lol Y DID U TELL JEFF?! lol

oh. today charity got a blog. i am so proud of her. yay flairty! every1 clap for flairty! oh and ashley 2 coz she did SO good at rectial! see ashley? not practicing makes perfect. well i gotta go coz its 11:06. lol night night! (i miss u jeff :-*) xoxo Samantha

oh and kristin was good at recital too. clap for her.

pass tha dutchie!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-20T10:06:00-05:00

Chris baby01: 4 the last 2 nites i stayed up til like 4am with lori!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol whatd u guys do?!
Chris baby01: STUFF!! no jk

hey 2day was good! i went over laurens and we were bein such dorks. we picked flowers, and played mystery date. OMG TYLER ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE! lol!!! there was a jeff and he was like the last 3 but then i "called him" and he said "hey..this is jeff. i know all the places he hangs out and its not the mystic mall" and thats where he was :( anyway. then me and lauren went on her moms tredmil and listened and danced 2 80s music! lol it was so much fun we lost 68 calioiors! woo hoo!!! well im gunna go. the first day of camp is 2morrow! i cant wait! love ya! xoxo Samantha

Chris baby01: and hadda pillow fite.. and put powdered cheese on her dog

Cleff & Heff

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-20T11:06:00-05:00

once upon a time there was a girl named Spam. she was dating a guy named Cleff. everythin was fine and she loved kissing him expect when his breath smelled like nachos. one time, she saw him kiss another girl! OMG! her friend Cherry had called her 2 meet her at capo's earlier that afternoon. while they were talking, thats when they saw him kiss the girl. so on and so on... what spam and cherry ended up finding out was that Cleff had a twin brother named Heff and it was Heff not Cleff that kissed the girl!

by: Chairty aka Cherry aka Ceebee aka Flairty

xoxo Samantha

i love u ceebee

commericals

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-21T06:06:00-05:00

im bored. so here r commericals!

good commericals:

1. wanta fanta of corse!!! wanta fanta! dont u wanta!

2. k9 advantix!! omg the doggy! hello mother. hello father. fleas miquotes and ticks bother!!

3. those male enhasment commericals. "hey bob. did u get a new haircut? hey bob. have u lost weight?"

4. 6 flags..do do do do do DOO DOO.

5.speakin of do do do's,the starburst commerical. do do do DO DO do do do DO.

6. ebay commericals. "do do do do do do do do do do. do u kno the way 2 use ebay?"

7. the sprite commerical. "SHO DEM MUH MOTTO!"

8. omg i love that sears commerical. "this would b perfect for the chefs?" "chefs?" "we have washers and dryers too."

9. dont ask y, but the millar lite commericals..."i love quarterbacks eating dirt. pom poms and short skirts." lol

commericals i hate:

1. quinezons "QUIZNOES SUBS!!!" with those rat things. they have rats in their comericals becoz they have rats in their food.

2. meatball magic

3. commericals w tony little. he scares me.

yay! if u have a favorite or least favorite commerical COMMET! xoxo Samantha

u look hot in all that plaster!
drink some fanta!
faster! faster!

outside school

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-22T04:06:00-05:00

omg camp sux this year!! yesterday was the first day and we met this new bitchy, strict councler person named theresa. she made camp so different. u cant pick up rocks or sticks. im surprised we can even pick up leaves. we cant swear or talk back. and its so gay coz all the counclers swear and they insult us all the time and we're not even allowed 2 stick up for outselves by talking back we just sit there and smile. god! its so gay. today dan said "pissed" and i tole theresa becoz thats so not fair coz last year i said "bitch" and dan made me sit out. and thersea like, walked away. she just walked!!! SO MUCH FOR TREATING OTHERS W RESPEST!!!!!!! TREAT THIS!! *flips thesera off and kicks her* muhhahahahahahhahahahahah. *choaks* grr i hate her. mayb when noonan and peter and kristin come 2 camp we can frickin change it. anyway these stupid rules make us all feel like we're in school. speaking of rules today jen, a councler, said "im not a person who follows rules" and im like "hmm thats a nice example ur setting" and shes like "shut up sam" in a bitchy way. lol how unfair is this fuckin camp!!! it use 2 b fun but -screw that- now its hell...aka school. yeah. thats my speech about how camp has changed over like 9 months. the only good thing that has happened over the past 2 days of camp is that jeff came 2 c me. the end. oh hey im in a frickin GENUROUS mood so im gunna let u rate my thing. plz like, rate it good. xoxo Samantha

CAMP NONOTUCK!!! WE HOLD U IN OUR HEARTS!! AND...ah...screw it.

random things

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-23T06:06:00-05:00

camp was kinda werid 2day. a like, 6 year old Gordon asked me to marry him. lol and then his werido friend whos like 7 sang "samantha and gordon sitting in a car! watching a movie thats rated R!!!" omg it was so cute! i didnt talk 2 jeff all day 2day. hopefully i will later 2nite. heres sum things:

How to make a samantha

Ingredients:

3 parts success

3 parts self-sufficiency

3 parts beauty

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little sadness if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

isnt that cute?

Personal
*Name:	samantha
*Birthdate:	122290
*Where were you born:	northampton
*What's your location now:	easthampton
*Hair color:	brown
*Eye color:	brown
*Height:	5 1
*Weight:	like im gunna tell u
*Zodiac sign:	capricorn
*School:	wbms
Home Life
*Who lives with you:	mom and dad
*Pets:	3
*If so what kind:	cats, a fish
*Parents:	mom and dad..
*Siblings:	none
*How many:	none lol
Favoriets
*Color:	pink
*Movie:	the erotist
*Ice cream:	choclate chip
*Song:	pieces of me
*Band:	blink 182?
*Word:	hella
*Phrase:	"what"
*Clothing:	..skirts!
*Food:	pickles
*Sport:	cheerleading
*Car:	weiner mobile
In The Last Month Have you
*Flown in a plane:	nope
*Cried:	yes
*Sang:	yes
*Had a dream:	yes
*Wore white:	yes
*Wore Black:	nope
*Knew someone that died:	nope
*Gotten Drunk:	nope
*Gotten high:	nope
*Cut you hair:	nope
*Been on stage:	yes
Believes
*God:	yes
*Satan:	nope
*Santa claus:	nope
*Tooth Faire:	nope
*Your self:	sumtimes
*Your Friends:	yeah
*The Easter bunny:	kinda
*Angels:	yes
*Ghosts:	yes
*Heaven:	yes
*Hell:	yes
*UFO's:	yes
Love Life
*Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	yes! jeff! muhwa!
*If so for how long:	almost a month
*Do you love them:	yes
*Do they love you:	yes..i think
End
*Do you love me:	yes
*How did you like this:	it was fun
*Why:	becoz im bored

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Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing

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YAY! I AM FUN AND U KNO IT!

thats tottaly true baby!!

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Innocent
You are sweet, smart and kind. You have tons of friends and they all love you. Keep it up, you're on your way to fortune!

Take the quiz: "Which Disney Character Are You?"

Tinkerbell
You are Tinkerbell. You love magic and you care for others dearly.
thats werid becoz i took a quiz like that and got sleeping beauty...hmm... im bipolar. well ill rite bak later xoxo Samantha

my cute thing

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-24T07:06:00-05:00

xoxo Samantha

look park

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-24T08:06:00-05:00

today is thursday. that means we have a field trip. joy. so we went 2 look park. i was in ruby, becca, tim, sarah, amanda, and kira. their weridos lol. so yeah. tim confessed his love for me and im very grossed out coz that kid is annoying and grrr...yeah. look park was fun. me and ruby like sunk our bumper boats and every1 waiting in line was laughing at us. 2morrow is brice's last day! im gunna miss him so much! next week im not goin 2 camp coz i have cheerleading camp..what fun. basicaly im not going 2 (nex week), 4, or 9. i hate missing camp. ugh. 2morrow will b good i think coz jeff mite b comming 2 c me again. i havent seen him in 3 days. i miss him so much but then again, when am i not missing him? xoxo Samantha

gimme hugs :)

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-24T08:06:00-05:00

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4 long days...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-25T06:06:00-05:00

its been four dys since i havent seen jeff. if i dont c him at all 2morrow im gunna die. camp is getting 2 how it use 2 b from last year. we got our bleachers back. i think thats the reason. oh, today alex said he liked me along with his twin brother, chris. and ruby said bryce likes me and plastic said he liked me since the first time he saw me. this is great...i have all this like, 10 year olds all over me. haha. ruby's pissed at me and tim said "oh dont worry ruby, i like u too" and she yelled "EW!!!!!" and then he said it again and shes like "I DONT WANT U TO LIKE ME!" shes so funny. yesterday he tole her "yeah i have a ring thta has a ruby in it" and rubys like "U TOLD ME THAT B4!!" and he said it again today and shes like "STOP! U TOLD ME!" i kinda feel bad for tim but omg he pisses me off so much! around like...1 maybe micky's friends david and micheal came to visit. they're pretty nice ppl but they look really freaky. micheal kept laughing at me and ruby fighting. they all started talking about micky's gf who i hate. i dont know her. ive nvr seen her. but from what micky tells me shes a real bitch. i asked david if she was pretty and he said no and micky goes "yeah. shes ugly. but i fuckin love her" what a cracker. but hey, at least he doesnt go 4 just looks. but shes a bitch anyway.

i was bored so i took a quiz:

Take the quiz: "What group of people do you fit into?"

Prep
Prep. Prep. Prep. Pink and pretty. Lots of friends. Popular.

jeff i miss u so much...cant wait 2 c u. xoxo Samantha

nikk is cool

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-25T08:06:00-05:00

nikkis making a blog. she took things from my profile. she is in peer meadtion. nikki is cool becoz she is just like me. nikki go under like...edit design and then like.. plug-ins.. and then like...up load a pciture then like.. pic a picture but good luck finding one coz u have like no pix on kurts computer. hey u just got offline. y did u ask me a question then get off line! GOD! heheehhehe love ya nikki

i need sum1...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-25T10:06:00-05:00

i miss jeff WAY 2 MUCH! im crying right now coz i havent seen him in forever and he was just online and we like werent talking. i would like 2 think he still loves me but i just dont know...xoxo Samantha

hugs not drugs

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-26T10:06:00-05:00

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yay please give me hugs. :) xoxo Samantha

fireworks 2nite..

pretty song

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-27T02:06:00-05:00

Dreaming of You
( Selena )

Late at night when all the world's sleepimg
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have is dreams of you
I wait for the day, the courage to say
How much I love you

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Late at night when all the world's sleepimg
I stay up and think of you
I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

fireworks

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-27T10:06:00-05:00

so nikki called me yesterday around 1 and said that she can take me 2 the fireworks since gina ditched her. so i called nick and said i couldnt go with him and i tole amanda online i couldnt go with her and amanda. nikki was at the mall and she said she would pick me up around 4. and then she calls at 2:30ish -when i was just out on the shower and glued to real world - and says shes about a mintue from my house. so i tole her she can stay here a bit and help me get ready. so we watched real world for like 2 hours and then we cut out hair a bit..well mine was a bit like, u cant really notice it, but after she saw me cut my hair, she went crazy and made giant bangs which i gotta amit look pretty nice. anyway, after like, another 2 hours of her hogging my computer (she was making a blog..its at: http://pinkelephant69.mindsay.com/ and she updated it 6 times in one hour...lol) we deiced 2 go 2 her house. and we got ready there and danced 2 the grease soundtrack and then started walking. we thought it would b fun 2 talk like boys for the day so we kept saying "dude" and "pee" and stuff like that hahah. on the wbms track a guy came up 2 us and said we couldnt go thru the trail becoz..well i dunna y. and he said we could go the shortcut thru the other woods. we ran into a couple of punks kids while we were walking over there who were making fun of the guy who said we couldnt get thru. we went thru the woods and the only cleared out part was in a circle. so nikki just walked thru and jumped down a ditch thing and i just like went down a little and we decided 2 get out and yell at the guy for giving us rong directions and so i was getting out and i fell up 2 my waist in a giant hole and nikki was cracking up and it was SO nasty in there i thot somethin would bite me so i like jumped out and said "oh my god" about 100 times and then we asked the guy again but he didnt help. well we were fed up and my legs hurt so we just crossed over thru the woods when the guy wasnt looking. and nikki had so frickin clue where she was goin so her advice was 2 "follow the music" and we did and after say...15 mintues we get 2 the other side all we here is.. "yep... i hear em..k... GIRLS!!" and nikkis like "ah! who!" and the guys like "U CANT GO THIS WAY. GO BACK. U CANT GO THIS WAY NO MATTER WHAT" and blah blah blah. we go back and c megan gregg who gets us 2 another trail (the one the guy was talking about) and she didnt kno where 2 go either but we "followed the music" and got there. then we went 2 the actual fireworks. yay. first we saw amber. yay amber. then kristin and becca and i was kinda hanging out with them 2. then nikki frickin leaves 2 hang out with ally and i saw micky so i was hanging out w him and david. and i was talking 2 micky and i looked next 2 me and i saw noonan. it was the weirdest thing. and again, i said "oh my god" but this time only 10 times about. i dont feel like writing everything but bascaily:

nikki was hanging out with geoff parsons and jordan and i had 2 find her...thx nikki

i asked her if we could go find jeff!! she said sure

we walked about 10 steps and she decides 2 make out with geoff (yeah and her bff, kaitlin likes him..yeah and nikki defintaly has a bf) some guy was watching them. lol it was funny.

nikki would not come with me 2 find jeff becoz shes a good friend and all and i wasnt about 2 look for him myself with my ex bf.

crap- the fireworks started...there goes my frickin chance 2 fine jeff. THANK U NIKKI! BFF!

noonan invites me 2 his little place. eh, what the hell its not like i have any other place 2 go.

i invite nikki & geoff coz its not like shes gunna go without any boys.

i was laying on the grass and nikki and geoff kept making out and shit and omg i wanted jeff there sooo badly.

i think noonan saw me cry.

noonan threw a piece of paper at geoff and nikki coz it was getting on our nervs and then i jumped on them.

i tole nikki i didnt want 2 sleep over.

the fireworks ended..i barly noticed they were going off.

geoff go's 2 nikkis house w us. yay...

i called my dad at 11 to pick me up and he was pissed

the end!

so basicialy yesterday sucked. i want 2 do it over so badly. i wanna c jeff.. xoxo Samantha

quizzes & such

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-27T11:06:00-05:00

Take the quiz: "What mysticle creature are u?"

pegaus
Your a pegaus!!!!your gentle and dont like war

Take the quiz: "Are you naughty or nice?"

Your naughty......once and a while.
Your fun, and lively, but know how to controll tourself. You've done some bad things, but hey! We can forgive you, right?

Take the quiz: "Which F.R.I.E.N.D.S character are you most like?"

Rachel
your'e pretty normal and you love to shop! You're very stylish and good looking.

Take the quiz: "Are you a good girl/boyfriend?"

good but a little obsessive
Your a stalkerish mom kind of girl/boy friend who always wants to know who there with and why. Constantly calling. Always wanting to be together. Jealose of their best friend. Gets mad when finding out when someone else is on their b/f or g/f's mind LOL IM A STALKER!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

^ god, i have tons of problems eh?

Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pervert are You?"

The Passionate Pervert
The Passionate Pervert: You are passionate, you seem to be more dominate in this area because of your gentleness, the power to make something beautiful out of nothing at all. Even though you show understanding of someone's past, present, or future, either they might not understand you, or you don't want to complicate their life with your problems. You want them to know who you are and share an intimacy that is beyond comprehension, but fear of getting too involved and not being able to get out with your heart still intact.

^ lol that quiz was funny. everyone take it.

Take the quiz: "What song are you?"

Roses......OutKast
There is this chick at school that just think her shit don't stink but you will tell her to lean a little closer and see that roses really smell like poo-poo!

Take the quiz: "What band are you...different results from last quiz."

Green Day
You love Green Day! Their Music can express any mood you are in but is still able to keep an up beat tune and can only sometimes get sad. I think you made a good choice in the music you listen too. Music Is Life.

i took the disney princess quiz again yay:

Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Ariel
You can swim, flip, dive and be one with fish...WHY DO YOU WANT MORE?

Take the quiz: "Are you a Goth, Punk, Prep, or just a human being?"

prep ...uhhh you suck
I hate you i hope you die and rot in a ditch you dumb bitch

eep..

Take the quiz: "What American High-School steriotype are you ?"

Cheerleader
You are preppy, and bubbly, nothing seems to depress you. Your not always popular, but your definetly 100percent HAPPY !! Even if some people do take advantage of your bubbly nature. Your motto is, 'Keep being happy nomatter what !'.

Take the quiz: "Are you CUTE, HOT OR BEAUTIFUL ? FIND OUT."

CUTE personality
Awww, you have a cute personality, you LOVE little fuzzy animals and trips to Disney Land. Bless...

Which Legendary Actress are you?

You're a Prep. You go with the flow. You're friends
are awesome and you hang with them every second
of your life. You are close with all the cool
kids at school. Life is good.

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^ this one was werid. there was only like..3 questions lol

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Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	everlasting

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Your Paige. Your the snob of your group and you think everything should be about you. You are interested in High Fashion and yourself, well at least you have a best friend, right?

What Character of Degrassi the Next Generation are you?(part1)

^haha thats too funny. nikki got ashley.

marry for money or marry for love?:	love
looks or personality?:	persontaly
football or basketball?:	football
NCAA or pro sports?:	pro sports
school or work:	school
pictures or memories:	memories
hockey or football?:	football
andy roddick or paul walker?:	paul walker
orlando bloom or johnny depp:	johnny depp
no friends or many untrustworthy friends:	untrustworthy friends

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oh and here is the...

Recipe for MAYONNAISE!

1 c Salad oil
1 Egg
-=OR=-
2 Egg yolks
2 tb Lemon juice
-=OR=-
2 tb Vinegar
Salt and pepper
Paprika

Beat egg or egg yolks with a rotary beater until
slightly thick; add 1 teaspoon oil at a time
beating well after each addition, until 1/3 cup
has been added. Add a few drops lemon or vinegar.
The mixture should be quite thick and perfectly
smooth. If it isn't you added the oil too quick or
didn't beat it enough. Continue to add the oil and
acid alternately until it's used up. Add
seasonings to taste. Store covered in the
refrigerator.

everyone write that down!! post it on the fridge! NOW!

mayo kicks some serious ass.

xoxo Samantha

cheer camp! woo!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-28T07:06:00-05:00

2day was the first day of cheer camp and me and ash were so frickin scared when we walked in the gym that the coaches probly could tell and tole us 2 take a seat. but omg it was so fun! we did a dance that was fast but pretty easy. we did a few cheers and then stunts. and it turns out im pretty good at being base and the coach ppl had me do a demo with them while their like in collage and i was the base, carring a collage chick it looked kinda werid. um we had snack and a lunch and blah blah more stunts blah blah a new dance. then like me and ashley went 2 her house and hung out with johnny and her cousin who "wanted 2 meet me" and johnny and him went into the living room and me and ash stayed in the parlor thing and she could tell i was unhappy:

ashley: sam..omg whats rong?

me: what? nothing. *fake, eggervated smile*

ashley: really sam? r u ok?

me: yeah. i just miss jeff.

ashley: how long as it been since u seen him?

me: a week.

ashley: what! i am callin his ass up and bitching at him! *picks up fone* *looks really scary*

me: no i dont really feel like talking 2 anyone.

ashley: oh...dont cry tho. here. bear hug!!

the reason she said bear hug was becoz that the kinda stunts we were doing. i went home later and went 2 my tutor since im a dumbass. so yeah. life is good. jeff just suddenly got off. grr he better get back! grrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...im lonley. xoxo Samantha

what would jimmy buffet do?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-29T08:06:00-05:00

"silly day" 2day at camp. ashley didnt go becoz she went shopping with her mom but she called later and asked about it. stunting got 2 b pretty hard since we're doin extensions. lauren could c i was so scared coz when we were holding up amanda she looks pass the legs and me and said "u ok?" and im like "yeah..eep" but it ended up ok. i didnt exactly catch her when she was comming down tho... nothing good really happened 2day. nikkis a whore as always...lying down with mick, sucking his fingers and shit. kristin says shes all over noonan 2. me, megan, ally and stasica r all gunna walk down there on friday and give her a run for her money (whatever that means) but we're gunna let all those guys who r fallin for her know that she is a huge mega bitch and she deserves nothing. sry if im sounding mean but from what u heard of her.. wouldnt u feel the same? cant wait 2 friday.. thursday jenna invited me on a triple-count em- triple date: her, dan. julie, tyler. me, jeff. whoa, freaky how 3 bffs (i dunna if julie considers me one of her friends but hey) and 3 other bffs end up 2gether. thatd b so good if we ended up as the friends gang or the saved by the bang gang. lmao! thatd b awsome. well i should go since jeff is on im going 2 enjoy it while i can..if that made sense.. xoxo Samantha

exactly how i feel rite now...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-06-30T06:06:00-05:00

Time may take us apart, but I will still love you, I promise.
And when the stars, stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I promise that you'll be my one, my only everything
I'll never be untrue
And I promise that for all your love I will do anything
I will give you the stars, I will buy you the moon
Even through the longest of our nights
And even through the darkest days
Our love will find a way
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
You were my summer breeze, my winter sun, my
springtime soul (springtime soul), my autumn touch of gold Yeah
And you were my sky, my rain, the earth in which my love goes
strong
The smile of my heart and the breath of my soul
Even if we find ourselves apart
We will hold our hopes and dreams
Forever in our hearts
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Tell me how you feel
I finally know how love feels
Tell me if its real
And my heart tells me its real
So real, So real
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Time may take us apart, that's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart, you'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles we've seen
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars may tilt
But I will still, I will still Love you
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you

xoxo Samantha

shoppin!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-01T10:07:00-05:00

hey 2day i went shoppin for jenna's birthday present! no, i wont tell u what it is!! silly! but i ended up getting myself a cute mirco mini skirt and a cute top! woo! oh sum guy followed me into the store it was so weird. i reconized him from sumwhere. i think it was look park and i said hi 2 him and yeah he walked in with me and then i backed up 2 look at a pair of earring and ran into him oops. well i gotta go night! xoxo Samantha

my dream...well, nitemare

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-02T08:07:00-05:00

this is a nitemare i had last night. it was soooo scary i had 2 go into my moms room. and when i woke up i was crying. if u have a problem with scary movies i suggest u dont read this becoz i think its a combo of the exrosit/ carrie/ the addams family reunion. ben says its like van helsing and thats weird coz i nvr saw that lol. and i already told andrew my nitemare and he thot it was scary and hes a boy. anyway, jeff if u read this, dont b scared by it, im not really going 2 kill u i promise. haha i love u more

woo...my nitemare:

well i was living in this very old and very scary mansion. and it was gray 2. everything was gray. nothing was white, purple or marron or yellow. just gray. ha, well. i was like, an adult and i was fat and i was in a brides dress with cobwebs all over it. ew. so jeff came over, dressed normally (he was an adult 2) and i lead him upstairs..only they werent stairs they were like, rolly things like in air ports and jeff looked down and hes like "hey nice color combonation." and i just smilied becoz i kno theres no colors in it (its gray) and ppl who look at that rolly thing and see color, they die the same nite. and i wanted 2 kill jeff. i have no idea why. i was just a phyco and i wanted 2 kill every1 thats y i had blood on my large wedding dress becoz i had killed nikki earlier that nite. anyway, i lead him into the very large, almost a room hallway. i looked at him and my eyes got yellow and blood started comming thru my mouth (ew) and my wrists were cutting themselves and i raised my arms and fly stright up and yelled sumthing in latin and like charged at him and knocked him down the rolly thing i flew up again 2 the celing, which was like 10000 feet from the ground and i saw jeff trying 2 get out the front down but i had locked it with my phycologicaly powers. i also made all the candles into like, flames practialy and took one by its stand thing and flew down 2 jeff. hes like "AH!! FIRE!!" and i just landed, smilied, put down the candle, and whipped out a huge fucken knife. i went over 2 hug him and i could read his mind. he was thinking "maybe if i hug her she wont kill me" and so since he said that i got pissed he would just hug me so i wouldnt kill him so i hugged him and stabbed him in the back (eep! jeff im so sry) and threw him in the closet with the already dead nikki. the end. xoxo Samantha

*WOO! freaky huh?! rite a commet if u have 2 say sumthin about my twisted mind*

actual summer

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-05T03:07:00-05:00

the first 2 weeks of summer didnt exactly feel like summer..summer pretty much started for me on friday becoz i got 2 hang out with my friends allllllll weekend long. heres what i did:

1. friday- went biking with lauren. got a shitload of candy.
2. slept over her house. played mystery date some more.
3. saturday- went 2 jenna's party. me and lauren went in jenna's pool with our hula skirts haha. love ya lauren
4. went 2 the drive-ins w lauren, her sister caitlin, her bf jeff and her dad. saw spider man 2 and white chicks! both really good.
5. sunday- jenna came over then we went 2 the movies w jeff and dan (saw spider man 2..lol it was good) jenna made out w dan (yay for her) and i made otu with jeff fianlly (yay for me)
6. jenna slept over in my tent.

and 2day was camp! i got there late becoz me and jenna slept in til like 9 when camp starts. when i got 2 camp i met up w all my friends from last year like brandon and sean. and kristin of corse. we were really sad noonan wasnt there coz hes so much fun. and then brandon turned around and noonan was there! yay. so yeah the day was fun expect brandon was tottaly hitting on me allllllllllllllll day and he put so many things down my shirt and touched my boobs. gross. i smacked him a few times but this kid does not stop. AND OMG TIM IS SO FUCKEN ANNOYING!! dont even get me started with him. god i miss jeff so much! its been 2 long. xoxo Samantha

it feels good 2 come home w no homework

who wears short shorts?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-06T06:07:00-05:00

k so at camp 2day all of us (me, kristin, sean, nick, kris, ruby, ashley, and amanda) were making nick names for every1. mine is short shorts. woo. ummm... sean is uncle seany becoz thats what we use 2 call him last year. kristin doesnt have 1 yet- lol shes mad. nick is.. i 4get..hmm. lol, kris is short i think. ruby is ruub. ashley and amanda didnt have ones but brandon is shorty becoz hes like 3 feet tall. yay. brandon was more flity with me 2day than yesterday. i said "hey every1 lets play the trust game" where sum1 falls and the other person has 2 catch him. brandon thot i said "chest game" and when i fell back he grabbed my boobs and said "CHEST GAME!" omg ew i am so pissed at him..i cant wait til 2morrow coz me, jenna, jeff and dan r gunna c dodgeball. love ya xoxo Samantha

i had another nitemare..

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-07T06:07:00-05:00

woo! this one wasnt as scary as the other (c the other entery) but yep. here it is.

k there was a baby-sitter named Theresa. and she was a real bitch. hmm kinda seems like the theresa in real life. anyway, she had 2 baby sit 10 kids all the time so they all moved in with her. well, lemme tell u how she turned out 2 b such a bitch (this re-played in my head about 10 times)

she was 6 and her mom was a slut and her dad was a lawyer. one nite while the mom was out and the lawyer dad and all his lawyer friends were having a meeting in the kitchen, she came in and said she was hungery. and the lawyer dad said she had 2 wait and she got very pissed so killed him and all his lawyer friends. 10 years later she remembered the day her father didnt feed her. so, she baby-sat kids.

anyway, so while all the 10 kids (there was me, ruby, katie riel, megan j., tim, troy, ben, jeff, christel and kristin.) were eating dinner with the evil baby sitter and she asked them what their parents jobs where? (she had killed them earlier in the year and stole their money) well christel made the tottaly rong desision and said "my mom was a lawyer." so after dinner, theresa killed christel by choaking her with left-over chicken.. i kno it sounds weird but it looked very scary.

so theresa figured "hey! that was fun fun fun. mayb i should do this every other nite!" so everyother nite she killed a kid until it was just me, ruby, jeff, and ben. all i remember is katie got thrown into the tv and megan got stabbed. anyway.

theresa said that she had 2 go 2 the baby sitting party and that the kids where invited but they needed a serperate ride. so they called theresa's dear ol uncle paul who was so nice and they called him whenever a new kiddo died. so uncle paul drove them 2 the fair/party by the river side. woo.

i was dancing with ruby and ben and jeff were on the ferris wheel. i looked at this newspaper on top of the speaker and the headline was "Baby Sister Kills 7 - 3 Surive" which was weird becoz 4 of them were alive. so i looked at the date and it said "july 7" and i looked at the calendar and it said "july 6" the newspaper had a picture of me sitting my the river crying with my head down and a body floating in the water. there was a capiton that said "Victim Ruby Dillion drowns in river when Theresa Kino (weird last name) threw her in." and i looked at ruby, still dancing, and i showed her the paper and she asked when it was gunna happen. i told her i didnt know and i looked behind her and thesesa was there with a mean look and she was creeping up behind ruby. then i woke up.

add a comment about my creepy dream! ;)

oh. my day.. well jeff and dan came 2 c me. the end. xoxo Samantha

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happy birfday meghan! xoxo!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-08T05:07:00-05:00

hey 2day was meghans 13th birthday! heres what every1 got her:

1. sean & me- a card saying "happy birthday" and "will u go out with sean?"

2. brandon- a card

3. becca- a giant rice krispy's treat

4. noonan- a bag full of things in his room that he had 2 get rid of (examples- batteries, toothbrush/toothpaste, hulk bopple head, pens, a notepad that said B on it for brandon, a football, change (like 30 cents), a dirtbiking magizene, and another stuffed animal.) and a card with a naked chick on it but a black bar goin thru the boobs and it said "wanna c her without the black bar?" and then u opened it and it was cut out. noonan added "i kno u wanted 2 c that...well i did."

5. fay- a mini-statue thing of a cat

6. sean- a card & 7$

8. kristin- i 4get...

9. john- a card i think

so happy birthday meghan! i hope u liked all ur gifts! haha. they all suck. anyway 2day was good..wet..but good. ruby went on a total rampage becoz "ppl follow me all the time" and she was hitting every1 and we were all crackin up, even kevin the coucler. haha. so yep i was pretending 2 b her and i pushed brandon and i pushed ruby and i 4got she was so light and she flew into the bushes. i love her lol.

jeff is leaving for maine 2day at 6- i only talked 2 him for like half an hour- and next week ill b in niagra falls and the week after that he's in maine for 3 weeks. SO YEP there goes a month i wont c him. ugh i miss him already. xoxo Samantha

6 flags 2morrow

our stalkers

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-09T08:07:00-05:00

k well we went 2 camp 2day and went on our field trip to 6 flags. what sucks about this year is that the groups we're in becoz its boys 2gether and girls 2gether so me, ruby, meghan, amanda, and that girl who i 4get her name were all w.o our guy friends :( crap. anyway, we had robin for a coulcler (no big deal) and jen (big deal) and she was so up tite about e v e r y t h i n g. ruby stepped on her heel once and she flipped at us and said "k we're not even in the park and ur already stepping on my heels. so in front of me" and i was so close 2 just saying "ummm yeah y dont u just walk faster?" but yeah then she sumhow ended up in front of us again and i stepped on her (purposly..muhahaha) and she said "guys. this has 2 stop." and im like "oops sry. heheh" and then amanda did it 2 her and she freaked out but yeah it was fun while it lasted...hum. anyway so we were in line for mind eraser and meghan was talking 2 these ugly ugly kids (one had glasses and i could probly break him in half, another had a fat lip, another was bald. and another had wayyy 2 much hair.) and the bald kid(his name was like..tyler? but we called him "bald kid") told meghan she was annoying and shes like "YEAH!?!? well u need 2 grow some hair!!" and then she looked at his friend who had a friggen jungle for hair and shes like "AND U NEED 2 LOOSE SOME!" hah. i love u meghan! anyway, in line this kiddo pointed 2 me and said to his friend "like her." and i said "what like me?" and he said "is hemp the same as marjinaia" (sry i suck at spelling) and i said "hm...kinda?" and from then on me, ruby and meghan (amanda and the other chick and the couclers we'rent there becoz their wimps and they cant go on rollar coasters) called them the "majiuna kids" and we ossicoaly (well, always) saw them around the park becoz they r *STALKERS*!!!

here r the rides we went on..me, meghan and ruby that is.

1. superman! yay! im so proud of myself. i had 2 sit next 2 one of the marjiuana kids, malik, becoz meghan ditched me for ruby. AHEM. we met the other marjuina kid, colby. woot.

2. swings! i didnt exactly go on it becoz i was wearing sandles and i couldnt take them off for sum werid reason?

3. cycolne! woo it looked like it would hert but it was the funnest thing ever!

4. batman! malik and colby stood in line w us but then colby had 2 go find their friend. this chick behind us and her bf (they both worked at 6 flags) kept asking us where we were from and being assholes and ruby goes "thats what u do on a date..be an asshole." lol

5. poison ivy! like the only ride all of us went on! geez! and like.. the only ride the marjuina kids didnt go on with us!

6. the joker! our stalkers followed us in..ugh. they didnt sit w us tho.

7. mind eraser! but i told u that.

8. tea cups! omg when we were spinning me and ruby put our faces up to this chinese guy's camera and said "WHHHOOOOAAA!!" lol

9. log ride! ahem...the chick said the back seat doesnt get wet... oh it does..

10. buzz saw! 2 times baby! soooo fun!

i think thats it... hmm. at lunch ruby was making fun of jen by going "can i go 2 the bathroom" in a really sweet and quiet voice. and then "CAN U WAIT!!!! GOD!!!" every1 looked at her it was so funny. the way back from 6 flags, allison hooked up w john which im tottaly happy for. yays. he like, had her in a headlock (lol dan and jenna..memories..) and i waved 2 him and he waved back with his hand still on allison haha. so yep their cute. lalala. =) so yep i sat with noonan on the bus and i thot id act cool becoz he likes me so i turned around 2 talk 2 meghan and i fell in between my seat nex 2 noonans feet it was so embrassing. anyway, i 4got 2 tell u, colby and malik gave me their email addresses and said they loved me when ruby asked them. gross. i dont even know them. well i gotta go... gettin depressed..at night is when i think of jeff the most and its been 2 long... xoxo Samantha

lalala...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-10T09:07:00-05:00

Blacklabel2x: omg i saw the funniest sign for a fishing store called "Master-Baiters"..LOL

OMG 2DAY WAS BORING. i watched movies all day like spice world and the truman show and i was online like 24-7. arg 2day is b o r i n g. oh stacey made a blog check it out its way better than nikkis lol http://rootbeerbaby04.mindsay.com/ write a comment (in mine lol) xoxo Samantha

2morrow ill b leavin..

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-11T05:07:00-05:00

2morrow im goin 2 niargia falls for the week. or til friday night. i think its gunna b boring. but oh well mayb since i said that itll b fun.. xoxo Samantha

what i have learnt from "you"

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-17T05:07:00-05:00

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hey niagra falls was actually fun. heres sum things i did:

1. maid of the mist..i got WET!!
2. journey behind the falls..that was fun- u go rite behind them.
3. butterfly thing..wasnt 2 great coz theres one rite near me.
4. white water walk..fun fun!! i saw the whirl pool :-0
5. riplys believe it or not meusam..it was soo fun there was so many weird things in there. ill tell u sum sumtime. lol
6. cave of the winds (american side).. wetness.. u go rite up 2 the smallest fall. ahhh wet.
7. i went shopping. lalala. i got a ring and a shirt.

and blah blah blah!! basicaly it was fun. i would show u sum pictures but i dont know how 2 put them in here. (teach me)

but right now im gunna make a list of LIFE LESSONS I HAVE LEARNT FROM "YOU" and by "you" i mean all my friends but ur prolly in here if i know u. sum ppl have more than 1 lesson but it doesnt mean i like them more. lol enjoy:

1. ashley - beauty hurts
2. ashley - gettin nailed with a magic 8 ball is pretty much the same as getting loved.
3. nikki - its ok 2 cry...sumtimes
4. lauren - when life hands u a husband, make babies.
5. amanda - school dances arent fun unless ur dancing like a striper.
6. nikki - standing next 2 a loud speaker will make ur pants "move"
7. vershon - u can nvr b 2 obsessed with basball.
8. lauren - jewel has a version of lyrics no1 has heard.. like "I HAVE BLLOOOD IN MY STOOL!!!!"
9. jeff - rocks and paper clips can b ur friends.
10. alex - if ur afraid 2 touch ur gfs ass, have ur best friend (whos also a girl) do it for u. or do it urself and say ur friend did it.
11. alex - dont write the lyrics 2 camel toe in the language arts room... u could loose the paper.
12. alex - dont say sum1 "likes it hard" while aila's in the room.
13. alex - birthmarks can have names 2.
14. alex s - thread from a binder looks like pubic hair
15. chirs m - sum1 can actually have a nick name thats 4 words long.
16. charity - making up stories abut classmates is always a good way 2 past time.
17. ally - "most improved" means u use 2 suck, and now ur good.
18. alex - wedgies hurt most with thongs on.
19. stasica - if u want/need sumthing from sum1 and they wont give it 2 u, say their name about 1000 times..if that doesnt work, threaten 2 say their last name.
20. christel - popping grapes in sum1s face will make u feel happier.
21. amanda - theres such a thing as "fake couples"
22. justin - rocket power can b recreated using pencils.
23. christel - if theres nothing 2 talk about, talk about sun glasses.
24. noonan - marbles can b used as anything.
25. jordan - dolls will tell us what time it is.
26. jordan - worms r living things 2.
27. jordan - no matter how long uve known sum1, it wont make them do things for u.
28. nick - while sum1 taking a shower, climb thru the window and pretend ur god. (sum ppl will believe anything)
29. ashley - dont wear high shoes when ur planning on going down stairs.
30. christel - the splitz are also referred 2 as a nose dive.
31. jenna - cats can climb up tents pretty good.
32. jeff - u can nvr really love sum1 more.
33. dan - stupid ppl get farther in life than dumb ones.
34. dan - there r ppl in the world who can actualy sing "yellow submarine" in 3 languages.
35. amanda b - if ur nervous about goin on stage just go up there, and think "do what u do best"
36. jeff - sheep can sing about human characterics..hah.
37. megan - when sum1 "snuggles" with u, rince off with holy water.
38. sam w. - im not the only one who knows all the words 2 f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
39. chris m - dont write "rip" and then sum1s name in ur profile...they wont show up at school the next day.
40. chris f - teachers have nothing better to do.
41. chris f - when theres a sub in for the day, take advantage and wear a wig.
42. micky - its not retarded...its "tarded"
43. vershon - dont mistake heat waves for hot flashes.
44. jessica - hair dye that says "washes off" doesnt
45. jessica - dont get dressed under a friends deck.. their brother mite come home.
46. nikki - im the only one who shaves my legs in my room.
47. jessica - doing the "superman" on a waterbed is fun, but not smart.
48. ashley - dont take candy from "strangers"
49. ashley - running after the ding dong cart in jazz shoes is one way 2 get embrassed.
50. ashley - dont play "lifeguard" with a person who gets distracted easily.
51. ashley - blame whatever it was on ur stepdad.
52. bryan - saying "i have a french section" isnt sexy.
53. bryan - dont walk backwards.
54. kaitlin - if u have scratches on ur hand, uve been trying 2 shave them.
55. aila - not talking correctly is always fun.
56. lauren - "josh" sounds just like "jeff"
57. amanda, lauren, nikki, jenna, alex, miranda, sarah - playing football with a golfball works.
58. nikki - dont trip over a dogbowl in a prom dress while the camera is rolling.
59. sarah - some celings r too short
60. ashley - racoons r the same thing as beavers.
61. sarah and ashley - playing house with a hooker for a mom makes the game for interesting.
62. alex - u can say sumthing as fun as "WHATS COOKIN!?!?" without yelling.
63. justin - leaving a cookie in sum1s binder could get them mad.
64. miranda - when u dont have any money, ask ur boyfriend.
65. trevor - dont sing a song 2 sum1 online. they may think ur really talking.
66. jack - u cant buy happiness, but u can buy choclate.
67. brittany - its possible santa has sex slaves
68. ben - every1 deserves a birthday present.
69. noonan - even if its a bag filled with stuff from ur room.
70. jack - a first degree burn is worse than a third one.
71. troy - sock em boppers actualy say "more fun than a pillow fight" on the box.
72. miniwheats - a picture on a t shirt can last all summer.
73. brandon - "hot in herre" will nvr get old.
74. sean - white ppl can have fros 2.
75. meghan - if u ask ppl 2 get u bday presents, ull get crap.
76. ruby - making up songs lets out everything.
77. ruby - british ppl hate dc's
78. bethany - "this is my friend sam. i made her yesterday" doesnt sound how it means.
79. noonan - bologa tells great jokes.
80. amanda - dont wear a skirt going down a slide.
81. lauren - dont wear a skirt riding a bike.
82. amanda and lauren - dont wear a skirt on a tramploine.
83. chris f - dont make fun of sum1s last name when urs sucks 2.
84. alex - pretending 2 make out w sum1 is good when u have no1 2 really make out with.
85. ruby - apple juice can always pass as goat pee.
86. ruby, kristin, becca, amanda, sean, brandon, noonan - when ur bored, play games like american idol, fear factor, ruby jones, and samantha springer.
87. ruby - the peter pan story is just like real life.
88. kristin - 4 years of drooling over boys like cory isnt worth it.
89. alex - if ur scared about goin on a rollar coaster, listen 2 the tips the loud girl in front of u hasnt stopped saying.
90. kristin - surge is only good in a pool.
91. kristin - fake funerals can b fun.
92. cory - "fish" is spelt "feesh"
93. kristin - 8 x 8 isnt 16.
94. kris - when a marker is dying, turn it around and use another side oft he tip.
95. alex - i try 2 make my voice sound deep but its just 2 high.
96. kristin - glitter can pretty much start wars.
97. christel - falling in love with the kid whos whitie tighties always showed when he sat, isnt really good.
98. jenna - doin ur new dance move around a friend can hurt. u or her.
99. stacey - be strong but have ur moments when u can "hide"
100. stacey - eating birds will make u crazy.
101. cj - the cardinal rule.
102. katie - being random isnt all that bad.
103. katie riel - puttin effort into things doesnt help.
104. katie riel - when i leap i look like a toothbrush.
105. katie riel - u dont have 2 b on time for photo shoots.
106. ally - chicken helps ur boobs grow.
107. josh - dont tell ppl they look like nick carter.
108. josh - pantsing sum1 makes everythin better.
109. stacey - it really is ok 2 b weird.
110. ruby - u can turn "ooo lala" into a full lenght song.
111. micheal - theres IS a way u can swear in social studies class without getting in trouble.
112. aj - dont date sum1 whos "yey high"
113. guy - give peas a chance.
114. chris h - rhinos really hurt.
115. sam j - im not the only sam whos going out with a jeff.
116. courtney kb- i strighten my hair the normal way.
117. tiffany - saying "omg" 2 much can lead 2 a nick name
118. tiffany - pixi stiks help u wake up.
119. dan l - axe smells horrible after a while.
120. josh a- how 2 say swears in purto rican.
121. jon a - dont do anythng in a imax theater.
122. becca b - speak up
123. casey - showing emotions with ur hands and arms r better than words
124. amber - stuffing can look fake but be real
125. shanky - dont tell strangers how old u r.
126. seamus - cheese is the best food ever.
127. luis - drink orange juice
128. jake - bunnies r capable of stealing golfballs
129. melinda - all of the automatic toliets work.
130. gina - sum1 always has gum
131. emmie - tangoing isnt just for latin people
132. kyle - snorting a gummy bear up ur nose and pulling it out of ur mouth will make ur friends like u, but girls hate u.
133. jon boy - acting like a kindergarder should b more popular
134. cory - its embrassing during a play 2 get ur shirt stuck 2 a chair.
135. joey - dont jump over a couch
136. jeffery - dont dissapoint sum1 whos in band
137. ruby - if u have long hair and ur friend has earrings, dont get 2 close.
138. alex - when a girl is talking about how much she loves u, dont burp
139. jack - im lucky
140. jeff - all about love

lalal if u dont get sumthin i said about sum1 u should ask me coz most of these have hysterical stories behind them. and i love u even if ur not on here. here r sum embrassing things i told dan i did in niagria:

JiNgLeBeAr1213: i wnt on this thing where u go rite up 2 the falls and we all had 2 wear panchos...
Blacklabel2x: pancos?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: like rain coats
Blacklabel2x: o
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and this guy in front of me- his was 2 long and i stepped on it and he fell down the stairs
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and more embrassing things..
Blacklabel2x: LMAO
JiNgLeBeAr1213: it wasnt funny ok!! he was like india
Blacklabel2x: LMAO
Blacklabel2x: omg that is sssssssssso funny
Blacklabel2x: lmao
JiNgLeBeAr1213: shut up! i wont tell u my other shit now
Blacklabel2x: no pleaz this is great
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol k...
JiNgLeBeAr1213: in the hotel i was shavin g my legs
Blacklabel2x: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and i put my leg on the tolet seat...not the seat but where u sit.
Blacklabel2x: ya
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and my leg went in the toliet
Blacklabel2x: LMAO
Blacklabel2x: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i kno
JiNgLeBeAr1213: it was clean tho
Blacklabel2x: lol
Blacklabel2x: that would have sucked if there was shit in there
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i know ewe!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: oh i have another story 2
Blacklabel2x: k is it as good as the indian falling down the stairs?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ..lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i dunna u gotta tell me
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i was at planet hollywood..a resturant
Blacklabel2x: k
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and i wanted 2 show the waitress the coupon i had for a free hat and i was digging in my purse and i thot i had it but i wipped out a pad instead

yeah i am such a loser. 2day was a carwash it was funny jenna is so funny i luv her. well im gunna go... 2days my moms birthday by the way! happy birthday mommy! woo! xoxo Samantha

Chris baby01: oh oh u kno whats really good?!? a turnkey n cheese roll up w. mustard n crushed up chipd in it!! lol i think im like, pregnant or something. weird cravings.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: oh yeah that is good me and nick use 2 make it all the time
Chris baby01: lol yeah. but now, ur 13. unlike me. the stupid little kid who is eating cheese rollups

ham on

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-18T08:07:00-05:00

if u kno me, u kno that latly ive been really self-concious about my weight. altho it hasnt really changed since last year, im beging 2 realize now that i am over-weight. i had the help of my mom 2 make me c it. 2day we went 2 kohls and i was excited becoz -whoopie- clothes for summer. and i had 2 get new shoes becoz my mom threw my other ones out. so yay i got sum vans and then i wanted 2 try on sum clothes so i got sum and i tried on a speggitti strap and i showed my mom and she said sumthin along the words of "dont get tight shirts. u dont look good" and this shirt was a friggen medium and usualy id get a small. so i was like "hmm..this isnt exactly tight." coz i could make a pony tail with all the excess farbic. but oh well. when she said that like, i dunna i just dropped down. emotionaly. i knew i was like, bigger and i am self-consious but i still ware what any1 else would wear becoz thats just how i am. i went into the dressing room and tried on a shirt over it and she said she liked it problly coz i could make a fucken parachute out of it. i gave up and just sat on the bench with nuting but my pants and my bra and i looked in the mirror and i realized i wasnt jenna's shape and i should prolly stop dressing like i am. i dont think i could tho. i kno i should wear like, sweatshirts and sweatpants but...i dunna. ... on the way home i didnt say a word. i wanted 2 suck up 2 my mom so much so i buckled right up, put on 93.1. after a while she flipped and said "u dont have 2 dress tight to make ppl know ur a girl. u strunt around like u want all the boys 2 notice u" (hey every1- do i really do that?) "notice in this converston im not calling u a whore.. or a slut." she probly thinks i was thinking she was just rambling on, but i was listening and it was hurting. i tried not 2 show it. i hate 2day. i cant wait til morning. xoxo Samantha

Me & Staceys Wedding ~ April 4 2004

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-19T07:07:00-05:00

You have just entered room "weddin 5517536030626675262."

Chris baby01 has entered the room.
Cheesecake865 has entered the room.
ANiM8eDpUnK3642 has entered the room.
Cheesecake865: WHOS GETTING HITCHED?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: welcome all
JiNgLeBeAr1213: me and stacey
Chris baby01: oh yea!
Cheesecake865: LESBIAN?
Chris baby01: hah
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: hello
JiNgLeBeAr1213: brittany the flower girl is getting ready she'll b justa sec
JiNgLeBeAr1213: hey eric. i love ur tux
Cheesecake865: R U GUYS LES?
Chris baby01: oh no.. my bridesmaid.. h/o
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol k
Cheesecake865: JINGLEBAR R U GONNA ANSWER ME?
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: hang on im still workin on the font
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: i dont think this one is that readable
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yes we r
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ethan is my maid of honor
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: hahhaha
Chris baby01: ok.. my bridesmaid cant make it.. uhh.. problems with the "dress"
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
Cheesecake865: BYE U GUYZ DONT EVEN TALK TO ME!! BYE JINGLEBEAR
Cheesecake865 has left the room.
Chris baby01: wait
Chris baby01: oh
Chris baby01: nvrmd
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol cya
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: big loss there
JiNgLeBeAr1213: we need more ppl
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stacey and eric, invite ppl
Chris baby01: i kno rite?
Chris baby01: ok yean i needa new bridesmaid
JiNgLeBeAr1213: this girl comming in is mine!
lilbabimeggi has entered the room.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: hey meggie will u b my brides maid?
BadBoy490RS has entered the room.
Chris baby01: i got 1! lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yay!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: rob, b our dj
BadBoy490RS: what?
lilbabimeggi: hi ya'll
Chris baby01: thx rob
BadBoy490RS: umm ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yay!
BadBoy490RS: uhh wad i miss lol
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok hows this tux?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i love it
Chris baby01: oh.. wow.. gotta find another bridesmaid.. goodness
RedWingGirl66 has entered the room.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: rob, chage ur font color. u need a new tux
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: woa this font is weird, there isnt a question mark
BadBoy490RS: uhh ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: our flower girl!!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: meggie?
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: everytime i press the question mark button, it makes a ?
lilbabimeggi: yes i am here
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok ur my brides maid, rite?
BadBoy490RS: there ya happy lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i love it!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: it matches ur eyes
BadBoy490RS has left the room.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: nmo!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: nooo
JiNgLeBeAr1213: dumbass
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stacey bring him bak in here
JiNgLeBeAr1213: eric, i think u should wear black if ur the preist lol
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok
lilbabimeggi: ok so
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
Chris baby01: ok..
Chris baby01: he signed off
Chris baby01: thats the only person i kno thats on
Chris baby01: lol
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: hey sam, ur real name is Samantha right
JiNgLeBeAr1213: meggie this is whats happeneing: my friend stacey ( chris bbaby) and me r getting married. u r my brides maid eric ( anime ) is the presit, our dj left, ethan ( on the fone ) is tmy maid of honor and stacey needs a brides maid/ maid
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah
JiNgLeBeAr1213: samantha frances morin
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
lilbabimeggi: okie dokie
Chris baby01: so umm.. do u kno anyone
Chris baby01: ?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: birt?
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: oh i thought u and ethan were getting married
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol no
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: eh
JiNgLeBeAr1213: hes the maid of honor
Chris baby01: ur cheating on me?
Chris baby01: jk!
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: so who is it now
JiNgLeBeAr1213: no no i can explain
yay 4 trees has entered the room.
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: Samantha Morin and who else
Chris baby01: lmao
JiNgLeBeAr1213: TROY!
yay 4 trees: hey
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stacey harris
Chris baby01: Stacey Harris
Chris baby01: yea
Chris baby01: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: troy, b our CJ
JiNgLeBeAr1213: we're getting married
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok
yay 4 trees: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *DJ
JiNgLeBeAr1213: will u b our dj troy? will u?
Chris baby01: name a grlz name
lilbabimeggi: troy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: hey megan
lilbabimeggi: i have to talk to u
yay 4 trees: ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: troy b our dj ok?
yay 4 trees: ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yay!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: now get into ur tux troy
yay 4 trees: ok
lilbabimeggi: ew do i get flowers
JiNgLeBeAr1213: no brittany is the flower girl
JiNgLeBeAr1213: brittany?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: brittany adkins!
RedWingGirl66: ohh yeah?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
Chris baby01: sam..
lilbabimeggi: dont i still get flowers? i still get to hold em right?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: get in ur dress birt
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stacey..
Chris baby01: i founf a guy named michael and i need u to tell him whats going on
JiNgLeBeAr1213: of corse, meg
yay 4 trees: im confused
Chris baby01: the sn is wakeshot..
yay 4 trees: wuts goin on
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol invite him
JiNgLeBeAr1213: troy, me and chris baby r getting married
yay 4 trees: o ok
Wakeshot24 has entered the room.
Chris baby01: ok.. hi
JiNgLeBeAr1213: micheal
Chris baby01: sam.. this is michael..
Chris baby01: mickael.. sams gonna tell u whats goin on
JiNgLeBeAr1213: nice 2 meet u
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok
Wakeshot24: aight
Chris baby01: if hel;l talk..?
lilbabimeggi: troy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chris baby01: ok
Wakeshot24: who is this
Chris baby01: {sam is jinglebear}
JiNgLeBeAr1213: micheal, me and stacey r getting married
Wakeshot24: ok
Chris baby01: i found ur name in the member directory tyhingy
JiNgLeBeAr1213: eric ( animepunk ) is the preist,
yay 4 trees: may i dot he honors of sayin all that awesome stuff
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol ur just the dj but sure
Wakeshot24: ok
yay 4 trees: yes
JiNgLeBeAr1213: troy ( yay for tress ) is the DJ
yay 4 trees: oh yea
Wakeshot24: whats goin on
yay 4 trees: tress?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: meggie ( lilbabi) is my brides maid
yay 4 trees: trees sam
lilbabimeggi: yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chris baby01: i cant rd what troys say8in.. altho im like.. color blind
Wakeshot24: ok well im out
JiNgLeBeAr1213: NOUR NOT
Chris baby01: umm.. ok bye!
Wakeshot24 has left the room.
Chris baby01: thats alrite..
JiNgLeBeAr1213: u r staying in here until,..
JiNgLeBeAr1213: k
Chris baby01: i dont wanna guy 4 a bridesmaid.. hahaha
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ethan doiesnt mind bein my maid of honor lol
lilbabimeggi: lol
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ? <--- thats what my question marks looks like
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: just to tell u
Chris baby01: yea but i have NO clu who that guy is
yay 4 trees: will you guys just hurry up and get married
JiNgLeBeAr1213: k eric
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: it looks like ans ex point but its not
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: an*
lilbabimeggi: i go with troy
JiNgLeBeAr1213: troy u cant hurry love
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok eric start the thing
yay 4 trees: lol
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: start?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeahuh
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok
yay 4 trees: 3...2...1... go
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stace baby u ready?
Chris baby01: yup
lilbabimeggi: go
JiNgLeBeAr1213: k
JiNgLeBeAr1213: go
Chris baby01: r u goi8ng?
Chris baby01: going*
lilbabimeggi: r u gettin married yet
JiNgLeBeAr1213: let him type it. jesus
Chris baby01: lmao
yay 4 trees: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stacey, heres ur engagement ring: ( )
yay 4 trees: nice ring
Chris baby01: ok.. hres urs (*)
JiNgLeBeAr1213: damnit lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: mine nicer hahah
Chris baby01: lolol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *looks in staceys eyes*
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok now walk down the isle
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *walks*
Chris baby01: ::walks hapopily::
yay 4 trees: *trips*
Chris baby01: happily*
yay 4 trees: falls dies
yay 4 trees: everybody laughs
JiNgLeBeAr1213: tory lol
yay 4 trees: :'( my name is NOT tory
JiNgLeBeAr1213: whatever
yay 4 trees: ol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: lol*
yay 4 trees: wait can i be a terrorist that comes in and kills everybody
JiNgLeBeAr1213: * still walking *
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: As we gather here today in this digital house of God, we rejoyce the marriage of Samantha Morin and Stacey Harris.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: no troy, ur just the dj
yay 4 trees: ok
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: Samantha, do you accept this marriage that shall last for eternity till death?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: I do
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: As for you Stacy, do you also accept this marriage that shall last for eternity till death?
Chris baby01: i do
Chris baby01: crap my dress
yay 4 trees: YES!!!!
yay 4 trees: IM SO HAPPY
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: Is there anyone would like to object thinking that this couple should not be together?
Chris baby01: there.. i do
JiNgLeBeAr1213: u do?!?!
Chris baby01: no!
Chris baby01: i meant i accept it!!!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol ok
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: Stacey, you may now kiss the bride.
yay 4 trees: * troy starts to do his DJ stuff *
Chris baby01: ::kisses sam::
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *kisses back*
Chris baby01: ::still kissing::
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *me 2*
Chris baby01: ::omg this is long::
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ahem
yay 4 trees: god dang
JiNgLeBeAr1213: :i kno but its worht it*
Chris baby01: ::i kno::
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: lol
Chris baby01: ::sam therer waiting::
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok done
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok you guys are married, now get the hell out of my church!
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: lol
Chris baby01: ::chokes on sams tongue..ghah!! jk
yay 4 trees: * troy starts to do his DJ stuff *
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: lll
yay 4 trees: lol*
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yay!
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok you guys are married now
JiNgLeBeAr1213: horray!
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: go move into a home
Chris baby01: i have a ?.. what is the name of the church we r married in? for records.. ya kno
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: what religion are u?
Chris baby01: uhh..?
yay 4 trees: that really big church
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: catholic?
Chris baby01: normal? i dunno
JiNgLeBeAr1213: the chat room is called: weddin 5517536030626675262
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: cristian?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yah
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: buddist?
yay 4 trees: muslem
JiNgLeBeAr1213: im prostist
yay 4 trees: nonono be muslem
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: lol
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok the church is called Corpus Christi Christian Chruch
JiNgLeBeAr1213: omg brittany the flowers
yay 4 trees: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: u dumbass u 4get them
JiNgLeBeAr1213: kk
JiNgLeBeAr1213: omg i am so saving this
JiNgLeBeAr1213: this is the best day of my life!
Chris baby01: thats y i luv ya!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i love u 2
Chris baby01: i kno.. im crying! ::tears of joy::
yay 4 trees: i love you too
JiNgLeBeAr1213: me 2 :: tears of laughter::
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *joy
Chris baby01: LMAO!!!
Chris baby01: sam i gotta im u w/ a ?..
lilbabimeggi has left the room.
Gballer9012 has entered the room.
RedWingGirl66 has left the room.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: WELCOME FRIENDS
JiNgLeBeAr1213: to the after party lol
Gballer9012: later
yay 4 trees: lol
Chris baby01: lol
Gballer9012 has left the room.
Chris baby01: what? ahh
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok bye
Chris baby01: are we switching rooms?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: no
yay 4 trees: ok wj is everybody in this thing
Chris baby01: ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: the part is in the church
Chris baby01: ohh
Chris baby01: lol ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *party
yay 4 trees: who is everybody in this thing sam?
ANiM8eDpUnK3642 has left the room.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: my friends i met online
ANiM8eDpUnK3642 has entered the room.
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok old font now
JiNgLeBeAr1213: erwic did u have 2 go to the b-room lol?
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: uh yes.. lol
yay 4 trees: who are they
JiNgLeBeAr1213: eric, brittany, stacey
yay 4 trees: whos who
Chris baby01: yes?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: stacey say " ME"
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: eric
Chris baby01: ME!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: k
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ok im leaving in staceys arms . thank you everyone for the best wedding ever! i love u all
Chris baby01: cya!
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok c ya
JiNgLeBeAr1213: bye
JiNgLeBeAr1213: troy, say bye to me
yay 4 trees: bye sam
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok everyone out of my church now
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol cya
yay 4 trees: wait
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yah?
yay 4 trees: lemme do some scratchin
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: out!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: eric, dont get ur panties in a bunch
Chris baby01: lmao
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: eh
Chris baby01: shit!!
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: wacka wacka wacka wacka wacka wacka wacka wacka wacka
Chris baby01: there
JiNgLeBeAr1213: lol
yay 4 trees: done
JiNgLeBeAr1213: bye guys
yay 4 trees: bye sam
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: bye

ANiM8eDpUnK3642: hey
Chris baby01: LMAO!!srry i hadda come back to say that
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: im cleaning my church
ANiM8eDpUnK3642: ok
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hit counter...yah.

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-19T08:07:00-05:00

more ppl than 0 have looked at my blog obviousaly but here
Umass

anyway i want 2 go 2 camp 2day since theres nuthin better 2 do. but ruby called me at 8 wondering y i didnt answer the door. my alram didnt go off. GRR omg. so ill b bored all day.. i wanna c my friends. xoxo Samantha

ice ice baby

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-21T04:07:00-05:00

sry i didnt write yesterday...me and lauren went go-karting, then shopping, then out 2 eat and i didnt get home til 10 30 and i was tired :( 2day was...eh? i dont know. but... like, yeah i like comments.

yay...a job thingy

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-24T02:07:00-05:00

in school i took a test where it tells u what job u get and i got coustmor services (cop, flight attentent, jaintor) and i got so mad so i took another and got this:

Extroverted (E) 79.41% Introverted (I) 20.59%
Imaginative (N) 61.54% Realistic (S) 38.46%
Emotional (F) 59.38% Intellectual (T) 40.63%
Easygoing (P) 63.33% Organized (J) 36.67%

Your type is: ENFP

You are an Inspirer, possible professions include - conference planner, speech pathologist, HR development trainer, ombudsman, clergy, journalist, newscaster, career counselor, housing director, character actor, marketing consultant, musician/composer, artist, information-graphics designer, human resource manager, merchandise planner, advertising account manager, dietitian/nutritionist, speech pathologist, massage therapist, editor/art director.

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so much for my happy ending..

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-24T09:07:00-05:00

ok i didnt write the other day becoz me, jeff, jenna, and dan were all planning to go the movies. then (since it was way 2 much work..we didnt have a ride there...dan maybe couldnt go) i say oh well everyone can just come over here. and then when me and jenna called dan and told him to come over, he was online with jeff (i think) and told him that we're still going to the movies becoz dan's stupid. but then jeff called coz we called him b4 and he said his mom can bring us to the movies and lalala so we went and we saw anchorman it was so funny. jeff was laughing pretty much the whole time for like no reason so i started laughing and by the end of the movie i was in tears. jenna and dan were like "..umm." but yeah. it was so much fun. im just mad becoz jeff left for maine last night and i didnt talk 2 him. hes there for a week and im gunna miss him s o m u c h!! :( :( :( . oh last night i had a weird dream about all of them. i was in london for like, a shopping spree. and i was looking for one of those yellow braclets ppl wear for cancer (life...sumthing) and so i got on my bike and i was looking everywhere for one. and i went 2 petco or like, an animal place and i saw dan and im like "hey dan" lol like i didnt really care i saw him in london and he goes "hey whats up" and i said "can u help me find a braclet?" and hes like "sure i know a braclet" or sumthing like that and he took me to jenna and she was the queen. she had this weeerid accent. and she told me 2 find the braclet at a place called "cloobers" lol so i went there and jeff was there and sumhow jenna had like, teleportered there and dan too. so im like jeff can i have a braclet thing. and he fgave it to me but it turns out that jenna the evil queen put a camera in the braclet and they all watched me all the time. lol. yep my story. it was so exicting..yah. go me. oh oh oh i 4got 2 tell u about camp. thursday we went rollar skating (i was dumb enuf 2 wear a skirt) and to the movies (shreck 2..so funny) and on the bus me, meghan, and ruby started singing songs and then brandon and sean joined it and it was so loud and fun. kevin said he was gunna sign us up for camp idol. but he didnt. yeah camp idol was yesterday it was such a waste of time but its better than doing activites or just sitting around. noonan got mad at me by the end of the day becoz he was blaming me for making out with other ppl when i was going out with him last year. i tottaly didnt. brandon told him earlier in the year that, yeah, i did go out with bob too and i kissed ppl but it was spin the bottle. noonan needs 2 kno i was so stupid back then and i would nvr do anything like that now. yeah well after camp during late pickup i got bored so me and chester and all of his little friends played the sam game and chester guessed right on all the questions. whoa. well im gunna go becoz jennas online. lol. ilu. xoxo Samantha

lets get 2gether, yeah yeah yeah

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-25T08:07:00-05:00

[Stop] the clocks from chiming
Block the sun from *shining*
Paint the world a d i f f e r e n t shade of blue
Cuz my worlds :over: with out you.

2day was great. i went over jennas and we were gunna go 2 her family pinci thing so i was trying on one of her itty bitty biniks. for ha-ha's. it was SO small that i was like, hanging out lol and then her friggen 16 yr old brother walks right on it. i drove for jennas bed to cover up but to make matters wrose, i miss the bed and land hard on the floor. her brother came back in and hes all "sorry! im so sorry about that!" and i was like "yeah yeah" but i couldnt look at him the rest of the day. well we went to her pininc it was loads of fun her family is awesome. heres sum things:

First Name//: Samantha
Age//: 13
Gender//: female
Nickname(s)//: tootsie, giggles, sam, sha-sam, sammay, sammie, short shorts
Hair Color//: brown..with red and blonde =)
Hair Style//: long in back, short in the front...layered. woo
Eye Color//: brownish hazelish
Piercings//: one on each ear..

What is your favorite
Color//: pink/purple
Game//: mystery date, house, life, the sam game
Song//: i have lots
Music Video//: year of the rat..or something
Animal//: bear
Sport//: cheerleading and dance
Country//: america!
Movie//: nemo
Food//: pickles

Friends
Best//: lots
Funniest//: jeff, lauren, noonan, kristin, alex
Coolest//: jeff probly. and lauren
Sweetest//: jeff, jenna
Kindest//: isnt that the same as sweetest?
Annoyingest//: so many..fay, tim, miranda
Dullest//: miranda
Stupidest//: dan, alex
Most Intelligent//: amanda, lauren, miranda, jenna
Athletic//: amanda, miranda, alex

Relationships
Boy(Girl)friend//: yep
Are you in love right now//: YEAH BABY! hah
Do you have a crush//: yeah
Do you have a stalker//: yeah lots lol
Do you miss someone right now//: yeah..:( lots

What do you do
At school//: find fun things to do
At home//: online...fone
Outside//: swing!!
When you first wake up//: sleep more

What _____do you hate
Food//: strawberry cream cheese
Color//: brown blah
Hair color//: i like em all!
Tv show//: lol lots
Clothing style//: lots
Movie//: malibues most wanted

Emotions Right Now
Are You Happy Right Now//: kinda yeah
Sad//: no
Grumpy//: no
Annoyed//: no
Angry//: no
Sick//: no
Lonely//: yes
Bored//: yes

Have you ever
Made your own religion//: no but i want to lol
Written backwards//: sey i evah. lol
Written your own magazine//: nope
Drawn art//: yeh
Got angry with a game//: lol yeah!! stupid dont wake daddy
Played Lacrosse//: yeah
Broken a bone//: nopee
Dyed your hair//: nope
Put in contacts for no reason//: lol no but i want 2
Swam alone//: no i have friends jk i think i did b4

Things that come to mind when you read...
Intelligentence//: amanda
Stupidity//: sean lol
Depress//: :(
Blood//: nightmares
Blue//: water
Gray//: boys lol
Sword//: bad
Golf//: laurens dad
Soccer//: cory
Yellow//: sun
Socks//: puppets
Ribbon//: presents!

Random Questions
Play Sports, if so, what ones//: cheerleading, dance
Have a lot of friends//: yeah
Write good//: yeah.. sure
Eat a lot//: yep
Like the day Friday//: YEAH!
Like the month December//: my birthday :)

Do you(or are you)
(DY)Give good advice//: yah
(DY)Talk crap//: well no...but when ppl talk crap about sum1 2 me i mite agree
(DY)Play a lot of games//: lol yeahhhh mostly made up ones
(DY)Wear hats//: sumtimes
(DY)Like to be outside//: kind of
(AY) Always mad//: no
(AY) Always happy//: yes
(AY) A good friend//: yeah

This or that (Last questions)
Night or day//: day
Snow or Rain//: snow
Stars or the Moon//: stars
Ocean or Pool//: pool
Boat or Plane//: boat
Books or Magazines//: magazines
Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//: pokemon...gosh this makes me think of jeff and dan lol
Blonde or Black Hair//: blonde
Green or Blue Eyes//: blue
Pants or Shorts//: shorts
Pop or Rock//: pop
Punk or Emo//: uhh punk..sure
Tatoos or Piercings//: piercings
Necklace or Ring//: ring and necklace.
Clouds or No Clouds//: no clouds
Art or Literature//: art sure
Jeans or Baggy Pants//: jeans..tight ones
Singing or Dancing//: dancing
March or May//: may
Halloween or Christmas//: xmas
Coke or Pepsi//: pepsi
Hug or Kiss//: hugs and kisses

JiNgLeBeAr1213: a tampon is the best invention ever and its like a stick thing that u stick up ur croatch and it soaks ur blood up and makes it not show.

gottarun1391: great

im too tired

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-26T09:07:00-05:00

You've been around all night
And thats a little long
You think you've got the right
But I think you've got it wrong
Why can't you say goodnight
So you can take me home Mickey
(ahh, ahh)
'cos when you say you will
It always means you won't
You've given me the chills
Baby, please baby don't
Every night you still
Leave me all alone, Mickey

oh mickey what a pity you dont understand
you take me by the heart when you take me by the hand
oh mickey your so pretty cant you understand
its guys like you mickey
do whatcha do mickey do mickey
dont break my heart mickey!

camp sux. i miss jeff. jennas hysterical. megan is too. im tired. sleep. xoxo Samantha

i dont feel like talking about 2day

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-27T08:07:00-05:00

The Basic Stuff That Starts Every Damn Quiz on the Face of the Earth
Name>>>:	samantha morin
Age>>>:	13
Status>>>:	taken..rawr.
Occupation>>>:	school
Hobbies/Sports>>>:	cheerleading, dancing
Hair Color>>>:	brownish
Eye Color>>>:	brown
Shoe Size>>>:	7
Glasses/Contacts>>>:	sumtimes glasses
Broken Anything>>>:	...not body parts but i brokened plenty of like, glass things
Which Do You Prefer?
Pepsi...Coke>>>:	pepsi
Socks...Shoes...Barefeet>>>:	bare feet
Jeans...Khakis...Sweats>>>:	jeans
Rock...Rap...Pop>>>:	rock...no...pop..
AIM...AOL...MSN...Yahoo>>>:	aim
Cordless Phone...Celly>>>:	celly
Celly...Pager>>>:	celly
Harry Potter...LotR>>>:	harry potter
d/l music...buying cds>>>:	buyin cds
Paste...Glue Stick>>>:	glue stick
Flashlight...Candle>>>:	candle
Summer...Winter>>>:	summer
Spring...Fall>>>:	spring
What About Your Ever-So-Wonderful School Life?
School>>>:	white brook middle
Grade>>>:	8th
Team (if applicable)>>>:	eagles...sure
Favorite Subject (this year)>>>:	..language?
Favorite Subject (all time)>>>:	language
Favorite Teacher (this year)>>>:	...dunna yet?
Favorite Teacher (all time)>>>:	mrs. nathan
Who do you sit w/ at lunch?>>>:	(im just going by last year w. all these questions) amanda, lauren,miranda, jenna, kyle, alex, justin, nikki, ethan
Who do you sit next to in Math?>>>:	alex..then lauren
Who do you sit next to in English?>>>:	lauren, amanda, alex, jenna sumtimes miranda
Who do you sit next to in Science?>>>:	i 4get...uh...melinda?
Who do you sit next to in History?>>>:	psh..uh...jenna. sure. why not.
Who do you sit next to in Foriegn Language?>>>:	..
Who do you sit next to in your electives?>>>:	LOL im only in middle school, pal
Want To Tell Us All About Your Friends?
Who is your best female friend?>>>:	oh gawsh. jenna and lauren
Who is your best male friend?>>>:	jeff
Who are the rest of your closest friends?>>>:	amanda, miranda, alex, justin, dan, sean, brandon, christel, noonan, meghan, kristin, megan, allison, ashley, stasica, ruby, becca (more)
Any friends you feel you left out?>>>:	...tim lol but he doesnt count
Blondest>>>:	allison!! cj
Best Looking Girl>>>:	all of them
Best Looking Guy>>>:	jeff ;)
Most Talented>>>:	ruby, lauren, amanda
Best Hair>>>:	megan, amanda
Most Athletic>>>:	amanda, miranda
Best All-Around>>>:	ALL OF THEM!
Best Personality>>>:	jeff..and all of them lol
Most Generous>>>:	kristin. i have no idea.
Kindest>>>:	their all sweeties
Best Sense of Humor>>>:	jeff (!!), ruby
Best One To Start The Sex Jokes>>>:	brandon
One in Need of Anger Management>>>:	RUBY!!
One that You have the Most in Common With>>>:	jenna
One that you could never get sick of>>>:	lauren
Your favorite friend to spend time with>>>:	jeff, jenna, (dan) lol
The one you never want to get off the phone w/>>>:	jenna
Best Online Personality>>>:	cj, troy,bennie, katie
One most likely to download mass-quantities of porn>>>:	brandon...dan. lol
Best Eyes>>>:	jeff
Best Body>>>:	jeff
One w/ the hottest boyfriend/girlfriend>>>:	jeff lol jk...uh....dan jk. all my friends' bfs' r ugly
The daredevil>>>:	bob, brandon
Craziest>>>:	ruby, stacey
Do you say I Love You to any of your friends?>>>:	hells yeah
Ahhh...Let's talk about Love...
Are you straight, homo, or bi?>>>:	straight baby
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:	yup
If so, what's his/her name?>>>:	Jeff..ahh
If so, how long have you been together>>>:	almost 3 months
If not, you must be single...am I right?>>>:	nope. bitch.
If your single, who is your crush?>>>:	jeff heheheheheh (shh dont tell or i wont b ur friend anymore)
Why aren't you with your crush?>>>:	becoz im 2 shy hehehehehehhehe
When was your last date?>>>:	i dunna like a week ago
When was your last tap kiss?>>>:	...a week ago lol
How bout your last make-out session?>>>:	a week ago
Any "sexual" touching?>>>:	not recently. haha
Gone to 3rd?>>>:	no..
Are you a virgin?>>>:	yea..
Ever been in love?>>>:	yep
If so, who was your first love?>>>:	..gosh i dunna. in preschool
If not, who was your first crush>>>:	oh wait. thats preschool
What do you believe is the definition of love?>>>:	when u care about sum1 so much ull be willing to do anything to be with them? or is that desperation
Do you think you'll ever really fall in love?>>>:	i am in love. :)
Do you believe in soulmates?>>>:	yeah
How about fate?>>>:	sure do
Do you believe in love at first site?>>>:	yep
Do you believe two people can remain faithful forever?>>>:	yeahh
What's your view on gay/lesbian marriage?>>>:	awesum. sure. why not. go for it.
Do you think you would enjoy a threesome?>>>:	lol!
How far are you willing to go on the first date?>>>:	dunna?
How about after a month?>>>:	go away
How about after 5 months?>>>:	lol stop eeeeeee
Did you LOOOVE my quiz?>>>:	yes. ok.
Thanks a bunch :)

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i thot it was funny. xoxo Samantha

jeff i miss u :(

look for the girl with the broken smile

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-28T07:07:00-05:00

today was soo bad. i got so sick of camp i dont wanna explain everything but i flipped and ran out of the door miranda had to get me i was hysterical and i was crying but laughing wildly. we went into the caf and everyone was trying to cheer me up but i was so upset i just played with legos with ryley (my like 8 year old friend) and then i tried running for the door later and like, meghan came over to me while i was on the floor and shes all "noonans goin out w stasica". and i crawled over to our table and im like "wow" and i dunna i guess knowing that made me feel a little better. for sum reason. well i had to go and im like "miranda we have to go" and like 6 ppl came out with us to make sure i didnt make a run for the door again and yeah. i told nate i was sorry. and i really am. :( i hope 2morrow will be better.. the only good things that happened today was i saw brittany magnouson (my friend from 5th grade who moved) at cheer practice i miss her so much. and when i was leaving sean yelled "we love u sam" which made me feel pretty good too. im sry for every1 at camp who had to c me like that. xoxo Samantha

take me to the river, dip me in the water

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-29T07:07:00-05:00

heyy i got to camp and i wasnt as phycho as yesterday like i thot i would be. i found out micks gf dumped him. i felt really bad. sry micky :( but yeahh i saw nate and asked him how he was. he wasnt limping anymore but he said he was still sore. but yeahh we went river tubing. i sat with miranda on the bus and i fell asleep and woke up to plastic's voice. he was singing about walmart. lol hes so funny he was like "my auntie rose is gunna buy a hose and stick it up her nose". i started yelling at joey coz he thot the james bond song went "do do do do do do do do...do do do do do." and i knew it was with one less "do" so yeah i yelled at i looked at jen and she gave me a dirty look and robin yelled "sam we can hear u from here." in a bitchy way so i yelled really loud "SOORY". meghan and kristin we blurting out the lyrics to "mama im a big girl now" and jen yelled "SING TO URSELF WE DONT WANT TO HERE U SING" 10 mintues later her and all her dorky concler friends r singing "baby got back" or sum ditry song like that lol. but river tubing was fun. i was with miranda, alex and justin, lost them- them went with ruby, then kristin, meghan and amanda, lost them. so i was basicaly with ruby the whole time. she was so fun she took it so seriousaly. lol. we went down the extra fun rapids!! last year, and all the other years b4 u got to go down them again by taking a short cut in the woods. so i went down again with miranda and ruby. ruby was a little ahead of us and she yelled "DONT GO" and then got wiped out. (she was ok tho) we go down the extra fun rapids and we find out y ruby was yelling. jen's down there with the bitchy nurse and jens like "u cant go thru the woods i nvr want to c u do that again" blah blah blah. and the nurse said "dont hold on to eachother either" which is tottaly crazyness coz if i didnt hold on to ruby or miranda id still be in the river. its just unthinkable. so like alone and everything. so we ditch jen and we're still holding on and yet, she comes back. christel and like other ppl were in front of us so we had a pretty good like...army thing.

jen: u guys let go of eachother.

me: what?! why?!

jen: becoz i have to be the last person and u guys r going slow. and ull go faster if u let go and paddle.

me: yeahh...but theres other couclers who r holding on up there.

jen: yeah well we're down here.

me:...hey christel?

christel: yes samantha.

me: remember when this field trip use to be sooo fun?

christel: yeah. i do. its not anymore. :)

me: yeah i know. remember when we use to go down the rapids like a thousand times. so fun.

christel and various other people: yeah!

me: remember when we got to hold on to eachother all the time and woo it was sooo much fun this use to be the bestest field trip ever.

christel and other ppl: yeahh!

me: it sucks now.

christel: i know.

like a mintue later jen yells "sam, christel, ruby, ally (?).after this i want u all to remind me and we're all gunna have a talk with katie."

ahem. what did u just say?

so we end the river ride thing. i sat next to bob on the ride bak to the beinging point. and we didnt say much- just talked about milarty time. but yeahh we got back and i was all shivering and i went over to alex and justin and i tripped over a rock and justin thot it was funny i didnt lol. me and mick were being "tarded" and i got mad at him coz he made fun of me for eating tims lunch and so i meant to call him a "mother f***er" but i was thinknig about the "schweppes" soda i was drinking and it came out "mother schweeper." it was so funny. then i called him it again and noonan spat out his capri sun. hah. the ride home was funner. i sat with uh.. andrew and yeah it was fun. at camp i tried putting ruby in the trash can but it fell on her and she got mad and pulled my hair and it was so horrible im so freaked out by her but i love her at the same time. we nvr "reminded" jen about our "little talk" but like any of us r going to. heres things:

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well im gunna go...sum1 comment me on how to put pix in here coz its really bothering me..oh yay i think jeffs comming home 2morrow!! (have u noticed how weird ive been since hes been gone?) xoxo Samantha

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im a barbie girl :)

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-30T07:07:00-05:00

hey do u guys all like my new theme? i think i need to change my pic tho, eh?

anyway, today was great even tho i tottaly 4get what happened. me and miranda played spit and tried to time it, got to 5 mintues and just gave up. every1 else was in the water war but me and miranda didnt a) want to get wet. b) have any "weapons" so we were in the pavoilion but we played catch with our water balloons and one went all over me :( thx miranda. so yeah later we filled up sum ballons and i put them in my bra and went up to alex and he started cracking up. i took one out and it poped and alex looked at me like "now what" and im like "ok...ill amit. their fake." and hes like dying lol. but yup, me, meghan and miranda went up to the poker players (jake, alex, alex, justin, and zach) to piss them off and it tottaly worked. jakes like "miranda and meghan go away!!!" and im like "...can i stay?" and hes like yeah ur not distracting. and sum1 said "no their distracting the other girls." lol i dunna what he meant by that but i laughed anyway. =/ micheal (renee's little brother) (renee is our old friend from camp..shes to old to come now) gave us a letter from renee. i would type it all to u but kristin has it. MAYBE SHE'LL WRITE A COMMENT AND TYPE IT OUT. but thats ok. i have a pic renee sent us of me, kristin, sum girl, amanda, ej, mini wheats and sum jessica girl still on our sared bleachers. ah. those were the days... anyway i finally talked to jeff today! yay!! i miss him sooooooooooo much i cant wait to c him! oh i found the lyrics to the girl kristin and meghan sang on the bus:

Don't contradict me!

Don't disobey me!

Don't even think about going to
that audition.

Please!

No!

Mother!!!!

Stop!

Stop telling me what to do

Don't!

Don't treat me like a child of two

No!

I know that you want what's best

Please!

But mother, please,

Give it a rest!!!

Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Mama. I'm a big girl now!

Once upon a time when i was just a kid
You never let me do iust what the older kids did
But lose that laundry list of what you won't allow

'Cause mama, i'm a big girl now

Once upon a time i used to play with toys
But now i'd rather play around with teenage boys
So, if i get a hickey, please don't have a cow

'Cause mama, i'm a big girl now

Ma, i gotta tell you that without a doubt
I get my best dancing lessons from you
You're the one who taught me how to "twist and shout"
Because you shout non-stop
And you're so twisted too!
Wo -oh -oh -oh -oh

Once i used to fidget
'Cause i just sat home

But now i'm just like gidget
And i gotta get to rome!

So say, arrivederci!

Toodle-loo!

And ciao!

'Cause mama, i'm a big girl now

Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Stop! Don't! No! Please!

Mama, i'm a big girl now
(hey mama, say mama)

Once upon a time i was a shy young thing
Could barely walk and talk so much as dance and sing
But let me hit that stage, i wanna take my bow

'Cause mama, i'm a big girl now

Wo - oh - oh - oh - oh
Once upon a time i used to dress up 'ken'
But now that i'm a woman, i like bigger men
And i don't need a barbie doll to show me how

'Cause mama, i'm a big girl now

Ma, you always taught me
What was right from wrong
And now i iust wanna give it a try
Mama, i've been in the nest for far too long
So please give a push and mama watch me fly

Watch me fly

Hey, mama, say mama

Someday i will meet a man
You won't condemn

And we will have some kids
And you can torture them

But let me be a star
Before i take that vow

'Cause mama, i'm a big girl now

Oh - Oh - Oh

Mama, i'm a big girl now

Hey - Hey - Hey

Mama, i'm a big girl

Ooh, such a big, big girl!

I'm a big girl now

Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Stop! Don't! No! Please!
Stop! Don't! N01 please!

Mama, i'm a big girl now!!!

go me. yah. thing:

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Samanthaitis
Cause:	psychological
Symptoms:	loss of dress sense, impotence, knee swelling
Cure:	sleep
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

that was cute. i took this other quiz that was like "whats ur persontaly type" and i got "ur a hopelessy romantic geezer named alfred" it was soooo cute the pitcure was so sweet too. but i took it out of here becoz it made my blog all screwy. lalala i love u. xoxo Samantha

cjs the one who made me realize
my old self was better than how i had become.
thanx

tryin 2 find a hand 2 hold but every touch felt cold 2 me

xosamanthaxo — 2004-07-31T01:07:00-05:00

Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.

You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.

You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.

Your negative traits:

Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your parnter's past.

You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.

You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not

Your ideal partner:

Is incredibly powerful and well respected.

Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.

Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.

Your dating style:

Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.

Your seduction style:

Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.

Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.

Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.

Tips for the future:

Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.

Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.

Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.

Best place to meet someone online:

eHarmony - they'll automatically match you with someone who's as driven as you are

Best color to attract mate: Dark green

Best day for a date: Saturday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

yay. lol it lied when it said i like older men. i swear. another survey:

Do people think you're happy?:	yeahh
Are you happy?:	yea i think so?
What band would you stand in line for 24 hours to see?:	maroon 5 lol
If you were in a band, which role would you be? (ex. hot lead singer):	yeah id tottaly b the hot lead singer. lol
Who do you love most in the whole world?:	Jeff of corse ;)
What was your worst childhood experience?:	in winter i slipped on black ice and cracked my head on the steps. owie. omg that hurt like a bitch
Would you ever consider prostitution as an occupation?:	nah..
Do you dance and sing at the top of your lungs when no one's around?:	yep
Do you like rainy days?:	not really but sumtimes i just randomly dance in it (??)
You can trade another person's emotions for your own. Whose do you take?:	uh...stacey? shes so like, crazy. i would love to be crazy.
Name the stupidest person you know.:	tim.
What's your normal state of mind?:	uh happy
What's your perfect date?:	i always wanted to sit by a fire and drink hot coca in blankets. lol im not even kidding.
Name the three biggest things that make up you.:	craziness, funniness, and hyperness - i asked miranda and thats what she said lol
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood. Which do you take?:	yellow wood? lol i dunna
Are you stubborn?:	defintaly
If you could relive one year of your life, which would it be?:	when i was 12 prolly
Are your friends your shield or do you need a shield against your friends?:	their my shield. i love them
Do you often let people down?:	i hope not
What makes your heart beat faster?:	seeing jeff :)
Have you ever felt invisible to those around you? If so, when?:	yeah whenever i sat with ashley, jessie and sarah at lunch
Are you a one night stand or serious relationship type person?:	serious relationship
What was/is going to be your first waltz at your wedding?:	a pretty one
When it's not summer, what do you miss most about it?:	seeing my summer friends :( i love hot summer nights too.
Do you consider yourself patriotic?:	hell no
How much do you care about your family?:	umm a lot i guess
What is the one thing that you need to do to die happy?:	get married and have kids..lots of kids.
Do you consider yourself mainstream?:	yeahh
What's the riskiest thing you've ever done?:	went on the superman omg it was scary.
Do you go with the flow or do your own thing?:	my own thing...sumtimes?
What is life's greatest mystery?:	r dinosaurs real? well i duna
Who loves you?:	jeff baby! and josh but he doesnt count.
What was your favourite make-believe game as a kid?:	house.. and i still love it. and school and mc donalds. lol
Do you often degrade people without knowing it?:	prolly.. sry lol
Do you try your best at everything?:	no i should tho huh
Who is your shoulder to cry on?:	jenna..cj.. stacey
What's your standard excuse for not doing something?:	"i cant" lol
If it were you against the world, who would be on your side?:	all of my friends. i hope.
Name the most beautiful person you know.:	oh geeze...i kno too many.
Have you ever been to jail?:	no
To court?:	nope
What is one moment you wish you could have taken a picture of?:	noonan snotting the marble out of his nose. jeff doing the puppet show even tho lauren has those pix sumwhere..
Have you ever taken clothes out of the lost and found and woren them?:	sure. lots of typos there
What place holds the most memories for you?:	camp nonotuck..school maybe. ashleys house
What are you waiting for?:	the bus. no jk im not that stupid. i dunna
Do you wear makeup?:	psh. is the pope a catholic. lol of corse.
What is the greatest and best song in the world?:	tribute jk. uh...pieces of me will nvr get old. i think. lol
Who was your first date?:	umm.....date. chris mullen?
What's the best trip you've ever been on?:	disney! i loooove disney
Have you been suckerpunched?:	hm no
What do you think the earth will look like in 1000 years?:	animated
What kind of car do you own?:	well my mom owns a highlander and my dad owns a motercycle so i dunna
Who is your favourite band?:	maroon 5. seriosualy. lol
Who makes you happy to be around?:	jeffffff omg i love him :)
What song is your 'anthem'?:	barbie girl
What's your favourite video game?:	spyro..lol jk. muppets racing defintaly
What secret have you tried to hide but it got out anyway?:	micks gf dumped him.
Who's your celebrity crush?:	seann william scott
What do you do on rainy afternoons?:	stay online. maybe play in it
If you were to die right now, what would you want your last words to be?:	"be brave, be bold. and treat urself liek gold" lol jk i dunna.. prolly like "crap this sucks"
What languages do you speak?:	english
Who/what is your everything?:	jeff
How many people have you turned down when they asked you out?:	lots =/
What is your reason for living?:	jeff again.
What are the bourgeoise?:	french people?
How many ex's do you have?:	like 12
Who was your worst relationship with?:	dylan
Have you ever taken back a gift you've given someone?:	lol yeah.
Are you racist?:	noo
Are you a virgin?:	yeah
How many times have you been so drunk you've passed out?:	none lol
What are you the best at?:	making people laugh- says miranda lol
What's your 'label'? (ex. punk, prep):	prep
Do you believe in an afterlife? What is it like?:	its vurrrrru nice..if u go to heaven. if u go to hell its bad.
Do you swear? How much?:	ummm...sumtimes?
What's the biggest lie you've ever told and got away with?:	no idea
Have you ever had food poisoning?:	yeah lol blahh
Do you believe in life in outer space?:	yup
What is the one thing that would make everything in your life fall apart?:	hmmm....? i dunna
What's your worst habit?:	falling down
What takes your breath away?:	jeff ahhhhhh.
If you were famous, would you have a stage name?:	yup. Coco Yahiko. lol stacey.
Do you get into fights often?:	cat fights yeah
If you could kill anyone and get away with it, who would you kill?:	nikki muhahahhaahha
Are you patient?:	no.
Who is your soul mate?:	jeff.
If you could run away to somewhere, where would you run to?:	disney
Are you a good dancer?:	yep
Who would you call first in a life threatening situation (not 911)?:	jenna or lauren
Who do you miss?:	JEFFFFFFFF FFF FFF FFFFF
What is your mom's name?:	Aj
What fact of life would you rather not know about?:	u can get a diesese from leaving a tampon in to long.
Do you like snakes?:	no!
Would you let someone go if you knew it was best for them?:	yeahh
Do you gossip?:	yeah.. i mean no
Do you like to party?:	yeah. sure
What religion are you?:	dont have one
Who do you wish would walk off the face of the earth?:	nikki.
Who was your first best friend?:	christel
Are you still friends?:	yeahh

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im siiinging the rain

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-01T08:08:00-05:00

2day was boring as most sundays are. i watched a little of hellboy and then i watched earth girls are easy and about 1000 episdoes of ashlee. my life is so b o r i n g. i cant wait til i can drive. yeah so i was in all day trying to make my computer work but i dunna sumthings wrong with my rouder or sumthing. so i went outside coz i havent been out since like..friday not including like, going out to the car or whatever. i was just randomly swinging on my playground thing. then it starts to rain and since it was so hot earlier in the day i just started dancing in it. i tried doing a cartwheel but i slipped on the wet grass and like twisted my ankle. but anyway i was running in my back yard like a mad woman until i realize- *its raining*-*im wearing white* so i went inside. thats the end of my little story. OH HEY! happy august!! did u know that this month is the 100th anniveristy of the hamburg? k im a loser. heres sum weird thing i adopted just coz i felt bad for it. i dunna what it is i just got it off maggies little website thing. enjoy.

awe omg is that not the sweetest thing u have ever seen?!!?!? im going to name her hannah :). oh thinking of names and all, friday kristin found a frog/toad thing and i kept it and named it Stewart but i was at the playground on the spinny thing and micky knocked me over and i dropped Stewart and i FLIPPED. im still pissed at mick. but anyway we had a funeral but instead of my Stewart, we used a woodchip and i said a few words. sumthing like "stewart was such a good frog" and then everyone yelled "HE WAS A TOAD" and it got me so mad becoz STEWART WAS A FROG. even tho he was brown and bumpy but still. ppl said "hey sam hows stewart the toad" and im like "..hes a frog damnit." god people r so stupid. i miss u stewart. u were so nice. even tho i only knew u for like..7 mintues. <3

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fix urself girl u gotta camel toe

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-02T05:08:00-05:00

(ill name him steve)

i got a new nick name today. its "lady" i dunna kat was soo annoying today she like followed me and everything and i was on the seesaw and i went to get off and my leg was still on it and she boasted it off and i fell and went into a tree pretty much. then she like grabbed my boob. eweee. so then like, i went over to talk to ruby and micky and all them and lindsay and becca told robin about my kat problems and robin talked to her. kat 4got my name and called me "lady" and yep. but 2day was lots of fun. the whole day all of us were just being crazy and we went into the field all day and when we go in the field all we do is like beat eachother up. it was great. mick tried to put me in the trash can but i pretended to cry and he took me out lol. umm... then brice's pants fell down it was soooo funnnnnnnyyy. micks like "everytime we c u brice we're gunna say.."niiice"" lol. umm what else..? hmm. oh umm me and miranda went to the pool to get sodas and dip our heads in the water park. and jen gave us attuide of corse. oh well. stasica and nicky came to c us and i would have gone over there but my hair looked bad. i told noonan his gf was there and hes like "cool." and he didnt go to c her. um after that we all played with bubbles and micky ate one and like choaked. oh oh omg! john and dylan were at their seprate bleachers and like, he tried to walk to the field the short cut way (by jumping the fence) and so he decided "hm..i dont wanna jump the fence i want to walk over it" (he didnt really say it but..like,i dunna he was prolly thinknig it) and we walked over it and then the burger king sponcer sign thing fell on him. he said "ow my ass" about 100 times. and then after he goes "sam will u rub my ass" lol im like ewe no. and he was like crying hes like "PLEASE!" lol. oh yeah and gordan asked me out. hes 7 years old. and i didnt say anything coz i was cracking up so hard and becca told him i said yes and so i had to break up with him coz i cant do anything like that to jeff, even if its with a kid whos 6 years younger than me. im like "gordan..we have to break up." and hes like "why?" and then i noticed that there was this little blonde girl about his age next to her and im like "coz shes interferring with our relatonship" and then as i was walking away hes like "thats ok im going out with ruby too" lol it was so funny. yeah well me and miranda went on the spinny thing..the one with the horses and i was on it just like sleeping and then i realized big kevin was pushing and i was slipping. mick tried to save me but i got flung off it. go me. so basicaly today was fun!!!!

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wow. jessica blanchette just called me :-0 she wanted to kno if i wanted to go to whitebrook and watch all the football players but i look like shit. well im gunna go do nothing as usual. plz comment :) pleaseee. lol xoxo Samantha

uve got chatitude

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-04T08:08:00-05:00

Hyperrrchic109: but every one was askin where u were and it was gettin annoyin cause they keeped on askin over and over
Hyperrrchic109: lol
Hyperrrchic109: they lov u

^skipped camp today. i think i needed a reality check from it. its all depressing anyway..why not hang out with my lauren dear? so we like played with her manican head lol made a mustach and tattoes and lauren made a bar code. we played Chatitude and Mall Maddness which was weird becoz we usualy play Mystery Date. we went to the driving range and we were SO GOOD! we're the next like, tiger woods. lauren hit the side thing and it bounced and i hit it in the rocks. we're so great. we should get paid. then we got ice cream. yummy. we went to cheer pratice and we did a hangdrill with nicky shes so easy i love basing her :) and then we did a cratle. sue 4got to tell everyone (the flyers) to put ur arms out when u go down but nicky thankfuly knew. but we noticed in ashley, jessie, megan and amanda's group that amanda didnt kno to put her arms out so the back (megan) didnt catch her and her head was so close to the ground i thot i peed my pants. lol so then me and lauren back spotted/based her. then we didnt cratles and i was so scared but it turns out we're all really good (our little stunt group) the coach left our group and we were all talking about stunting (nicky was talking about ladybugs tho) and the coaches FLIP OUT it was so gay coach sue said she was gunna spilt us up =O O M G she better forget...

i mean she forgot to tell everyone to put their arms out.

so im getting kinda pissed. me and jenna were planning on going on a double date sumtime this week becoz next week shes at her camp and jeff and dan r at skateborading camp. and i started a chat room with the lovebirds and dans a jerk so he goes "u kno jenna..we dont have to go with sam and jeff we can go by ourselves" ...uh exuse me loser for wanting to hang out with my boyfriend AND friends. and ive been planning it for a while and all the sudden he comes out and says he wants to fuck it up. well screw him. anyway i thot - well itll b fun to talk to jenna coz shes the cutest person i know- and she didnt type back so im like "wow ur not talking" and shes like "yeah well im talking to dan" and im like "oh nice." (y cant she talk to 2 people?..) and so shes like "yeah i havent talked to him today in person and i havent seen him" ......jenna.....i havent seen my boyfriend in about 2 weeks and u c urs like, every practice. when jeff and jenna r on i talk to jenna too i dont tottaly ingore her. but i dont really care theres nothing i can really do about it expect bitch about it and basicaly i thru with that. xoxo Samantha

jacks back!

and god said, "thats good"

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-05T06:08:00-05:00

today the camp went bowling. it was fun and i got a spare..until kevin desides, lets put the bumpers up. so then i got nothing but gutterballs and everyone called me "gutterball" and uhh...mick was being so stupid he did nothing but plau galexa it was so funny he spend like 5 dollars. after each of my turns i went to the arcade to make fun of him and he was always swearing at it. lol. at bowling we all had these weird names:

miranda- ml kool j
me- tootsie
dylan- lady killer
mick- gootch
kevin- dingleberry

and blah blah blah. all the boys eventully ditched us and then i ditched miranda. hehe. after bowling was SO MUCH FUN! kevin took us.. (courtney, me, miranda, noonan, mick, brandon, jon, dylan, ruby and becca) to the dingo thing playground and we had another pinecone war and noonan got me so bad i was on the floor or ground or whatever. and so i went to attack him with the whip stick thing that mick gave me and noonan hit me with his whip stick it hurt sooo bad. then eveyone took my shoes. and then ruby told a story about "camp pinecone" by meghan but retole my her. and it didnt last long b4 brandon and noonan got bored and we had to go back. in the feild, noonan went crazy and he was acting like a dog. heres sum weird things he did =) :

1. he jumped over the fence and his shirt riped.
2. he pretended to piss and then growl at it.
3. he started "mating" with me and then to ruby. (she was a poddle and i was a shiztue)
4. he got in a fight with a real dog. lol
5. he humped like everything he saw

and bunch of other stuff...the rest of the day we all beat eachother up as usual. lalala then i had to go :( brandon followed me to my mom as usual. he always just radnomly talks to her. today he gave her a huge hug and kevins like "brandon r u going home with sam?" and brandons like "oh yeah i wish" it was sooooo funny my mom was like "sam who is this kid". im gunna miss him soooo much he wont b here tomorrow or the rest of the year. even tho hes so annyoing and perverted...we'll miss him soooo much :( anyway.. i found out i need braces for another 3 months. well fuck that. oh and i got these giant bands up and down my mouth i look so stupid and i cant even open my mouth. life is great.

this is kristins profile under me:

Samantha*where do i start..i knew ya since 1st grade and we were always so weird. no1 liked us cuz we annoyed them haha. all those years we obssesed ovr cory..it wasnt worth it lol. our songs..i have a bf, the dentist, i looked out the window, oh romeo, prissy girl, and all the other 1s..SCHOOL HOUSE ROCK!! we used to watch those movies for hours haha..conjuction juction whats ur funcion, lolly lolly lolly get ur adverbs here, i unpacked my adjectives, & me and my friend went to the statue of liberty!! and all those years we spent tapping lol and having to deal w/ lisa..but w/e shes cool sumtimes "DONT COUNT MY SHUFFLES!!" omg the ernie nintendo game..do do do do do do do...do do do do. hahahah mr. suprise bag!!!!! we gave the honey to the bee cuz it was dying!! speaking of bees..DEAD BEE omg we never had a funeral this year for him! who killed him in 1st grade was it jordan?? i think so..any way i dunno what else to type but i know we have a LOT more memories..

*kristin..it was jordan AND greg...and pat randsmey wrote in my little book in 1st grade: "I LIKE IT. I HATE IT. STOP SAYING DEAD BEE"* I LOVE U KRISTIN!!!!!

xoxo Samantha

go go gadget tampon

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-07T08:08:00-05:00

camp yesterday was absolute hell. first, i went biking on courtneys bike and like, i tottaly looked like a boy. and noonan said "hey sam use the brakes on the left side" and i flipped over. then we all played capture the flag and i realized i had my period so me and miranda go into the bathroom but little do we know that micks in the bathroom next to us so mirandas there laughing her ass off and im like scareming and mick banged on the wall and i heard it and started cracking up. then i figured "omg i need a tampon" so we go back to camp and i asked robin and she looked in her car and in the first aid and asked jen for a tampon rite in front of kyle, zach and various other boy couclers. for once..jen was actualy nice...she bought me tampons. then-uh oh- theresa drives in and robin told her my little problem and theresa has like a shitload of tampons in her car and shes like "i wish jen would have called me first" and i thaked her. jen came into the bathroom with tampons and i thaked her too but i come back out and jens in the filed crying. dylan and noonan said it was becoz thesea yelled at her. well i felt bad but i thanked jen again and she said "ur welcome sam. welcome" and i figured she wanted to be left alone..
after camp i went by jennas house to c her puppy for a quick second then we realized -hot damn- we're 30 mintues late from cheer pratice. so we go. and me and her got in a fight in front of dan. it hurt. um she slept over and we randomly took pictures. [if u wanna c some im me.]

today jeff and dan came over for like 10 mintues and we played with my lotion then we went mini golfing. it was so funny all of us lost our ball at least once and i lot mine for good so jenna let me use hers. *thx jenna* then after i tottaly won mini golf *jk* we just sat around the plastic/rubber pininc table and like..talked..jeff and dan argured i was completly aroused by it but jenna was like "u guys shut the fuk up" lol but yep genterly it was fun!!!! but im gunna missssss jenna. shes leaving tomorrow :( but anyway me, lauren, caitlin, miranda and amanda all went to wendys for a late dinner yum. we blasted the music and we were all singing it sounded so good. lol well i should go becoz theres nothing else to say! love u. (jeff i miss u already.) xoxo Samantha

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those is dixi cups!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-08T08:08:00-05:00

today i was bored so me and miranda went into town. lol a like, mentaly challenged lady came up to us and she said "hi girls im dolly. whats ur name?" and miranda didnt say anything and dollys like "allright. and urs?" and im like "im not allowed to talk to strangers" and shes like "allright. bye!" we were planning on pigging out on ice cream but we decied to pig out on chinese food. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALY SAT DOWN IN A RESTURANT AND GOT A BILL WITHOUT AN ADULT! we drank sooooooo much sugar with tea!! and we ate so much we couldnt move. then we decided to eat more becoz we r like that so we went to mt. toms and i got sum candy and miranda got icecream and a lolly pop. we ate it all at the center playground..i miss that playground so much. we reinacted all the old games we used to play like "moshpit" and all. then i peeked inside pepin. i miss it sooo much. on the way home a guy with a really strong ny accent asked us where the "main streme" was and i randomly gave him directions to cvs and he didnt get lost becoz we saw him on the way back. then when we got home we played dress up and took tons of pix. oh and todays me and jeffs 3 month anniveritsy! WOO! go us. <3 xoxo Samantha

skater2x2x: your jeffs little sex toy

another breakdown

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-09T08:08:00-05:00

i had another breakdown. me and kevin got in a huuuge fight. blah blah blah dont feel like saying everything. but ruby and nick fay were listening to every word i was saying and comiserating *thx guys* but kevins stupid. whatevr. i havent talked to jeff all day he had skate camp so i miss him. i miss jenna too :( well i should go becoz ur not listening. xoxo Samantha

a survey:

What friend
makes you laugh the most?:	ruby & jeff
is most dependable?:	amanda & lauren
is most trustworthy?:	cj & stacey
is the most Crazy?:	stacey, ruby, & amanda
is the loudest?:	stacey & jenna
is most shy?:	megan
is the blondest?:	katie, cj & allison
is the smartest ?:	miranda & amanda
is the kindest ?:	jenna, jeff, amanda & lauren
has the best personality?:	jeff <3
is the most talented?:	lauren & jenna
is the biggest drama queen?:	ruby
is the funniest?:	jeff, lauren & ruby
is the best person to go to for advice?:	cj, stacey & jenna
is the coolest to hang out with?:	jeff, jenna, lauren
is the best singer?:	sarah & ruby
is the worst singer?:	sean
is the biggest pain in the ass?:	sean, tim, miranda & brandon
is the biggest flirt?:	amanda
have you known the longest?:	caitlin, nick & jordan
is the most ghetto?:	sean & josh
is the biggest druggie?:	chris
is most likely to end up in jail?:	chris
is most likely to make millions?:	cj & jeff
is most likely to end up on the streets?:	mick
is the most punk?:	mick
is the most active?:	miranda
is the biggest teachers pet?:	alex
is online the most?:	jenna & dan
is the most girly?:	..me? lauren, amanda & jenna
is the most manly?:	jeff :)
is the biggest tomboy?:	miranda
smells the best?:	jeff & miranda
is the richest?:	lauren
is the most emo?:	ruby & jenna
is the biggest poser?:	mmmm nobody
do you hang out with the most?:	lauren & jenna
do you hang out with the least?:	jeff :(
do you live farest from?:	stacey
do you live the closest to?:	caitlin & jenna
is your best friend?:	jenna & lauren & jeff & amanda
eats the most?:	me
doesnt care what other people think?:	chris
cares too much what other people think?:	me?

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4 days...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-10T08:08:00-05:00

absolutly nothing happened today. and i mean NOTHING. well i talked to jeff about school.. and i miss him. nikki and me started being "friends" but i decided i didnt wanna b her friend:

JiNgLeBeAr1213: nikki i actualy dont really wnana b ur firend becoz then ill b we'll b best friends and i like lauren and jenna and all them more
TiLtiPo0: fine
TiLtiPo0: w/e
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and u really did screw me over and i kno itll happen again
TiLtiPo0: w/e nik says that retarted
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i dont really care but i mean u do that to all ur friends and uve done it to me way to much so
TiLtiPo0: w/e fine i really don't care
JiNgLeBeAr1213: all right

like whatever, whatever, WHAT-EVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me and lauren r going to maine in 4 days! did i tell u that b4? sry if i did its not like u even read this anyway. but im going with nick (and hoggie but..) and i hope nick doesnt get like mad at me for not bein friends with his gf but w/e!!!!! ill miss jeff. i already do. its been.. like, 3 days. =O gawsh thats a loong time. jeff i love u. will u marry me?

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standing outside with my mouth opened wide..

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-11T08:08:00-05:00

ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! today it rained and i was happy. the end. xoxo Samantha

heyy?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-12T08:08:00-05:00

lake compounce today. fun. bye. xoxo Samantha

she survied

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-21T05:08:00-05:00

lauren ross has survied one full week with me in maine.
whoa.
it was tons of fun. things we did:

1. boogie board
2. play tony hawk lol
3. get stalked
4. arcade
5. mini golf
6. broke the shower (our house was right on top of a cornor store and it leaked thru)

and a bunch of other fun stuff. we went with nick and mike to and they were a handful it was fun fun fun! well heres a story noonan wrote:

The little stop sign that could
by Noonan

once apon a time there was a little stop sign and he was a loney stop sign. and he wanted a girl. but he couldnt get out becoz he was stuck to the ground. and then he stood there thru rain and shine and snow sleet. no.. not sleet...screw it. but frozen rain. one time this girl stop sign came along and the little stop sign said " nice ass, bitch" and the the girl stop sign said "ooo thank u, lets get a room at the hotel" and he said "oo i love to.. but im stuck in the ground" and she said "well ill help get u out" and he said "thank u, u hoe" and then um.. she left. and he waited day and night for her to come back. while she was wrong he thot of what he would do with her in bed. and finnaly she came back. but she came back with 4 musuler stop signs. and they were named : Noonan, Noonan Noonan, Noonan Sr. and Noonan Jr. and noonan noonan said "ill get u out" and he went over and pulled and pulled as hard as he could on the little stop sign. and he pulled so hard that his arms popped out. yes, he has arms. becoz hes muscluer. and he flew into the road and then an 18-wheller came in and ran him over. and he died. and then Noonan Sr "i can get u out" (in an old voice) and he limps over with his cane. and starts banging the hell out of the little stop sign. and he banged so hard that he had a heart attack and died. and then noonan jr said "i will get u out with fire" so he went over and poured some gasilione under him. and so he lit a match and put it on the gasilione. he burned and said "im melting.. im melting" and so noonan jr got sum water and put it out a little and so he stomped and stomped on it and he caught on fire and died. and then noonan said "i will get u out" and he went away for 400 days. and then he came back with a scoopy thingy. and this scoopy thingy could scoop up dirt. and this thing was called a shovel. and the shovel dugged him out. and umm..... and he said "oh thank u i am free" and the little stop sign and the hoe lived happely ever after and had 400 babies and those babies met another hoe and had more babies. and on and on and on. the end.

isnt it great? lol that kid is so funny.

xoxo Samantha

ill spread my wings and ill learn how to fly

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-22T07:08:00-05:00

today i hung out with cutes which was good becuz i missed her. we called jeff and dan- hoping to hang out with them but they went to maine like...8 mintues ago. well me and cutes walked around town and i got my usual bananna spilt and we all had a nice converstion with the lady who worked there becuz she remembers me becoz of my bananna spilts and junk. then we went on the maple street playground and there was this snotty kid who was like 2 and he jumped on the bridge cutes was laying on and she goes "ow!" and so i said to him "do it again" and he goes "shut up fuck" i was like =0 his mom said sorry tho. but this kiddo was such a brat. he got his foot stuck and he called over this other little kid and was yelling at him to "come back here...fuck head" gosh... anyway cutes went home at 7 15 and at 8 mirandas picking me up to hang out with her and the girls but cutes cant come becuz her mom said not to. itll be fun! xoxo Samantha

ashley i am soo sorry :(

hide and go trip over a chair :-P

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-23T09:08:00-05:00

Chris baby01: Well I'm a crazy son-of -a-(bad word)

k well last nite was sooo great! i went over mir's with lauren and amanda and we called kyle and tim becuz we mis kyle and they came over mir's and then we went down to drews house and johnny and tim c where there and we played bastketball and then we played hide and go seek in the dark and junk and theeeennnnn like, me and the girls found a nice place to hide and manda and lauren went running and then me and mir were planning on it and i went first but me being my unlucky self, i tripped over a giant metal chair (it was dark..) and i broked my knee and mir COULDNT STOP LAUGHING and i was like crying/laughing and she was too busy like..pissing herself that she couldnt pick me up (i coudlnt even stand) and kyle eventually saw us on the ground and hes like "OMG SAM R U OK!" and i was like "ky ky ky ky leeeeeeeee......!! *crying* my kneeeeeeeee KYLE MY KNEE!" and he picked me up and he was laughing at me cuz im like "miranda was laughing..miranda was laughing. y was she laughing kyle. my knee hurts" lol and then evenually drew helped me too and lauren and amanda c me and they start laughing and they cops came and told ujs to be quiet.la..it was great. evenaly we all end up in the pool (drew pciked me up and dropped me in..i put up a pretty good fight tho..) and we were all in our clothes..well the guys didnt have shirts obviosualy then i c a flashlight and a cop yelling at us telling us we're "disturbing the peace" and hes gunna "bring us to jail" if we "have to be warned again" and we went home becuz we were mostly worried about kyle becuz he cant really b in any more trouble w the cops but yeah. it was fun! i love late nights..

well camp was cool i tottaly 4get what happened but yeah i went shopping and got lots of clothes and junk for back to school and i went to victorias sercet and like i was trying on a bra and i yelled "MOOM!! ITS TOO BIGG!!!" and like.. mrs. laducer (my 6th grade teacher) said "this is mrs. laduicor" and i was like =O and so im like "OMG THATS TOO EMBRASSING!" and she started laughing at me it was the funniest thing tho. the end..well.. wait there was sumthing else i was gunna tell u but i 4get its not like u listen anyway so TOODLES! xoxo Samantha

since uve been gone my worlds been dark and gray

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-24T08:08:00-05:00

its been so long since ive seen jeff i give up counting the days ive been without him.

xoxo Samantha

here comes spiderman- arachnophobian

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-25T08:08:00-05:00

skater2x2x: u kno my foot
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i kno ur foot

this morning i started crying becuz..well y else do i cry? stacey was helpin me out and we talked on the fone a while and then i called her and said "SPICE GIRLS ROCK!" *lauren joke* and then hung up and she got a little cheered up too. so...

today was fun. we went bowling and well like i suck but kristin played cartoon heroes and we were all singing like fools like in the old days. it was fun i had fun woo. then i had cheer pratice. i was alllll dolled up becuz cutes told me that jeff was comming by with dan but they nvr showed up. and dan just told me that him and jeff went to camp today around pool time but of corse i didnt go to the pool becuz i am so lucky like that. it hella sucks.. but hey at practice lauren gave me and cutes our "throwns" finally! woot! their soooo cute!! but they smell bad. oh drew wants to ask out amanda isnt that sumthing. i think he should but......yeah ok he should. oh oh... lookyy:

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comfortable, and needed

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nifty eh? well i knew u would think so. COMMENT!! like.. please? xoxo Samantha

i hate goodbyes

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-27T08:08:00-05:00

megan, ill miss u

xxpremobabixx: sammy babbyy..
xxpremobabixx: I won't be there next year.
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i knoww that hella suckkssss
xxpremobabixx: :-(
xxpremobabixx: im gonna cry sam
JiNgLeBeAr1213: oh no dont cry :-(
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ull meet lots of new/cooler friends at hrhs and ull 4get all about us
xxpremobabixx: :-\ no no no..
xxpremobabixx: i will never forget any of youu..
JiNgLeBeAr1213: awe :'(
xxpremobabixx: i probably won't meet any new friends.. are u joking me im a dewb no one will wanna be my friend
JiNgLeBeAr1213: omg megan i always wanted to b ur friend...i looked up to u so much b4 i realized ur just like me haha
xxpremobabixx: :-)
xxpremobabixx: aww hunni
xxpremobabixx: u make me wanna la la
xxpremobabixx: lol
JiNgLeBeAr1213: ewe! jk
xxpremobabixx: :-)
JiNgLeBeAr1213: haha i love ya
xxpremobabixx: but sam just know i still love u.. and i won't forget u.. i promise uu
JiNgLeBeAr1213: awe megan im gunna cry
xxpremobabixx: don't cry..
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i will....i cant believe ur seriousaly leaving tho.. y?
xxpremobabixx: because i need a break from everyone
JiNgLeBeAr1213: like who
xxpremobabixx: just all the drama
JiNgLeBeAr1213: well what about stasia..and nicky and ME hehe
xxpremobabixx: i mean i'll miss all u sooo f*ing much
JiNgLeBeAr1213: we'll miss u too..
xxpremobabixx: :-)

gotta love megan*

today was the last day of camp. this whole time i was pretending i hated it and i couldnt wait for it to end, and now that its over, im not ashamed to say that ill miss it. i took a pix yesterday and i got them back and im looking at them now its pretty weird how me and all my friend havent seen eachother in 10 months then we c eachother and we're idmeadly best friends again. i hope its the same next year..i mite b too old to go tho. but whatever.

OH OH OH:

3 Questions!

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want u to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. If you dont have a livejournal you can still do this. Have fun!!!

(please do it? comment.) xoxo Samantha

BriteEyeZz13: paha!!!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-28T08:08:00-05:00

Zx KRiStiN xZ: its cheezasourus rexxxxxxx

uhh...today i went over cutes with lauren (her new nickname is canary so ill b calling her that from now on) and we were playing jerry springer while talking to dan on that little talk thing online or whatever. he said i sounded drunk which was tottaly not cool. but yeah. we went to her dads softball game which was cool i guess but it was so hot so we played old maid and uno. and i lost like all the times. then we went to the river thing and canary got a leach on her. and then we had a rock war. and jenna like got hit with a rock in the leg (by canary) and she wanted payback so she got a bigass rock that was like a ton and she tried throwing it but she fell down it was so funny. then she sandles like went down the river but me, being the brave one, went after them in my white capris. then i fell in the sand and got durty. then her brother saw me and hes like "nice stain" and later i told canary "wow. josh was starring at my legs." and she laughed and then im like "this is what he did "hey...niiice stain *wink*" lol then canary told cutes and SHE BETTER NOT TELL JOSH but whatever we were hanging out with mark and his neighboor matt. their cool kids. but yep. i had fun!!

darth tucan: sams real nice, shes got it all... like most girls, she loves the mall!

xoxo Samantha

BriteEyeZz13: ........PAH!

ta da!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-29T04:08:00-05:00

skater2x2x: i am sitting here like a mule in a donkeys rectum

yay! i made a photo bucket thing i am so tottaly proud of myself. heres sumthin from the 2nd to the last day of camp.

from left: nick fay on allison, bryce on meghan, kristin, me, sean, and zach. and the bottom part is sarah, ruby, becca and brandon. yay!

now that u kno what i look like, take this (even if u knew what i looked like b4, take it anyway):

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?:
» Wanted to kiss me?:
» Wanted to kill me?:
» Broke my heart?:
» Kept something important from me?:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

~~**~~::.And More.::~~**~~

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you gonna put this on your blog to see what I say about you?

id love it. xoxo Samantha

JiNgLeBeAr1213: omg shut up ur making me hungery what with the yogert and the sour cream and onion chips and all

skater2x2x: i am gonna have a boston cream donut later

i thot she was a lesbien :-0

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-30T08:08:00-05:00

You Are Most Like Charlotte!

You are the ultimate romantic idealist

You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love.

If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever.

And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you.

Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)?

Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You Most Like?
Take This Quiz Right Now!

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

xoxo Samantha

my little pony, my little barbie

xosamanthaxo — 2004-08-31T01:08:00-05:00

k so obviuousaly today was boring. but after cheer practice im gunna pick up amanda and shes gunna check out all my new cloths and junk and then we're going over her house to sleep over and we're gunna go over some math and other stuff its gunna b so much fun. thats what i love about manda- u can take sumthing as boring as math, give it to amanda, and she'll make it fun sumhow. hah. hey did i tell u that for halloween me and the girls r gunna dress up as the spice girls? im gunna b baby... hah, lauren.. i mean canary is ginger. jenna is posh. manda is scary. and miranda is sporty. woo!! itll b so much fun. and i cant wait for the first school dance that was random but oh well but me and manda always dance like sluts its gunna b so much fun! and plus jeff is going too! yayyy!! well anyway.. i have a gucci purse for back to school and then i took this quiz:

You Are a Classic Gucci Bag

You've got style mastered - because you stick with what works

Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time

You're also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff

You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times

What Kind of Handbag Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

weird. but yeah love ya! xoxo Samantha

all nighter!!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-01T05:09:00-05:00

i slept over amandas last nite! it was so much fun we tired to pull an all nighter and we were doing everything to keep awake. we called jeff and dan so we could hang out the next day... i dont think he wanted to go becuz jenna and everything but big deal hes like my bffe and he pretty much invited himself and yeah.... me and mandy watched confessions of a teenage drama queen and we did so much from our math packets we worked on those from around 12-4 with stopping to dance a few times. then like we told pretend stories that were sooo funny and amanda made shadow puppets it was great. we went to sleep around 6 30. then like i woke up at 9 becuz of her stupid #$#&$#@#$!@#!^$%^$^$%^%$^$%^ alarm clock and blah blah. we called dan to make sure he was up, and he said jenna broke up with him. :-0 !!!! i was sooo like, sad i actualy cried myself! dan im so srry...anyway! we met jeff at the end of his street and then we all randomly found ourselves on dans street so we saw him skating with his stupid backpack. haha hes so funny he said he had water in it and i thot it meant like 2,932,980 waters but there was only 2 and BLAH BLAH BLAH..... it was fun!!! i liked today even tho it was the lasstttt dayyy of summmmmmmerrrrr :( omg.... i still have to read a book. wish me luck on the 1st day of school 2morrow!! xoxo Samantha

first day of school!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-02T08:09:00-05:00

darth tucan: samawhamabobannaffeefifofanasamawhama

today was the first day of school! it was great. im in all of canarys and cutes classes including speicals but im in none of amandas or mirandas :( becuz their smart. jon v has changed a lot. he got a lot taller and he doesnt have top braces anymore and jim is like a foot taller than me and his first words to me were "y r u so short all the sudden?" i have noooo idea. i think im shrinking. but anyway my classes r 8M and C for specials. mandy and mir r in 8L and B so its all messed yup. i sit by myself in hr, sarah in math, cutes in science, and canary in ss/la. our new science teacher is really nice she asked me if i was related to bryan becuz werent both really stupid and we didnt kno how to play a simple game. and we got a new girl named miranda (haha) and shes tottaly goth shes got her tounge pireced and shiz and mrs. mariorano said "this is miranda.." and i thot the whole class would say "HII MIRANDAAA" but of corse, i was the only one who like yelled it and mrs. mariorano introuded me as "samantha, the girl whos verry friendly." all right. but yeah my locker is like at the end of the school its so stupiddd!!! i hope this school year is enjoyable. im looking forward to the first dance (sept.17) and the philly trip (oct 13-15) mayb ill c the real world cast and then theres the semi but idk when that is..but yepppp.. after school i went over laurens becuz our moms went to a flower show 2gether so me and lauren played mystery date as usal then cailitn took us for a ride around and she bought me candy. yay caitlin! but yeah 2day was fun im so happy i acutaly got to c jeff 2 days in a row! woo its gunna b like 180 days in a row! yay! i love school im a nerd. xoxo Samantha

whatev

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-06T11:09:25-05:00

um my mindsay is all screwy im wicked pissed. oh well.

everythings soooo differrent...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-08T03:09:25-05:00

sorry i havent wrotten much the past few days.. i think im starting to realize that summers over and im hating it. ive been having all these different troubles lately like with cutes. we got in a fight but we're cool now.. and i had this thing with jeff but w/e its all rite. schools so different! im so use to amanda and miranda and even cory and now their all in different classes its cRaZyNeSs! i miss them.. :( today was fun tho expescitaly in gym (canary and vershon lol) and in class- omg... i was such a loossserr.canary had a bookmark and it was like a caterpillar and i said in a reallllllly dorky voice "this is a...how can i say it... BOOK WORM?! BAHAHA!" it was so stupid lol she made me say it to alex, cutes, vershon and brusco. OMG I HAVE TO TELL U ABOUT LUNCH! alex was making fun of miranda it was so so so funnny omg he was like "HEY U GUN EAT THAT?!" and he like killed my lunch tray lol i luv my friends! well i should go becuz im goin to amandas game YAY! happy 4 month anniversity to me and jeff! xoxo Samantha

im not pregant

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-10T03:09:51-05:00

wow today tottaly sucked vershon balls. in the morning i didnt c jeff i guess he missed his bus or sumthing and thats litterly the only time i c him in school now cept for like sumdays in the afternoon. in lunch miranda found a hair in her food and i showed the lunch lady and she gave me some 'tude but whatev haha. then at gym class..omg. vershon kicked a ball at me really hard and i fell on the ground. and i gave him a dead leg and then he kicked a ball at me again this this sooooo hard and i fell and stayed there for about 2 mintues and mr moore told me i could sit down. on my way to the bleachers jenna "accendetly" kicked the ball at my shoulder and not even a second later some asshole kicks the ball at my head and i fell again. i looked like such a fool. but hey ppl r stupid. then when i was at the bleachers i laid down and then got back up and jim goes "OMG SAM R U PREGANT!!?!?!?" and im all "yeah" becuz hes a bitch and hes like "DUDE U HAVE SUCH A GUT!!!" and i F.L.I.P.P.E.D. and i saw mir in the lockers and shes all hugging me and shiz then she ran out to kick jims ass. when i came out chris fiato goes "sam u loook fine." lol hes such a fruit and alex was all laughing at me becuz he loves in when im pissed coz i go on a rampage. and in the hallway i heard jenna and she yelled to like a group of ppl "alex thinks sam is fat!!" and i looked at her and she saw me and she looked soooo sorry and she hugged me. god. but i got back in the class and i threw alex's pencil at him and it was cool and then he turned around (he sits in front of me) and said "binger." and i like... looked at the back at lauren head cuz i was so pissed at sad at him i couldnt even look at him. i heard lauren saying "alex y did u say that" thx lauren.. i mean canary. ur a sweetie. but hey anyway.. my day sucked and then last mintue hayley came up to me and shes like "omg ppl r making up rumors that i want to fuck jeff and i wanna c how big his dick is" argg what an awesome day! nottt...

yesterday was SO FUN THO! i hung out w miranda, amanda, lauren, alex, ethan, justin, and drew and blah blah blah it was fun we didnt get the cops called on us again. well im gunna go.. tonite me and lauren r having a girls nite in.. u know what that means... mystery date! woo! xoxo Samantha

bring the beat back

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-11T08:09:54-05:00

i slept over laurens last nite omg we didnt play mystery date but we danced for like 5 hours stright. then tonite dan and his little sister kelly came over and blah blah. tomorrows our first game.. im a little scared so wish me luck. if u wanna come to any of the games becuz u love me so frickin much heres the dates:

sept 12- ware..away

sept 19- belchertown..away

sept 26- chicopee..away

oct 3- quaboag..home

oct 10- ware..home

oct 17- e. longmeadow..away

oct 24- westfield II.. home (im co captin)

oct 31- w. springfield..home

yippee so go to my games so u can c how much i suck and u can make fun of me. cya! xoxo Samantha

scotty doesnt know

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-12T08:09:21-05:00

woo! we won the game! i am so encreadbly happy and i didnt mess up or drop anyone! well.. i messed up a few times but its allllll good. um we won 0-22! goooo eagles! haha. 2morrows picture day i have no idea what to wear probly the same thing i wore first day of school. but yepppp i want to say more but i dont know what to say. um.. heres.. this

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!

omg its so cute. well... yeah.. cya i guess. xoxo Samantha

its peanut butter jelly time

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-13T03:09:40-05:00

JiNgLeBeAr1213: i dunna whatever u want
skater2x2x: hm
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and no we cant have a 4some
skater2x2x: DAMN

dan ur crazy. today was nice..kinda lol um well in gym i got beat up again. it all started when i was soo encredaly thristy that i needed a drink and chris mullen was in my way and we always beat eachother up (he's not into the whole.."lets just b friends thing" its more like "u broke up with me a year ago and i still hate u thing") but i pushed him and i 4got how thin he was and he wobbled into the door and bounced off and then bounched off the wall in was pretty cool. then we played soccer. i went into the door thing to get the ball and chris got it and threw the ball at my nose and i fell down and sarah dragged my by the arm (and hair) it must have looked pretty funny cuz stasica was laughing at me and she was like "OMG SAM!!" haha. and then i had a chance to get the ball and i was going for it then danny whos like a relly good soccer player comes in and i put my arm in front of him and he put his hand in front of my face and got the ball and lit go. i ran into the friggen wall and it hurt so bad than i slid off the mat and lauren, jonboy and cutes were all cracking up at me. lauren later did the same thing but she did it to me so i ran into the door and i almost went outside. in the end, i got a goal. arent u PROUD?! i know i am. go me. i rock. haha. well im gunna go. TOMMORROW IS A HALF DAY i think i already told u that but whatev. if u wanna walk w me, jeff, cutes, dan, mandy, canary, mir and such then call me! or comment! and maybe we'll all think about it.. 8) xoxo Samantha

yesterdayy

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-15T07:09:38-05:00

yesterday was so much fun! i dont wanna say everything word for word but omg there was lots of fighting between miranda and every1 (expessicaly jeff) but it was funnny in a way. i looveee my friends they can turn anything as boring as walking to a chinese resturant into like.. an adventure type of thing. i dunna what im saying but allright. i had tons of fun and later we all went to laurens and chilled out there til dans mom came. but gosh i love jeff so much i dont think he knows how much i do. xoxo Samantha

you play ball like a girl

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-15T04:09:42-05:00

hey today was pretty good i guess. but omg i think im gunna stay back this yearr becuz i am so bad at math.. i had to write on the test thing "i dont get any of this.." so whatever. and in science we had like debat class and everyone but cutes and canary agreed w. me that yes, we r going to be able to live on mars one day. at lunch justin said he hates me. and he meant it. im a little sad about it but whatever. he was one of my best friends and i didnt do anything to him but all rite his loss ;) . uh... in football class i wanted to try QB and i was so good that their letting me do it 2morrow too. im really exicted! itll b fun i hope. on the bus tim said that he was gunna screw diane real soon and i didnt believe him and hes all "ill bet u 50 bucks" and i shook becuz i thot he said "15" ugh im screwed if he does do it becuz im so broke. and i could use the 50 bucks. then he said "samantha shut up ull probly have sex b4 ur 15" and im like "omg no! not til marraige" and hes like "yeha. ill bet u 50 bucks that u do have sex b4 15." and im like "NO TIM!" and i clasped my hands together real tite but omg hes so strong and he made me shake with him. i hope he 4gets 2morrow. haha.. welll.... OH I FORGOT! yesterday i came 2 school w jenna early like i usualy do and i saw alex with an army helmet banging against the pole. it was so funny. he came up to me and hes all "SALUT!" and i looked around and just saluted becuz...well if i didnt "sergant alex" or "cournal alex" or whatevr mite have shot me or sumthen. he put his arm thru his shirt and hes like "my arm got shot off" and then he changed his exuse to "i got hit by a car" god that kids crazy. but hey me and lauren r prolly gunna go check out the jv game at hampshire yay! go cory! go danny! go ethan! justin......dont go. xoxo Samantha the Quarter Back ;)

allright

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-16T09:09:42-05:00

today sucked. :) dont wanna talk about it. xoxo Samantha

the freaky leaky dance

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-18T12:09:45-05:00

omggg the dance was great. i was so sad becuz i called jeff and he said he couldnt go but then me and sarah went in and i saw him i was so happy!! um it was great the music was kinda 80s but hey theres nuthin wrong with that. i danced with jeff to a voice within, burn, and other ones that i cant remember. amanda from cheerleading came and she danced with alex and she kissed him on the cheek it was so funny. i was like "alex whats her name" and hes like "...dunno" hes such a piemp. um.. yep i love the girlies they were soo slutty last nite! haha love ya girls. well mirandas here.. hi miranda.. she made a blog its http://crazybabii69.mindsay.com/ u should tottaly check it out. well i gotta go becuz..well i just do ok toodles. xoxo Samantha

undefeatable baby

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-19T07:09:52-05:00

another game today and guess what.. we won! 8-0! woo! i messed up soo many times but its ok becuz like who really looks at the cheerleaders anyway? i saw robby there! yay! i miss him tons. but hey last nite was so much fun.. me, miranda, canary and amanda went to the mall. miranda had the most money so we were trying to beg her to buy us these friendship braclets from target but she refused just becuz they were beads and it had my little pony on it. and so canary ran off sumwhere and we saw her and she was wearing the same shirt that miranda has (the one that looks like a suit) and she goes "WHO AM I?!" it was sooo funny omg. we saw the movie Cellular it was sooo goood! u should c it. rite now. go. xoxo Samantha

have ur cake and eat it too

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-20T06:09:18-05:00

today um.. yeah. it was fun. sure why not. in gym i did jump ropes and i was so good. it was fun. 2morrow is our first quiz of the yearr and im gunna fial becuz guess what its math yipee. w/e maybe ill do good? pray for me! xoxo Samantha

y dont u just let me live?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-21T06:09:34-05:00

hoytrunsXC13: your eyes are as beautiful as the sunset on a beautiful summer evening

haha... today mr moore made us run around the track and then i drank lots of water and got a huge cramp. it was so bad that i fell to the gorund in language and i crawled to the back of the room and sat there clutching my tummy it must have looked pretty funny. it hurt. but i guess im ok now. i cant wait til friday becuz jenna, jeff and dan mite come over i just gotta tell jeff firstt. yeah theres nothing really more to say

yay stacey!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-22T08:09:29-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY!!!! ILU!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM ALL OF US TO U!

WE WISH IT WAS OUR BIRHTDAY SO WE COULD PARTY TOO!!

enjoy it baby!!! happy sweet 13!! xoxo Samantha

hurleyintl1080: your beautiful

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-23T08:09:35-05:00

today i was out of it. i put on 2 pairs of undies and i didnt notice until last mintue. and at lunch i randomly stuck my hand in the salad and i was accused of pulling a "john meinser" lol wow. so...yep. oh and i went to dance class and brianna told me that anne told jeff that i asked her for weed. i DIDNT! omg... at least i dont think i did and if i did i weas tottaly just kidding i would nvr nvr nvr do that ever. and jeffs like "if sam did that i wouldnt b going out with her" so yeah i c what annes tryin to do.. grr. w/e ill ttyl. xoxo Samantha

Hyperrrchic109: hey sexy ass chicka

im gunna save the world! :)

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-25T11:09:44-05:00

Chris: AHHH COO!!! *choaks*

Me: omg y r u choaking?

Chris: u kno sumtimes how u sneeze and the boogers and stuff go like in ur throat and make u choak?

Lauren: ... i choak on steak?

last nite jeff, cutes and dan came over and we all watched the exroist i 4got it was so scary i kept jumping. cutes and dan hadent seen it and i thot theyd b like crying but they were laughin their ass's off. it was fun. woo. 2day i was gunna hang out w cutes but i gotta do chores and by the time im done she'll b gone (shes going to anotther family birthday party) but im gunna go to the game w canary and then probly sleep over cutes but idk. (megan im sry about jon) xoxo Samantha

whoa

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-26T07:09:37-05:00

we won again. wow. 0-6 we rock. im kinda in a pissy mood. ppl r kinda mean and conseded. xoxo Samantha

today sucks..

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-27T05:09:03-05:00

i woke up and i had an incredibly sore thoart, vury runny nose and a pale face. but i went to school. i hate missing school.. i had doin stuff during activity period and not knowing what ppl r talking about. last night i wrote a note to jeff.. he thinks i dont love him anymore but i do.. i told him to call me or write back but like hes going to. sigh...xoxo Samantha

..im sickkkk

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-28T02:09:57-05:00

i stayed home today becuz of my tewable cowld...i used to have a list of things about me but it messed up my blog..megan stayed home too i was glad becuz i had sum1 to talk to. thx meggy. well im gunna go xoxo Samantha

big sarcastic smile

xosamanthaxo — 2004-09-30T03:09:05-05:00

today was bad but i cant remember how. or maybe i want to 4get it..xoxo Samantha

(i just wanna say thnx to all my friends who are there for me..and always will be. i love you all vurry much..you know who you are.)

if u want me back ur gunna have to ask

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-01T08:10:07-05:00

today was HELLA fun!! like, school was obviousaly boring. well super cool chris made up some pretty hilrious stories.. about "marty the peglicun" who was the manager of super shop and stop, but uh oh- then it gets robbed..but not on martys time. so he bites the guys neck off and shizz it was pretty cool... but after school i went over laurens and we watched her cousins ADHD commerical that they made up omg that was some funny shit. she ran into a car it was great. and then there was lauren when she was like 5 making up jokes like "what did the couch say to the vaccum?" "ROOOOOMMM BLAHH!!!" lmao. well then we went over coach michells house to paint signs for the home games. it was so much fun. me and lauren made a sign that says "WE <3 THE EAGLES" and coach sue loved it so much. yay! and lauren copped me a lance armstrong braclet i wont tell u were she got it actualy becuz its our little secert. but heyyy guess what? MY MOM SAID I COULD GO TO THE BIG E WITH LAUREN AND C JESSICA SIMPSON!!! i am sooo exicted and its this sunday and i get to leave the game at 1/2 time then c jessica, then get home at like 2, then go to school (blah) then hang out with the girlies and possibly the guys after school cuz its a early dismal. i.am.so.happy. lauren just found out the jelly purse she got in maine is worth 94$ thats so cool but i think she should spilt it w. me becuz i agreed that she should buy it. oh and omg im just a blondie i just realized that my purse isnt gucci, its coach. i am such a loser. i had coffee for the first time today. oh 4got to tell u, 2 days ago i met Trya aka Shavrain.. shes so sweet i love her already! well... wow i love huckabees. COMMENT! xoxo Samantha

junk about me that u dont care aboutt

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-02T07:10:22-05:00

-->y o u .
[x] Name: Samantha

[x] Nicknames: Tootsie, Sam

[x] Screen name: Jinglebear1213
[x] Sex: Girl

[x] Birthday: December 22

[x] Height: 5'1
[x] Hair color: Brown w/ carmel highlights

[x] Eye color: Brown
[x] City born in: Northampton
[x] Location now: Easthamtpon

[x] Siblings: (immediate family)- None
[x] Parents married/divorced: Married
[x] Who are your closest friends: Lauren, Amanda, Miranda, Jenna, Kristin, Stacey, Sarah, Tirya, Jeff, Dan, Jon, Vershon

[x] Who makes you laugh the most?: Lauren, Super Cool Chris, Jeff

[x] Who knows the most about you?: Staceyy

--> c r u s h i n . . .
[x] Pre-School: Nick Fisher, Jordan Singleton, Alex Websterr

[x] Kindergarten: That kid whose whitie tighties always showed.

[x] 1st Grade: Greg M., Jordan, Danny Werbriskis
[x] 2nd Grade: Cory Lauchmen, Greg M.

[x] 3rd Grade: Cory

[x] 4th Grade: Cory
[x] 5th Grade: Cory, John Glespie XP

[x] 6th Grade: Geoff Bosijolie

[x] 7th Grade: Vershon, Chris Mullen, Ethan Hill

[x] 8th Grade: Jeff Jurkowski :-*

[x] 9th Grade: ?

[x] 10th Grade: ?

[x] 11th Grade: ?

[x] 12th Grade: ?

[x] Boy/girl friend status: Dating Jeff and l.o.v.i.n.g it
[x] Are you interested in anyone right now?: Yesss sir

--> o t h e r .
[x] Do you have a job: I hope to soon.

[x] What are you scared of: Needles

[x] Most interesting thing you've done this summer: Went to Nigira Falls?
[x] What store do you shop at the most: Hollierster
[x] Have you ever done any drugs: No

[x] Do you collect anything: Nah.
[x] Are you a ditz: Yeahh.

--> f a v o r i t e s .
[x] Day of the week: S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y night!
[x] Thing in your room: Mirror

[x] Cousin: Miriam
[x] CD: Usherr
[x] Song(s): Barbie Girl

[x] Animal: Sheep

[x] Ice cream: Half Baked
[x] Drink: Red Bull, Rootbeer

[x] Thing to do: See you. ;)

[x] Movies of all time: What Dreams May Come

[x] Hangout: Wherever I am?
[x] Pizza topping: Cheese

--> r a n d o m .
[x] Where do you see yourself in 10 years: Married, graduated, and w/ tons of kids.. And flifty Rich.

[x] If you could live anywhere: Cali

[x] What age do you want to get married: 21

[x] How many kids do you want: 4 or 5

[x] Girl's names: Audi, Rachel
[x] Boy's names: Tanner, Brice

--> h a v e y o u e v e r .
[x] Been in love?: I am right now.

[x] Lied?: Yes.
[x] Cheated on a test?: Um.. Yeah.
[x] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yeah..And I reget it.
[x] Tied your shoes together?: Yeah :)

[x] Eaten something with a lot of fat?: Well duh.

--> f e e l i n g s .
[x] Worst Feeling in the world: Being heartbrokenn
[x] Best feeling in the world: Being in love.
[x] Can you define love?: No one can.
[x] Do you get along with your parents?: Mostly

--> o p p o s i t e s e x .
[x] 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: Eyes

[x] What do you look for in the opposite sex?: A sweet guy w. a great sense of humor.
[x] What does the opposite sex not know about you?: No idea?

--> n i g h t t i m e .
[x] What do you wear to bed: Nothing..;)

[x] What's your bed time: 10 30

[x] Do you wish on stars: Yes

[x] Is there a TV in your room: No =(

[x] What's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: Dance

--> f r i e n d s .
[x] Person you can trust the most: Lauren

[x] What is the best quality of a friend: Someone whos fun and loves you for who you are.

[x] What friend do you have the most fun with: All of them.

--> 1 s t *t h i n g* y.o.u t h i n k o f.
[x] Drew: Big guns.

[x] Anime: Blah

[x] Love: Jeff
[x] Trust: Promises.
[x] Relationships: Love
[x] Music: Um..

xoxo Samantha

what are u, in never, never land?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-04T04:10:45-05:00

getting sick of the green.

today was fun. yesterday night was fun. life is fun.

well yesterday.. as u know if u read my blog all the time becuz im so cool and u love me, i went to the big e and saw jessica simpson w. lauren and amanda came too. well we went to our first home game.. that was all rite we we're really engeric. but i was really pissed becuz i couldnt stunt becuz i was sick last practice but we had a slight change of plans and i got to stunt diane doing cratling.. which usualy i suck at but hey i did it good. me, lauren, jenna and amanda all left at half time.. (ashley told me we won tho.. woo whoa eagles rawk) and so jenna left becuz she was going with val and shizz and so me, lauren and amanda got dressed and dolled up at laurens "crib" and then we left to c JESSICA. on the way there we'd fine random ppl and yell "OMG!! ITS JESSICA!!" like at a fat lady or an old man. yeah in the car lauren bit amanda and amandas like "smell it and c if ur breath smells." and lauren smelt it and shes like "....it smells like arm.. omg my breath smells like arm" hahah i love those girls. when we got to the big e we walked around and saw ronald mcdonald who is omg so hawt. amanda got an onion bloosom thing which i didnt like but the girls did and they it was 7 00 -k- showtime baby so we tried to get a good spot but it was impossible. we squeezed thru every spot there was. and we got to an ok spot but oh gosh would u look at that theres a vurry tall guy, probly around 7', rite smack in front of us. i was litterly looking at his back. we kept thinking of ways to get around him 1)amanda was gunna jump on him...2) lauren suggested amanda (our order was amanda, me, then lauren) knocked him over with the water bottle and we all stand on him...3) or i just nicely tapped on his shoulder and ask.. 4) or lauren drop kicked him... 5) or i asked him if he wanted some of the onion blossom. but hey...we're small. we're 13. we're only like... 5, 5'1, and 5'3, and we had to c jessica simpson whether it killed us. becuz we're like that. so lauren jumped on her verry tip toes. as u can imange we were scrunched very tight together and i had the onion blossom in my hands. and lauren jumped up and her shoulder hit the onion blossom and half of it went off the tray and hit a few ppl. then amanda did the same exact thing.. but it went down my shirt. we acutally saw jessica! on the screen and from like 1,098,340,937,840,284 yards away. we all took turns on eachothers backs (amanda had to pick me up, imange that) and she was wearing a lot of blush but she was prettier than on tv. we had fuuunnnn...

ok now to tell u about today..

i had school til 12 30. jeff went on his bus instead.. pfft. it was fun.. hung out w. lauren, amanda, miranda (jenna went home). i hung out w megan, nikki, stasica and all their cute friends for a bit. i love megan so much omg.. she came up to me in brooks and gave me a huge hug how adorable is that? and yup i hung out w her and stasica in gym and they told me all about sarah and i thot she was all like, quiet and shiz but wow this girl is crazy haha. OMG we were all in the locker room and miranda put tape in amandas hair, and amanda found out, and went "bezerk" and chased after miranda and miranda looked back running and hit her head on the hand blow dryer. i laughed so hard i fell on the floor and jenna fell on me...well we went to subway and i was doing impressions of mrs. marirano and they were soooo good i went "WHAT R U, IN NEVER NEVER LAND?!" in that accent and everything it was great. but hey im gunna go.. toodles. xoxo Samantha

(i bet u like the pink better than the greeen, eh?)

crack a smile =D

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-05T07:10:09-05:00

today was good. i broght my camera and took 120 pix but i dont feel like showing u becuz i gotta go thru the whole process with the photbucket and what not but if u really wanna c im me: jinglebear1213. xoxo Samantha

new blog!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-06T08:10:29-05:00

lauren made a blog for me and her! its cool check it and add us to ur friends list bitch. http://stargirls4e.mindsay.com/ xoxo Samantha

=(

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-07T08:10:18-05:00

today was really shittyy. i broke up with jeff...god i love that kid but it wasnt working out what with the different grades and all. hmm..i hope he still loves me backk.. xoxo Samantha

unhappy anniversity

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-08T06:10:25-05:00

oh jesus maryanne joesph. i love jeff so much..i wrote a note to him, telling him the real reason i broke up with him... i guess he threw it in the woods. i hung out w. brianna and kyleen and brianna told me that jeff wrote a note for me too.. b4 he knew about the whole truth thing. anne says that it asked if i liked anyone and if i did then who.. well i like jeff...but im trying not to.. its pointless. brianna also said that they were outside and he saw the star garden we made. and he thought of me. i never even told him i made it... im just gunna give up on loving him. hes telling everyone hes not going back out with me so y should i even bother asking again. i would too. i made a mistake and i would take it back and be with him forever. but he doesnt want that because.. well i dont know probly because im the biggest asshole there is. today is me and his would-have-been 5 month anniversty.. =( jeff i am so sorry.. i "dont" love you. xoxo Samantha

thanks josh

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-08T08:10:40-05:00

Jsoccer029: wh yu dump jeff?
Jsoccer029: wh yu dump jeff?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: bc like i flirted a lot and stuff
Jsoccer029: ............
Jsoccer029: sam
Jsoccer029: this does not sound like u
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i knoww.. i feel so horrible
Jsoccer029: no u dont....
Jsoccer029: if u r feeling horrible
Jsoccer029: then u wouldnt of dumped him........
JiNgLeBeAr1213: its so hard tho to have like a bf in a different grade and strand and shit
Jsoccer029: omg sam
JiNgLeBeAr1213: josh i dont need this
Jsoccer029: well u brought it on ur self!

JiNgLeBeAr1213: its not like he would go out w me again
Jsoccer029: why the hell did u dump him!!!!!

JiNgLeBeAr1213: all rightt
JiNgLeBeAr1213: josh say u have a gf
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and shes in a different grade and strand
Jsoccer029: no i dont
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and u flirt a lot
JiNgLeBeAr1213: well say u do
Jsoccer029: im not like that id ont fucking flirt when im going out with someone!!

JiNgLeBeAr1213: josh.. i love jeff
Jsoccer029: ..........
JiNgLeBeAr1213: but its so hard when nvr talk to sum1 u love or c them
Jsoccer029: sam......
JiNgLeBeAr1213: :-\
Jsoccer029: the dance is coming up like next friday
Jsoccer029: not this friday but next friday
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah i know
Jsoccer029: u can see him then
JiNgLeBeAr1213: omg josh u dont get it
Jsoccer029: u dont get it
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i thot u might but nvm now ur just making me feel like shit
Jsoccer029: SAM.....
JiNgLeBeAr1213: I THINK I MIGHT GET IT IM THE ONE IN THIS MESS
Jsoccer029: ur my friend
Jsoccer029: so is jeff
Jsoccer029: im ant trying to make u fell like shit
Jsoccer029: u no thaAT
JiNgLeBeAr1213: its not like we were gunna get married
JiNgLeBeAr1213: no josh i think thats exactly what ur trying to do and its working
JiNgLeBeAr1213: im like crying
Jsoccer029: soo if u like a person u dont dump him
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i had to i felt so guilty
Jsoccer029: abot what>
JiNgLeBeAr1213: please just leave me alone :'(
JiNgLeBeAr1213: he doesnt even love me anymore
Jsoccer029: fine sam
Jsoccer029: ill leave u a lone
Jsoccer029: bye.....
JiNgLeBeAr1213: bye
Jsoccer029: i really dont get u any more
JiNgLeBeAr1213: :'(
Jsoccer029: but what ever
JiNgLeBeAr1213: josh
Jsoccer029: .....
Jsoccer029: ?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: thanks
Jsoccer029: .. i didnt do nottin
JiNgLeBeAr1213: exactly
Jsoccer029: im just saying u and jeff shouldnt of broke up for that...
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i know
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i regret it
Jsoccer029: well im sorry
Jsoccer029: om
Jsoccer029: ok
JiNgLeBeAr1213: but he wont go back out w me so whateverr
JiNgLeBeAr1213: im just gunna stop liking him
Jsoccer029: did u even find that out?
Jsoccer029: i can ask him
Jsoccer029: but
JiNgLeBeAr1213: i heard it from like 3 peopl
Jsoccer029: because if he wasd in 8 and u were in 7 and he did that to u u would do the same thing..
JiNgLeBeAr1213: what would i do?
Jsoccer029: u wouldnt like him any more
JiNgLeBeAr1213: yeah i know how he fells
JiNgLeBeAr1213: *feels
JiNgLeBeAr1213: and thats y im just giving up on him
Jsoccer029: y?
JiNgLeBeAr1213: im not even gunna bother to find out if he likes me or not
Jsoccer029: what ever sam
Jsoccer029: i gtg bye.....
JiNgLeBeAr1213: bye
Jsoccer029 signed off at 8:03:39 PM.

now im listening to that song about a dog shitting razorblades. it reminds me of jeff. and im crying. once again. xoxo Samantha

girls night outt

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-09T04:10:47-05:00

Oh gosh i needed a girls night out. So lauren (aka http://xoxocheerxoxo.mindsay.com/ aka the girl next to me in the header picture..aka the girl on the left) is over and we're gunna hit the movies. Should we c shark tale, ladder 49 or taxi? We need help. Comment and tell us what you think. Love you all. xoxo Samantha

welcome to the imangeray mall

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-10T11:10:09-05:00

me and lauren saw taxi. which was good. go c it. now. so jeff kinda likes me. im glad but i dunna if i like him back..hmm...yesterday was mirandas bday! happy birfday miranda! i love y-o-u!!! oh and yesterday The Count (my fish) died. =( im real sad. ill ttyl. xoxo Samantha

comment please?

give it to me baby

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-10T08:10:34-05:00

me and jeff had a very heart warming converstion. we decided to be "really really good friends" im vurry happy =) well.. we had a game today.. again. and won, again *gron* jk.. but hey it was 30-6 wow. and it was against ware but oh yeah like u need to know that much junk. um... we have a class trip to philly in 3 days im real exicted itll b fun! oh heres a picture of me and lauren outside for our garden thing. um...i look like a freak. but ok.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool059.jpg

ill go now. comment please? pretty please? for the count? xoxo Samantha

pictures from school

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-11T01:10:44-05:00

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool010.jpg

Lauren, me, Amanda and Jenna

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool027.jpg

Amanda, Jenna, Ethan, Alex, my hand.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool032.jpg

Me and the hottest boy in school <333

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool041.jpg

Miranda, Jenna, Ethan, Me, Tirya and Alex

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool038.jpg

Left side: Miranda, me, Lauren, Ethan, and Justin. Right side: Tirya, Alex, Jenna and Amanda

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool044.jpg

Super Cool Chris. He's so cool. Super Cool Chris. He goes to your school.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool055.jpg

Alex, Jenna and me

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool065.jpg

Me and Crystal

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool069.jpg

Sarah, Megan, me and Stasica

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool089.jpg

Me and C-Money

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool093.jpg

Megan and Stasica.. I love these girls.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool102.jpg

Me and Lauren doing our salsa.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool105.jpg

Megan and C-Money

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/schooliscool114.jpg

Miranda and the hair dryer that she ran into.

Guess what? 17 days until my braces come off. I'm so happy. =D Someone asked me out last night. I'm not allowed to say who. Haha. But i said no. thats all that matters. Comment. xoxo Samantha

ill miss youuu

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-12T05:10:19-05:00

sleeping over laurens tonight with the girls. then, going to school at like 5 30 and then going to PHILLY! im gunna miss u all. xoxo Samantha

Why I Havent Wrotten

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-18T03:10:12-05:00

Tuesday Night- Went over Lauren's with Mir, Manda and Jenna. Fell asleep at only 11. Lauren was Peter Pan. =D

Wedensday- Woke up at 4 30 quickly ate and got ready. Went to White Brook (school) at 5 30. Said goodbye to the girls and went on my own serprate bus (i was bus 3, they were on 1). Sat next to Keirstin (awesome chick), in front of Kurt and Marcus and behind..Well I 4get. Amitted to myself that I love Dan. Stopped at like, 3 McDonalds. Didnt eat anything. I hate McDonalds. Got to Valley Forge around.. 3 maybe? I don't know I didn't bring my watch. Stupid me. Anyway, went on a tour thing and sat thru a 17 mintue movie. Got in trouble for talking and blowing bubbles. Dan kept kicking my pew thing. Go Dan. Went on a bus/walking tour. Our tour guide was the sweetest lady you could ever meet. Heres me, the lady, and Nikki. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly012.jpg

Went to a beauitful church. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly009.jpg

Got to the hotel later on. In room 50 -aka- 550. In the basement. Next to Mrs. Drumm and Mrs. Welson. Yay. Right down the hall from Marcus, Kurt, Ben and Ryan and Becca, Sarah, Lexi and Mikki. Walked around the hotel a bit. Hung out with Nikki, Dan and Alex Webster. Got a little pissed at Dan but that doesn't matter now. Went out to eat at a buffet place. Got a speical esembly thing from "Ben Franklin" He was a cool dude. Got home around 9 I'm guessing. Had a...weird game of Truth or Dare. Went to bed early. The girls fell asleep after me. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly033.jpg

Thursday- Woke up at like... 6 30. Ate some pretty gross breakfast. Sat with Ethan, Jenna, Amanda, Mir, Lauren, Charitys mom, Justin and Keistin. (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly037.jpg)was glad I got to sit with all those Bus 1 and Floor 2 and 3 people. I missed them. =( When I went up to get my breakfast if that's what you want to call it, Dan called me aside and said he needs to talk later. After eating homefries, pancakes and such (and after witnessing Ethan breaking my glass http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly042.jpg ) I talked to Dan in the corner of the lobby and we made up http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly047.jpg which is by the way, a horrible picture.

Walked and drove around Philly. Hooked Marcus and Sarah uphttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Philly049.jpg.. Kinda a bad idea. Since Sarah was mean to us the rest of the trip. Whatever.

Had a.. formal night? Dressed up and met with the Star Girls. =) Alex was my date. Fun times.

I don't feel like talking anymore. Me and Jenna are in a fight again. It's bad. It's because I'm in love with Dan and I can't help it. Thanks Jeff. xoxo Samantha

What is this world comming to?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-19T07:10:28-05:00

At http://www.mindistortion.neoburn.net/hatebox/ 314 hate themselves. Now tell me..Whats wrong with this world? xoxo Samantha

And 1, and 2, and 3, and 4

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-20T05:10:43-05:00

The past few days have been hard. The way back from Philly we witnessed a confusing car crash and had to get pulled over. That was scary. None of us got hurt, expect we all got whiplashed and some kids have back problems now.

That night Dan called me at midnight just to make sure I was ok. Thanks Dan.

Well, we had a game Sunday, I know this is kind of late news but I haven't been writing much. It was the first game we lost. 26-6 and boy did we get smoked.

Yesterday Miranda Hollin talked shit about preps all day in health. It scared me so much. She said that a prep is "a girl who carries around her little purse and has a nice car and mommy and daddy buy her everything. Their mean to everyone and judge and exclude." I felt bad. But she doesn't know me. Not at all. I don't exclude, my family isn't rich and I can't even drive yet. But she was still looking at me the whole time. The only thing I could do was look back, and think Preps aren't the only people that judge. That whole time, I felt like Miranda would pull out a gun, point it at my head, and yell "Die prep." =-/

Isn't it werid how people act one way one day...Then they hear something, and their different. Alex and me were perfect friends at first. Now, Jenna complains, or tells him stuff about me and he's not even Alex. I know it's Jenna too. Because when I ask him who said it, she looks at me in a cold, hard stare. And plus, Alex tells me Jenna tells him. Whoa, I hate junior high school. I can't wait til....Not junior high school. xoxo Samantha

Mr. Sandman

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-21T09:10:24-05:00

Allright so today was better than yesterday. But I didn't see Dan at all. That was bad.

We saw a really sad movie in health class about sterotypes and all. Me, Lauren and Jenna were right up front so our eyes got watery. But, I think I let one real tear go because man it was upsetting. To be neglected from a clique and not have any friends and not have good clothes it makes me so grateful I have all of that. There was one girl who was 16 and she weighted 70 pounds. That's like me, a 13 year old girl, weighing 20 pounds or so. Gosh.

I'm gunna go because it's 9:16 and by golly, that's way too late for mee. xoxo Samantha

Best Night Ever

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-23T01:10:29-05:00

Last night was the dance and oh my God it was fun. Before me, Lauren, and Amanda went over Mir's and hung out with Sam W. and this girl named Sarah who was cool. Miranda picked me up and dropped me and she has a huge scrap on her leg. Sorry Mir.

Like I said the dance was freakin leakin fun. I danced with the girls to Lean Back and all and slow danced with Dann to...S Club 7, Usher, Avril, and...Shit I forget. But during that song that I forgot, I told Dan that Jenna didn't care if we went out. She'd just be pissed for 2-3 days as she said. So Dan's all "Do you want to?" and I'm all "Yessss" and there you have it. I'm going out with Dan. Finally.

The dance was over and blah blah blah. It was tons of fun probably the funnest since last year.

Cheer practice today was hell. I like, broke my hand. It hurts to move it back.

But I'm happy because after hip hop class I'm going to fright fest with Mandy because it's her birthday..We're probably gunna meet up with Dan and Tylerr if I can get a hold of Dan before we go. Well I'll probably write back tonight. xoxo Samantha

I'm an Oscar Mayer Weinerr

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-24T10:10:43-05:00

Last night was fun. Me and Amanda went to Fright Fest well more like 6 Flags because everything involved with Fright Fest was like a 2 hour wait. Well we got there, and we were gunna meet up with Dan, Tyler, Cody and Dan's dadd. Well, Mandy Babe called Dan's dad's cell and Dan was all, "Yeah I'm gunna leave because it's to crowed." But we made him come. Hah. So, like, we were waiting for them and then all the sudden an actress lady prenteding to be some dead person, came up from behind Amanda. I was like "God...What happend to you?" and Amanda turned around and screamed sooooo loud. I don't see how the lady could have not cracked up.

Anyway, Dan and his posse came and we headed stright for Superman and we waited for it until it was darkk. I hadn't been on it in forever so I was scared, I have to amit. I sat with Amanda the first time and then we went on again and we didn't even have to wait in line because Dan's dad got a like, thing. Yay. And so I sat with Dan that time. Ahh... I love him...

Then we waiting in line for Batman and then we're like omg why are we waiting this long so we left and all spilt up and walked around a bit. Me, Dan and Amanda were gunna go on Tomohawk but the line was kinda long so we went back to the meeting spot and hey guess what there's a hypotist show there! Yay!! So we went and omg it was the coolest thing I had ever seen. This guy made people fall asleep and dance to YMCA and everything it was awesomeee... I wish he would have picked Tyler for one of the volenteers though.

Well, I'm gunna go I have a game at 1 30. My mom might be working it kinda sucks if I don't have a ride, Lauren- can I get one? Please I love you. My mom better not be working at the end of the game because Dan's going and he needs a ride home. And I would too actually. xoxo Samantha

There's something you should know, Before I Die...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-25T06:10:39-05:00

Mrs.T was out today. I was kind of glad.

During activity I was sitting next to Super Cool Chris and he was telling me how Courtney ditched him or whatever. Then, he got all mad and he was like, yelling and looking towards the back of the room and he ylled "BUT I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING BEFORE I DIE..." Then out of no where he started frothing from the mouth I thought I would piss myself.

Me and Alex quit drama today. I went into the art room to see if I was lucky enough to see Dan in there or in the hallway but of corse not. I gave Mrs. Cleary the bad news. She barley cared.

Well, I'm gunna go.. Because I'm....Ok, bye. xoxo Samantha

Frickin A, Frickin A

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-26T04:10:19-05:00

Wow. I was having such a good frickin day. I told like, everyone I know the good news- that I'm getting my braces off tomorrow. But I come home today and, what's this? It's for Thursday. So if your reading this, and you go to my school, and I told you I wouldn't be in school tomorrow, and you see me, don't ask.

Then I realized...Oh yeah- I have practice today. Perfection.

Today was allright I guess expect for my encounter with the appoiment slip. Mrs. Mariorano should be glad I'm in school tomorrow, since when I told her she looked kind of mad. Well, she's gunna have to be mad Thursday.

Mrs. T was in school today. I can't remember anything about her class honest to say. Expect Danny took the catcus and rubbed it aganist his face. The fuzz and spikes were there all day. Loserrr.

We had bus evuactions. I was hoping to see Dan out side but I didn't. Danny sat on the other side across from me. It went quiet and he say "Dude, every year I'm going to just slap a catcus aross my face." All the kids and the bus driver thought it was funny. But math teachers have no sense of humor.

In activty, I was writing a note to Dan and Alex was being annoying and reading over my shoulder. Mrs. Mariorno goes "Are you two dating or something? No.. Space." And I looked at Alex and just pushed him away. Alex goes "Sorry. I was reading her note. To Dan. Her boyfriend."

Ethan sat at a different table at lunch. It was quiet. Oh man, who am I kidding, it was greatttt! Me and Alex were acting like 6 year old brothers and sisters. Not on purpose. He reached for my cupcake thing and I was chewing and I yelled "ALEX STOP!" and it looked so gross. And then Justin gave me his. And Alex tried to steal it. And I got ahold on it and then he had another half and I went to bit it and he bit it first and UGH I WANTED TO KILL HIM. Alex took the cupcake, and shoved it in my mouth and I choaked.. Real choaked. And Lauren was yelling "Sam! Take it out of your mouth!" and I was trying to say "Ew, that's dirty." But I did it anyway. Thanks Lauren. You saved my life.

It turns out the cupcake was lemon favored and I don't like lemon. But that didn't stop Miranda and Amanda from giving me their cupcakes too. I felt like the table garbage disposible. But..There's nothing wrong with that.

Well, right after lunch I was walking down the hallway, minding my own "beeswax" and Miranda decided to be a bitch hole and make me drop my books. So we started like, slapping eachother and all and it ended up that I dropped all my books again, Miranda threw my giant math book and me then went to bend over to pick it up. I turned around with my binder in my hand and hit her in the glasses. We laughed on the floor until Mr. Stapford asked us if we were ok.

Today is Miranda Hollin's birthday. I know because he attentence question to the class was "Have your parents ever forgotton your birthday?" Gabe said "Maybe their getting you a clown." That kid's great. We had to make murals about cliques and junk. Gabe wrote "New Clique That Conquors the World. Free cookies on Tuesday." Lauren asked if she could get one. Gabe said it wasn't open to the public yet. But me, Lauren and Jenna are already signed up for the new clique.

Tomorrow is a half day. I'm probably walking with the girls and Dan but I gotta check with all them. Thursday is a half day, too. But yep. That's when I get my braces off at 10 in the morning. I'll probably call Dan's mom's cell and meet him somewhere. Friday my class is going to Pepin to read our Halloween stories to the 4th graders. I hope I get a girl, because my book's called "The Coustume Queen"

My mom threatened that if I get another D, no computer. But she's not home all the time.

Me, Miranda and Lauren might be dead prom queens for Halloween. We have to check with Lauren's sister, Caitlin, to make sure we can use her old dresses. It should be fun. Then there's Amanda's party which is gunna be fun. Fun, fun, fun. Yay. And Dan...I love you. xoxo Samantha

Why Did The Monster Cross The Street?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-27T09:10:22-05:00

Today was real fun. It was a half day of school. Enough said.

We had math first. Mrs. Mariorano was happy I was there because, well, I'm Samantha. She should be. =D We did some skills. Booore-ring.

We had language arts. I realized since I can't go to school tomorrow, I can't do the mock election. I wanted to vote for Kerry. But, I don't tottaly understand politcis yet. Blah...then health. More fun.

Then it was dismisal. At 11 30. I <333 halfdays. Me and Lauren met Amanda, Miranda, Nikki and Dan. Me, Dan and Lauren walked up to Lauren's house quickly to drop our stuff off and we met the other girls at the school.

In the field, Miranda discovered a little fan and we all had some fun with it. It kept breaking though so Dan threw it in the swamp. Well, he tried to. But a tree got in the way. Stupid tree.

The 6 of us went to Dynasty Gourment. Blah. I gotta go. I thought this was gunna be long but....xoxo Samantha

Cynithia She's a Really Cool Dancerr

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-28T12:10:47-05:00

Let me tell you about yesterday first.

Me and Nikki got the pu pu platter at Dynasty Goument. It was $15. We had $11.
Amanda and Lauren got whistel pops. I felt like killing them.
We went to the playground and heard some awesome jokes from little kids.
I fell thru the tire. So embrassing.
We played bowling on the slide.
Caitlin drove me, Amanda, Dan and Lauren to Lauren's house.
We watched that movie of Sydney. =D
We played Twister. Until it was werid that Dan's hand was between my legs. Hah.
We played Twister Moves. But Dan didn't play. =(
My mom stopped my to bring cupcakes!
Dan went home..
Me and Lauren thought the cupcakes looked so good that we just dropped our faces in them.
Lauren made a "concoction". The ingredients are below.
We went to cheer practice.

The end.

Today I got my braces off. They look good I guess. Here's some before and after pictures:

Before:

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http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/cheese.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/meandmir.jpg

After (today):

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/BRACESOFF009.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/BRACESOFF007.jpg

Comment and tell me what you think. I think they look kind of fake and scary. But that's me.

Ingredients For Lauren's SugarFull Frosting:

Maple sugar.
Sugar.
Brown sugar.
a raw egg
Mint extract (That was the only bad part)
Choclate chips.
Hot coco mix.

It was actualy pretty good. I recomend it. If you want to tell Lauren how much you like the idea of Sugarfull Frosting, comment here: http://xoxocheerxoxo.mindsay.com/ xoxo Samantha

She Was Born In 1410

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-29T04:10:12-05:00

So..Today in school I had math and failed the 7x times tables. What do you expect, it was for 30 seconds. But I re-did it and got a 10/10. Mrs. Mariorano likes my teeth. Alex liked my teeth too. He thinks their pretty.

Mrs. T loved my teeth so much she made everyone do a standing O. That felt good.

8M and 8L went to Pepin School to read to 4th graders. We walked and during the walk, me, Miranda, Jenna, Lauren, and kind of Amanda were singing.

Miranda Hollin had a voodoo doll with her. I asked her what it was. She said "What do you think?" I said "Barbie" she said "Barbie my ass."

In health Miranda gave me a good scare...About why people bring knifes to school and how everyones parents tell their co-workers everything about you. I cried. I got so scared.

At Pepin, we got in our groups. My group was Nikki, me, Chris Mullen, Justin, Jenna, Megan M., Miranda, and Miranda Hollin. Miranda Hollin's story was kind of scary. The kids looked like they were going to shit their pants. The kiddos liked my story I think. I hope. I went into Miss. Curtin's room. She looks different. I guess I do too because I had to tell her who I was. I saw Bryce! I miss that kid! I gave him a huge hug. =D

What else..? Ohhhh yeah..

We went out to eat at Dynasty Goument. I'm like, a regular there now. Mrs. C even introuced me to the owner. I sat with Justin, Ethan, Jenna, Ashley, Jessie, Charity, Billy and C-Money. The other girls went to Pizza House. Beeches.

Justin is pretty fricking funny, that's all I have to say.

Tomorrow I think *hope* I'm going to see The Grudge with Daniellll. Woot...If you've seen it, comment and let me know if I should reconsider since it's so scary.

Justin- Ethan's penis is like Bop-It. You can twist it, pull it, and bop it.

Lauren- What about bend it?

Justin- That's Bop-It Extreme.

My mom just read that. :)

Cutest Pictures Evaaa:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/haircutbeech004.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/IMAG00044.jpg

xoxo Samantha

Do You Have A Grudge?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-30T10:10:38-05:00

Me and Danny went to the movies tonight. I actualy got home about 11 minutes ago. We saw The Grudge. Frickin good movie right there. It was so scary I jumped out of my seat a few times. We ran into Ryan, Ben, Becca, and Sarah and sat with them but they didn't bother us or anything.

It was so packed, we had to sit in the very first row. It hurt our necks alot. I sat next to some kid who like, studied scary movies. I didn't get the movie so I asked him stuff like "What the hell just happened?" and "Which one's Alex?"

My mom's cooking some Mediterrian pizza. Yum..=) xoxo Samantha

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

xosamanthaxo — 2004-10-31T04:10:31-05:00

I'm being the Mad Hatter for Halloween. xoxo Samantha

Hey Thereee

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-01T08:11:33-05:00

I got some awesome pictures from Halloween which was so much fun! IM me if you wanna see which I doubt you will.

Lauren Ross= My Hero.

xoxo Samantha

Vote Or Die

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-02T06:11:37-05:00

Lauren- So mom are you going to vote?

Lauren's mom- Yeah.

Lauren- Good. Vote or die.

Lauren's mom- That's taking it a bit to seriousaly, I think.

Last night, I went over Lauren's. Cait took us for a drive and we were blasting some Sublime and doing the Marcaranah to it. Fun stuff. We got to Lauren's and danced like idiots until my mom came to pick me up..

Today was Mountain Day!! Which is basicaly "Teachers-Trying-To-Make-These-Kids-Happy-For-Once-But-Really,-At-Least-Give-It-A-Good-Name-At-Least" Day.

I signed up for Ginger Bread houses. I thought we were going to be able to eat our art work. But we were doing it for veterns. I went into the art room and I tripped Miranda and she hurt her leg real bad. Sorry Mir!!

I saw Dan in the hallway. He was doing photography. When I was working on my tottaly awesome gingerbread house, him and Jeff came in and took pictures of me. Yay!

I walked home with Dan, Mandy and Jeff. Fun shit. We met up with Brandon. Fun. Woot.

So who did you vote for? xoxo Samantha

Go Nader

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-03T07:11:14-05:00

Bush won.

Like you didn't know that.

Do you even care how my day at school was?

Do you even read my entries?

Probably not, right?

xoxo Samantha

Halloween Pictures

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-04T04:11:15-05:00

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween001.jpg

^Me and Cory^

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^Me and Alexx^

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^Jenna, Amanda, Jake, Lauren, Me and Alex^

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^Lauren was Mount Rushmore for Halloween.^

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^Alex is a stank.^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween009.jpg

^Danny and Cory are party animals.^

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^What Alex would look like if he was strong enough to be a football player^

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^Kyle..I drew that unibrown. ^

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^Me and Nik ^

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^Nikki..She was dressing up as a whore for Halloween. Gotta love her. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween019.jpg

^Jenna, Miranda and me ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween020.jpg

^Me and Miranda ^

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^Nikki and me holding Nik's "sack" ^

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^Miranda likes glo-sticks.^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween031.jpg

^Me, some guy, and Hoggie. ^

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^Wow how cool is this?^

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^Miranda fell off her trampoline. Funny shit. ^

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^Cory's so pretty. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween043.jpg

^All of us being scared...Watching The Secert Window. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween045.jpg

^Alex holding hands with Amanda's foot. And Danny's hand got in the way ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween047.jpg

^Cory and me. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween048.jpg

^Jenna and Jakee^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween051.jpg

^Amanda, Alex, and me. Choyeah. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween053.jpg

^I love this pic. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween055.jpg

^Amanda, Alex and me again. ^

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/Halloween058.jpg

^Lauren and Sinea. ^

**Let me know what you think. No insults. xoxo Samantha**

Sometimes You Just Take My Breath Awayy

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-05T05:11:31-05:00

Today was effing great. Math, we did nothing as usual.

But in science we got to think of a presention about the moon. And I go "Hmm..How about something with cows in it." And my partners (Nikki and Jenna) agreed. We all had these great ideas like "These are the phases of the moooooon." and a cow jumping over the moon but in the computer lab I noticed Crystal, Hilary and Taylor were doing the same thing! I'm like "Hey are you girls doing cows?" and Crystal's like "Yeah." And I'm like "Me fricken too." and Hilary (who has always hated me) goes "Good for you." In a wicked bitchy voice. But whatev. Now me and Jenna and Nikki are doing Elmo and we have a theme song by Super Cool Chris when we told him to write a song with the moon, Elmo and mayo:

There was this guy who had this thing and Elmo was his name-o.

E-L-M and O. E-L-M and O. E-L-M and O. And Elmo was his name-o.

And then this guy moved to the moon and ate a jar of mayo.

M-A-Y and O. M-A-Y and O. M-A-Y and O. He ate the jar of mayo.

And then the guy ate Elmo too, but he wished he still had mayo.

E-L-M and O. M-A-Y and O. E-L-M and O. Elmo tastes better with mayo.

In hiking class, we went to the playground at Nonotuck and as usual I fell and got sooo dirty. We all went on the spinny thing and we were yelling/singing "1985" Me and Lauren kept yelling "WHOAAAA!!!" and I kept yelling "BORE!!!" and then we were getting off and Lauren stepped in the puddle it was so funny that I fell on the ground and then Jenna fell on me.

And Lauren spit her gum out and it hit Tyra.

gLaMcheer03 (5:27:40 PM): what did fifty say when he got a sweater for his birthday?

JiNgLeBeAr1213 (5:27:56 PM): idk what?

gLaMcheer03 (5:28:08 PM): geee you knit.

JiNgLeBeAr1213 (5:28:16 PM): LMAO. Did you make that up?

gLaMcheer03 (5:28:22 PM): Um, sure.

Lauren has the best jokes. Twins.

TAKE THIS:

1. I love Samantha's _____.
2. Samantha has the best ______.
3. Samantha and I are ______.
4. I met Samantha _______.
5. Samantha loves______.
6. I hate Samantha’s ______.
7. Samantha hates my _______
8. I wish Samantha would _______.
9. If Samantha was with me right now I would ________.
10. Samantha's best quality is________.
11. Her worst quality is _________.
12. She has the best ______.
13. She has the worst ______.
14. I am jealous of her _______.
15. If I could do one thing to Samantha it would be _____.

Take that and you just might be cool.

xoxo Samantha

I Like Watching The Puddles Gather Rain

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-07T10:11:51-05:00

*HUGS* TOTAL! give xosamanthaxo more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

Last night I went over Dan's it was HELLA FUN! We rented Scream and Dawn of the Dead. I hadn't seen either one and omg Scream was so scary. Dawn of the Dead sucked but maybe that was because neither of us watched like any of it we were too busy. I gotta go I love ya! xoxo Samantha

A Thing I Took From Julie

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-07T06:11:06-05:00

Things in BOLD apply to me, the rest don't *parenthices are my own sayings*

o1. I'm in a relationship
o2. I can't eat sugar
o4. i think bush is an awesome president
o5. I think gay marriage should be approved
o6. I enjoy playing my music loud
o7.I like to decorate stuff
1o. I love hugs!
11. I like to take pictures
12. I am a blonde
13. I love Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. I get amused easily sometimes
16. I hate my siblings
17. I love all my friends to death
18. I have been to the Bahamas at least once
19. I love Aladdin
2o. I'm afraid of losing loved ones
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on computer
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I need more sleep
24. I like to write poetry
25. Hypocrites piss me off
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle
27. I don't like chocolate much
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower
3o. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I'm easily hurt
39. I'm an Internet nut
40. AIM takes up 1/4 of my life
41. I like giving gifts
42. I enjoy recieving them as well
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends
44. I love watching films
45. I am very crazy at times
46. I want to learn how to play the flute (i already know how to!)
47. I love where I go to school
48. I hate my homelife
49. I don't like eating
50. I leave school soon
51. I am an impulse spender
52. I only ever seem to drink pepsi/coke
53. I have lots of nicknames
54. I eat too much junk food
55. I've had a Mindsay for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside
57. I love video games
58. I am shy at first
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me and I just don't realize it
60. I love sarcasm (unless it's really mean)
61. I'm a bit blonde at times
62. I think I scare people sometimes
63. I think snobby people suck
64. I hate it when people judge others
65. I prefer the internet to the TV
66. I can cry and not be sad
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts
71. I have a lot of pet peeves
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's
73. I love blue eyes

74. I hate acting girlish
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I want more piercings!
77.I hate my figure
78. My friends are loud but awesome

79. I sleep on my side
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all
82. Iced coffee is the best
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again
84. I want my belly button peirced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets
91. I love to ramble about random things
92. If I leave my hair to dry it goes curly
93. I don't sleep much
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future
96. I hate it when parents take sides
97. My starsign is virgo
98. I share my Birthday with an enemy.
99. I love recieving Mindsay Comments
1o0. I've rode in a hot air balloon
1o1. I've bowled left handed
1o2. I love popcorn
1o3. I've liked my best friend before
1o4. I wake up to an alarm clock
1o5. I hide things under my bed (i have a water bed)
1o6. I hate close-minded people
1o7. I have gone sky diving (but i want tooo!)
1o8. I've written a book (a short one)

1o9. I love Def Leppard
11o. I make wishes on "1:11"
111. I play lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten (well i have alot of best friends but a couple i've known since kindergarten)

113. I absolutely love cute/weird socks
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles
12o. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb quizes like this one
Comment. xoxo Samantha

The Cookie Club..Only Good Thing Right Now

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-08T05:11:37-05:00

Me and the girls made the Cookie Club today. It was mostly because the guys sat with Ashley and all today instead of with us.

My "ginger- rents" got mad at me today. About math. Because I didn't get a problem and I yelled at them because they think they know it and they try to help and I don't know I got fustrated. And my mom said "You are the biggest..." and she did. She called me, her own daughter, a bitch. The biggest bitch. Well I cried. So my dad called me a baby. I went into my room and I heard my mom tell my dad "Tell her to get her ass back out here." This is weird because my mom tries to be like Martha Stewart and such. I hate it. I reached for the phone to call Dan but I remembered he was at Cody's.

To make matters worse, we were having salmon for dinner. So I walked in the freezing cold to Burger King. I hate living in Mass. It's so cold. It already starting flurring. God.

All I have now is my friends and my boyfriend. That's it. xoxo Samantha

You Down With The O.PP?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-11T08:11:56-05:00

Yesterday- Vetern's essembly. Amanda read a paragraph and did a really nice job. Brianna and Stacy read a paragraph and I almost cried. Nikki and I sang along with The Starred Spangled Banner.

Last night- Went to cheer practice. Last practice ever. =( Annoying little kids kept knocking on the wall. Met Alex's dad. Cool guy. Slept over Lauren's. Watched Mean Girls and some Daria.

Today- Went home at 10. Dan's awesome grandma picked me up and we went to the mall for a short while. Then came to my house. Watched some of The Stand. Played Sims and Muppet Racing. Oh yes. I won.

We should have another day off to honor our heros who have served our country in the past.

I'm not in the mood for school tomorrow. xoxo Samantha

I've Waiting All My Life To Cross This Line

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-12T05:11:58-05:00

Today...Yeah it was good. We did our Elmo prestation and most likey got a good grade..

Right now, I'm pretty pissed. Well, I'm vurry pissed. And I hate it..

I'm going over Dan's tonight...I need to get away from all thisss...xoxo Samantha

Massachuetts...... We Come

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-12T09:11:26-05:00

I went over Dan's. That helped. I love him so much.

Tomorrow's cheer exbitation. Yay. I'm not sure whether to be exicted or nervous. Hmm..

Jenna made a blog. http://xinxlovex13x.mindsay.com/ . Now you'll find out how much my friend hates me. All the things she says about pain or depression...she says I cause them. Even when the shit's not my fault.

But boy oh boy do I love my friends. xoxo Samantha

Eagles Say Hello.

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-13T05:11:23-05:00

The cheer exbitation was so much fun. I was soooo hot omigod. I was Sarah from camp and Sean from camp. He's dating Casey. =O

Somehow there's a cut under my nose. I don't know how it got there. Hmm..

This is some of a song that reminds me of Lauren:

Back when a hoe was a hoe, coke was a coke, and cracks what you were doing, when you were crackin jokes, back when a screw was a screw, the wind was all that blew, and when you were "down with that" it ment you had the flu....i miss back when...i miss back when....

Just thought I'd let you know.

Can you search for blogs on this? Like, people your age or whatnot? Let me know. xoxo Samantha

no subject

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-15T05:11:21-05:00

Ok.

xoxo Samantha

When Violets Are Red and Roses Are Blue, That's When I'll Stop Loving You

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-16T06:11:06-05:00

Nothing really has happened too much.

My life sucks.

Gabe likes me supposely. But me and like, probably 20 other girls. He asked "Samantha, are you going to the dance Friday?" I said yes. He said "I'm not."

Hmm..

xoxo Samantha

Show Me Some Love, Strip Off Your Clothes, And Take Off Your Socks.

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-17T04:11:25-05:00

I swear to God- All the teachers are going though menapause right now. Mrs. T. is on my last nerve. She's making us do a project. A long one. With flashcards, and scupluturs, and murals, and home made books, and interviews and more. But "lucky" for us, we only get to do 4. There's levels (level one is 10 points, level 2 to 20 an level 3 is 35) and you want to do one from each level, and then 2 from one. If you do let's say... 2 from level 1, 1 from level 2 and 1 from level three, you'll get a 75. So, I'm doing one level 1 (flash cards), a level two (scuplutur...I would have done something easier but flashcards was a B, and you can't do two of the same letter) and two level 3's (brochure, and a mural).

Isn't that like college stuff?

Ms. T did say that I got a 98% on my Elmo project with Nikki and Jenna. She was entertained.

At lunch, we were supposly "too loud" and Mrs. C says that tomorrow we can't sit together. We were barley talking compared to the annoying, immature, 7th grade boys on the other side on the lunch room. I mean....can you sayy SEXIST?

Anyway, that's all that's been happening I guess. My life is so boring, I know. xoxo Samantha

Am I a Bitch Now?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-18T05:11:00-05:00

So a few days ago on the bus, a bunch of 7th graders like Anne and Felicia were making fun of this other 5th grader named Felicia. They said she was weird and she had lice. I felt bad so I said "You guys are just jelious. She's going to be so popular." And she sat with me on the bus and I'd ask her how her weekend was and what not. And one day, I asked her, and she said she was at the hospital.

I asked her why, and it turns out four years ago she got hit by a car. She broke two ribs, fractured her collar bone and got a concusion. And she was still on some IV's.

I felt bad so I asked her if she wanted to stand with me and my friends in the morning, and she said yes. So my friends were all like "What's this about?" and I told them to nevermind it. I told them later her whole story. They all felt bad.

The next days she followed me to my standing area and never left two feet from my side. My friends gave me looks like "How can you stand that?" and I'd shrug. Basicaly, I was getting annoyed. Sure, I felt bad that I was her.. hmm...only friend maybe. But I didn't know her too well and my friends didn't want her there. All of us looked uncomfoable with a 5th grader with glasses hanging out with a bunch of 8th graders. We had a plan that Jenna would drive me to school so I didn't have to take the bus, and I'd get there early, and I'd sit on the ground when my bus came, and my friends would stand around me so she couldn't find us.

I had to take the bus though. When the bus stopped in front of our school I leap over about 3 seats to get away from her. I walked super fast next to the loop and she runs up next to me and says "You walk so fast! I can't run that fast!" Then she pointed out where her friends' bus was and I said "Oh are you going to stand with her?" and she said "...I guess so."

I felt bad but I didn't know what else to do. Am I a bitch now? xoxo Samantha

My Agenda

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-21T10:11:16-05:00

Friday night was the school dance. That was fun..Not as much drama as usual, which is pretty good since we go to White Brook. I danced with Dan of corse. I love that kid so much.

After the dance, I went over Lauren's and we watched some Friend's esisodes and drank cheery juice out of tupperware. In the morning, we cleaned the house and I got 10$ wooo!

Um, today I'm hanging out with Dan I hope.

And yup. That's my life. xoxo Samantha

Me and Dan~ 1 Month

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-22T05:11:25-05:00

The only times I don't have to wear my retainer is when I brush and when I eat.

So, I find myself eating all the time so I won't have to wear it.

Better than wearing it and starving.

Or brushing all the time.

xoxo Samantha

Smiling's My Favorite

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-23T06:11:57-05:00

All right so do you like my new layout or what?

I wish I could chat some more but I have effing science project stuff.

xoxo Samantha

Temporary Passion- Is It Real?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-24T05:11:40-05:00

Well, today was a halfday so we had health where we watched a movie about AIDS and there was a song like, "Temporary temporary passion. Is it real? Is it worth it?" And it was all 80's it was pretty awesome.

Then we like, had our 8th grade Friendship Salad. That's when everyone brings in a piece of fruit and we all sit together and eat it. It was pretty good this year. We had it in 5th and 6th grade but not last year.. Ms. T brought out her boom box and me, Amanda, and Angel were singing and dancing to R. Kelly and such. Fun timess. I took too many pictures (if you wanna see anything IM me: xo samantha 13 x) and Mrs. C yelled at me. Just because she hates it when anyone has more fun than her. If she was in any of the pictures, she'd say it was all right.

Then me, Sarah, Mir and Dan went to Pizza House and I was such a spaz that I spilt my root beer all over Dan. Probably the most embrassing thing I've ever done. Well, I had fun.

Jenna's profile says: AK~SL~JB~MG~ST~KT~CB~VG~KC~VR~NN~SW~i love you gurls

That's kind of mean. She knows I know how to look at profiles. Why wouldn't see add me when I'm the girl she sits next to at lunch everyday...Same with Lauren. I mean, what's up with that...We're the Star Girls...Whatever. At least she put Amanda.

xoxo Samantha

Yippee!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-25T01:11:12-05:00

Happy Thanksgiving, all!

Much love, xoxo Samantha

Smooth Shoes and Cool Tattoos

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-26T07:11:35-05:00

I went Christmas shopping today from 7-9 in the morning and I didn't get much done. I finished Lauren's gifts, and I got some of Miranda's but that's it. Oh well...

I have 0/4 of my science projects done so far. Their all due the 1st. I'm almost done with my brochure, I just need to decorate some more. On my E.T creature- well, I'm screwed. I have to re-make him since he keeps falling apart. Then, I have to write a paragraph or so about how he survies on Mars, what he eats, what he breathes, etc. I could really use some help with that.. If you have any ideas, comment! As for my mural, well, that isn't going too good either. I already typed up my essay about Jupiter and why people should take a vacation on it. My mural poster is comming along I suppose. I did a quick drawing of it so far and I just have to had a few things and I guess I'm done with that. My flashcards are horrible. I did a few- Big Dipper, Little Dipper, and Aries- complete with my own drawing of them, their name, the stars in them and my sorce. I showed Ms. T and wasn't impressed, so I have to re-do them.

My other poster that I'm working on with Lauren, also due early Decemember- don't even think about it.

xoxo Samantha

The Walrus And The Carpenter! Or, The Story Of The Curious Oysters!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-27T12:11:35-05:00

The sun was shining on the sea, shining with all his might, he did his very best to make the billows full and bright. And this was odd, because it was the middle of the night!

The Walrus and the Carpenter were walking close at hand. The beach was white from side to side but much too full of sand. ‘Mister Walrus’, said the Carpenter: ‘My brain begins to perk. We’ll sweep this clear in half a year, if you don't mind the work.'

Work? Uh, pff, brrrr! Uh the time has come (the Walrus said), to talk of other things. Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, and cabbages and kings. And why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wings. Calloo, callay, no work today! We’re cabbages and kings! ...

Oh, uhhh, oysters, come and walk with us. The day is warm and bright! A pleasant walk, a pleasant talk, would be a sheer delight!

Yes, and should we get hungry on the way, we’ll stop and uh... have a bite!

But mother Oyster winked her eye and shook her heavy head. She knew too well this was no time to leave her oyster bed.

The sea is nice, take my advice, and stay right here. Mum said.

Yes, yes, of course, of course! But eh... haha! The time has come, my little friends, to talk of other things. Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings. And why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wings. Haha! Calloo, callay, come run away! We’re the cabbages and kings! ...

Hrmmm, well now, uh... let me see... Ah! A loaf of bread is what we chiefly need.

How about some pepper and salt and vinegar, aye?

Oh yes, yes, splendid idea! Haha, very good indeed! Now, if you’re ready, oysters dear... haha... we can begin to feed.

Feed?

Oh yes, ahh, the time has come, my little friends, to talk of food and things!

Of peppercorns and mustard seed and other seasonings. We’ll mix some all together in a sauce as good for kings. Callooh, callay, we’ll live today, like cabbages and kings!

I uh, weep for you, I -uh- oh, excuse me, I deeply sympathize. For I've enjoyed your company, oh, much more than you realize.

Little oysters, little oysters...

But answer there came none. And this was scarcely odd, because, they’d been eaten, every one!

Hmm, well, uhhh, ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, hmm... the time has come!

With cabbages and kings!

The end!

xoxo Samantha

Do You Want That Up? Or On The Rocks?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-28T07:11:03-05:00

Hey all! How is everyone?

Today Nikki called. She's in the hospital. =( I visiting her tomorrow. Nikki if your reading this somehow I hope you get better!

Dan came over today. We watched the first half of It and then we played Twisted Medal and he won 5-1. Um.. Then, I forget really, we hung out in my room for a bit. Yessiree. <3

Tonight I'm probably going to work on my project. I'm getting real worried about it.

Today is Ethan's birthday. Wow.. There have been a lot of birthdays in November.

xoxo Samantha

1, 2, 3 Ahh Coo

xosamanthaxo — 2004-11-29T09:11:54-05:00

2/4 projects done! Their all due Wenesday, like I told you. I'm about half done on both of my other two though. Yay. Wish me luck.

I had a dream about Charity. She wrote a book called "Thank You Butthole". It was about a brother and a sister and the brother always did these stupid things. Like, light the sister's cat on fire. And after every page she'd say "Thank you, Butthole." Which was his name. Cool. It's weird- Super Cool Chris- the funniest kid- thought it was funny and wanted to write the book. Hmm. Maybe I'm getting funny. =P

Went over Lauren's. Love that girl.

Love you too.

xoxo Samantha

Happy December!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-01T06:12:41-05:00

So, my project came out ok I guess. Like you want to hear anything about that.

Uhh...I'm going to go since there's nothing more to say. My birthday's in 21 days though.

P.S- My Livestrong bracelet is breaking a little through the N and the O. =( I'm very sad.

xoxo Samantha

No Brainer Retainer Maintainer

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-02T05:12:35-05:00

I got a new retainers.

I have a lisp.

And I look like I use to Octember 27th when I still had braces.

xoxo Samantha

Potatoes

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-03T09:12:34-05:00

Boil 'em.

Mash 'em.

Stick 'em in a stew.

xoxo Samantha

Emotions- Destiny's Child

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-04T10:12:40-05:00

It's over and done. But the heartache lives on inside. And who is the one your clinging to, instead of me tonight?

And where are you now? Now that I need you? Tears on my pillow. Wherever you go. Cry me a river. That leads to your ocean. You'll never see me fall apart. In the words of a broken heart.

It's just emotion, taking me over. Caught up in sorrow- lost in the song. But if you don't come back, come home to me, darling. Don't you know there's nobody left in this world, hold me tight. Don't you know there's nobody left in this world, kiss goodnight. Goodnight. Goodnight.

I'm there at your side. I'm part of all the things you are. But you've got a part of someone else. You've got to find your shining star.

And where are you now? Now that I need you? Tears on my pillow. Wherever you go. Cry me a river. That leads to your ocean. You'll never see me fall apart. In the words of a broken heart.

Went to Dan's game- Went to his house- Went to the mall- Went back to his house.

xoxo Samantha

My Dayy

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-06T06:12:28-05:00

Walked into town with Mandy, Mir, Dan and Sarah.

Ate. Yumm.

Walked to Cory's and raided his house.

Walked in the pouring snow to my house..Ugh.

Buhbye. xoxo Samantha

Herpies Loser Girl

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-07T07:12:12-05:00

I woke up with strange bumps on my stomach.

Now they call me Herpies Loser Girl.

xoxo Samantha

The Newspaper Said, Said Whatcha Doin' In Bed?

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-08T05:12:57-05:00

Today we did basicaly nothing. Except a quiz in math and a quiz in science.

But in Social Studies we ordered Chinese and pizza and layed down and watched a boring ol' movie about...The Decleration of Indenpence.

I'm doing nothing for my birthday. If anyone wants to plan me a surprize one I'll act surprized. Just make sure everyone knows so that I won't have like, 10 people planning my party. Then I'll have to go to 10 planned parties and I practially can't go to one planned party, it's pathetic. Pahah. I think P is my new favorite letter. Pretty much.

One year ago today I started dating Chris Mullen. I'm not anymore. I don't even know why I remember that.

I don't even know if it's true. December 8th sounds right though.

Whatever. "P"eace. xoxo Samantha

Merry Christma Hanna Kwankza Ka To You!

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-09T04:12:50-05:00

Hey guys! Nothing really good happened to tell you the truth.. expect... nope, can't think of anything.

I have dance tonight at 6 15. I defintaly don't want to go but my mom only lets me skip like one a year and I skipped last week. I don't like rules.

R.I.P- DimeBag Darrel 8/20/66-12/8/04

Love ya'll.

xoxo Samantha

I AM IRON MAN

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-10T10:12:38-05:00

So, today was fun. In science we decided who we are working with for our catapult projects. I'm with Lauren and Alex. Fine with me.

Super Cool Chris made Muscel Milk today. It's made of at least 5 sheets of paper ripped up into pieces, water, chalk dust and Jim, Super Cool Chris and my spit. He's going to try to sell it.

So, we have a sub in lanuage arts and social studies. We all had fake names. Jim was Jon, Vershon was Bryan and Bryan was Jim. Wow. Chris was Angel and Angel was Chris. I was Dawn and Lauren had like ten names. Super Cool Chris was Pulhan Ming, of corse.

During the social studies movie me and Lauren talked about life as we ripped papers for SCC. It was nice.

I love my class. <3

I went over Dan's around 4. We watched Kung Pow which is now my favorite movie. Yessums.

Going over Lauren's tomorrow. I'll tell her you said hi. =)

She Dreams She's Dancing, Around And Around.

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-11T06:12:30-05:00

Today was boring until about 2:30 when me, Lauren, my mom, and Lauren's mom went Christmas shopping at the Bon Ton. Yay!, I finished Miranda's gifts. Now I only need Jenna, Amanda and Dan. And my family, too.

Well, I'm going to go. Love you guys. xoxo Samantha

I Don't Wanna Make It, I Just Wanna...

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-12T04:12:48-05:00

I did nothing today.

Nothing at all.

But two years ago today I made up a holiday called "PMS day".

Happy PMS Day, all.

xoxo Samantha

Suitcase Memories

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-13T08:12:47-05:00

Well today was fun. In school I got accepted to be a waitress for the Grandparent's Lunchen. I'm so happy!

Dan was sick today. =(

I went over Lauren's after school and played Sims for like, ever. It was fun! Yayy.

I'm going. Love you guys. xoxo Samantha

My X-ish Rated Entry

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-14T08:12:58-05:00

Sometimes I really wish we (people my age) could go back to when we all has cooties. When we didn't worry about who's going out with who or what they have done. And when we all giggled at the word "kiss".

Since when is life a race? When did we start giving blow-jobs, fingering, and giving sex? It seems like that's all that matter now-adays.

Everyone's different. I guess it's good, and everyone is different, but everyone's changed. And I don't like how they've changed. I like my old friends better than these people who have meetings every Sunday to talk about what they've done with their girlfriends. I should get use to it since highschool's comming up. I don't want to end up like that though.

I had a trantrum today about this. Everyone thinks I'm prude. Oh well. I don't think I'm going to care what everyone's doing or what people think of me.

Am I wrong about this whole thing? xoxo Samantha

Oh My God, Here We Go

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-15T07:12:37-05:00

I found my peace with Jenna. Again. I don't know why our we've been so werid to eachother lately, we said our sorry's, but I guess there's always going to be a scar on our friendship. What more can I do..

Today at school everyone was being mean but I can't say that I was the nicest person either. Sorry if I hurt anyone.

My birthday party is Friday. Planning it has been tough, since I'm doing it on my own. The year before last, my mom helped out but for my 14th birthday I think I should. My friends don't though. When I told Amanda she suggusted we go to Miranda's basketball game instead, which defintaly hurt. Miranda, Amanda and Jenna all suggested I have it earlier so Miranda can come but she can't anyway. But I don't know, maybe I need the advice.

It might not look it, and I'm not sure, but I think this is another chapter in my life where it goes downhill again. xoxo Samantha

Life Is But A Joke

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-16T08:12:25-05:00

Today was a horrible, horrible day. Everyone who knows why, don't ask any more questions. Wait.

It brought our class together, kind of. No one was mad at anyone. Everyone was hugging. But there was crying and running to Mr. Norman, too. That's understandable.

We'll make it.

xoxo Samantha

It's My Birthday And I'll Cry If I Want To

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-18T10:12:55-05:00

Today is my birthday party.

It's also the funeral.

xoxo Samantha

My Birthday Party

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-19T09:12:13-05:00

My birthday party was very fun. Amanda, Lauren, Jenna, and Sarah all came and Miranda came but only for about 2 hours. I wish Nikki was there but, yeah. (If anyone wants to know why I've been werid the past 2 or 3 days.. http://tiltipoo69.mindsay.com/)

So this is what I got from my party (from friends):

Miranda- Yoga pants with Carebears on them. It says "Sweet Stuff" on the back
Miranda- Candy (gummy worms and cowtails- my favorites)
Amanda- Body wash/bath beads/lofa
Amanda- Venus shaver/little nail kit/shaving gel
Amanda- 3 lip glosses
Lauren- Pink purse
Lauren- Socks that say "Hi Loser"
Lauren- Baby rattle for dolls (joke)
Jenna- Really soft bath robe with smilie faces on them
Sarah- Sally Hanson nail polishs (all pink) kit

My grandpa, uncle, aunt and my aunt's mother came too. I got a few clothes and a Louis Vuitton clutch. I got a large gown- I don't know where I'm going to wear it. And a pink dress which my mom hates. My mom got me 2 pink jackets which I love.

We made pillows and pretzels with melted choclate kisses on them with M&Ms on them too.

This is all of us with our pillows (left from right: me, Lauren, Sarah, Amanda and Jenna)

http://tinypic.com/xt2kg

I have more pictures.. If you want to see, let me know.

xoxo Samantha

Goats Can't Vote

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-20T10:12:28-05:00

Today is a snowday. I'm very happy but I'll be bored.

Mom says I have to wrap presents and "keep an eye on the cats".

(I apoligze for my crappy entry last night. It's very messy.)

2 days.

xoxo Samantha

Baby It's Cold Outside

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-22T03:12:45-05:00

Today is my birthday.

I'm 14.

xoxo Samantha

Vacation's All I Ever Wanted

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-23T04:12:47-05:00

Today was the last day of school until January 3rd so we all gave presents. Everyone liked mine--at least I hope so. I got some cool stuff; a stuffed dog and a framed picture of me, Alex, Amanda and Jenna, and a friendship braclet from Miranda, from Amanda I got a shirt from American Eagle, from Jenna I got an S braclet, two pairs of earrings, and skittle lipgloss, Lauren gave me a Build-A-Bear, her sister, Cailin gave me a lollipop shaped like a turkey and choclate, Angel gave me a little reindeer, Super Cool Chris gave me a card. Yay. I love them all.

But I need your help. What should I name my bear!? I would love something with an "ie" or "y" at the end. I like the name Charlie or Stevie but gosh, there are so many names. I would like your opinion. Here's a picture of him. It might help.

http://tinypic.com/z0gvt

So tell me...What should I name him? Click the link below.

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This has been another messy entry. Thank you for your time. xoxo Samantha

I Love You All

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-24T09:12:57-05:00

Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all of you.

I hope you all get what you want. <33

xoxo Samantha

It's Christmas Kids, And You're Gunna Love It

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-25T07:12:17-05:00

A lot of people got MP3 players and digital camera this year.

Techonogly has taken over. It's sort of sad.

But hey, merry Christmas.

xoxo Samantha

Baby Take A Good Look At My Face

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-26T09:12:15-05:00

Today I hung out with Dan all day long.

Tomorrow I'm going over Lauren's and we're going to crash the mall all day. I think I'm sleeping over, too. I don't know though. Lauren knows everything.

Night.

xoxo Samantha

Paint A Picture With My Hands

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-28T04:12:26-05:00

Lauren and I went to the mall yesterday. I got a shirt and jeans from Hollister, and two sweaters and a wallet from Charlotte Russe. We went back to her dad's house in Feeding Hills and watched Dodgeball, Napoleon Dynamite, and Clueless. We made music videos on my new camera. They came out pretty good. Her dog, Charlie, humped me for 15 mintues straight. Today we went to the Enfield mall and I got two shirts from America Eagle and she got one too. Her Dad brought us out to eat at a bread resturant or something.

I'm going over Nik's tonight at 7 to watch White Chicks with him and his cousin, Jordan, from Virgina or something. I hope Dan doesn't get mad. He really shouldn't...If he does well, I guess he doesn't trust me enough. I don't think he'll mind- he knows me and Nik are good friends and have been for about 8 years.

Comment or something. xoxo Samantha

My Evening With The 3 Teenage Porn Addicts

xosamanthaxo — 2004-12-29T09:12:15-05:00

Yesterday was living hell. Nik and his cousin Jordan was super cool as usual..But their cousin who I had just met, Sean, wasn't. He obviousaly was a little slow- when I walked up to the door he was waiting by the window inside. He introduced himself and shook my hand. I went in the living room with Nik and Jordan and well, Sean sat right next to me. He kept staring and I was a little freaked out. After being told that we weren't watching White Chicks, but The Girl Next Door instead, I figured I wasn't up for seeing naked girls so I suggusted something else. We went down stairs and played hide-and-go-seek. Stuff....

Basicaly, I regret it, very much. I usualy don't mind being the only girl for things, and since Nik was there I was pretty comforable. But, last night was different. You could tell Nik wanted me to hook up with Jordan which I didn't like at all.

And this Sean kid, well he was talking and talking about himself (he worked at McDonalds, he was 16 and in 8th grade, he was a first degree black belt, he liked basketball and soccer, need I say more? ) He asked me where I lived and I simply said "Here...Easthampton" he chuckled and said "I know that but what street?" I just said "Near McDonalds." Then...He asked me for my screen name. I gave it to him, knowing I could just block him. And..as expected...He asked me for my number. I reminded him once again I had a boyfriend but he said just as friends. But he's not my friend. I MET HIM THAT NIGHT. But, out of pity I gave it to him (I'm a horrible person- I was going to give him a fake one). I know my mom or dad would do something. (Shoot him or what not)

Then my mom came to pick me up (THANK GOD!) and she could tell I was not enjoying myself. You wouldn't be either if you were stuck with 3 teenage porn addicts. Sean also met my mom at the door and introduced himself along with "I'm from Agawam" and well...He said "So Samantha I'll call you or talk to you online or something" and I smiled and mumbled "Whatever". Then he said something- I couldn't tell what- and I said "Yeah, okay."

My mom later told me he had asked me for a date.

(I hung out with Dan today) xoxo Samantha

Happy New Years' All

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-01T01:01:16-05:00

I was going to type out my resalution but there's too much stuff on it. All I'm going to say is, I want to be a better person to others, and get my math grade up.

So last night all the girls went over Lauren's and we all drank sparkling cider and watched the ball drop. We stayed up until 5:30.

That's all I have to say about that.

xoxo Samantha

Stay Home And Eat All The Friggin' Chips, Kip

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-02T08:01:27-05:00

Did nothing all day. Woke up at 1:05.

Dan came over for a bit. We watching some of Drop Dead Fred.

Goodbye vacation.

xoxo Samantha

Smirk

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-03T07:01:08-05:00

Tomorrow will be better.

Comment on...nothing really.

xoxo Samantha

I Have No Subject

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-04T07:01:48-05:00

My life right now feels like 6th grade all over again. Maybe even 3rd.

Stupid and exaggerated drama. Stuff that's not even worth caring or talking about.

Things that I can't even change- that aren't my fault, and I shouldn't worry about trying to make them better when they can't be.

Things that really don't have nothing to do with me...

I could go on.

But I hate realizing I'm not talking about someone else for once. I'm talking about myself. I'm talking about myself....

xoxo Samantha

It's Good Pasta, Ma

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-05T07:01:21-05:00

I have an F so far in math.

That better change before January 21.

xoxo Samantha

Snowdayy Number 2

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-06T01:01:18-05:00

People write stuff like "Liver" for their entry.

And get like, 64 comments.

I'm jelious. =(

*hint, hint, nudge, nudge*

xoxo Samantha

2 Words- Chick Magnet

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-07T09:01:13-05:00

Today at square dancing class me and Alex went through the middle. Then we were supposed to do-se-do but we high-fived instead.

And with that, I say good-night. xoxo Samantha

We Met In A Chatroom, Now Our Love Can Fully Bloom

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-08T07:01:18-05:00

How's you weekend going?

(maybe now I'll get some comments)

xoxo Samantha

Come On Pretty Mama

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-09T12:01:45-05:00

Well, hey guys. I just made my friend Alex a blog. http://wishiwasapimp.mindsay.com/

I doubt he's ever going to use it but at least there's another person on my friend's list. =) 89..Yesss.

Wow I have school tomorrow. :-/

I can't wait until I'm like, 21 or something.

Comment baby, comment.

xoxo Samantha

Classes I Might Take Next Year

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-10T09:01:20-05:00

History
Global science
Math concepts 1 (or Algebra 1 if they put me in it)
English
Multi-media
Publications
Spanish
Gym?

Well, I found out Jenna's going to Smith Voke next year. Ouch. Although I sometimes don't get along with her, she's still my friend and I'll miss her tons.

(I brought my grade up from a 60 to a 61. Score.) xoxo Samantha

To whom it may concern,

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-11T06:01:22-05:00

I am infuriated with these school lunches. It use to be that we got more filling lunches so that two mintues after lunch is over we're not thinking, "I'm still hungry" then only thinking about that for the next half of the day. In grade school, we ate our lunches and if we were still hungry (as most of us were) there were always extras. Now, if a tiny beef taco isn't quite enough, we have to stay in line again and pay again. That's another problem; The money. Lunch only used to cost $1.25 or $1.50, but a $1.75 just doesn't seem worth it for two pizza sticks, while we got four for $1.25. I understand our school isn't the wealthiest school, but if it's less money, more people would want to buy it. Thank you for taking your time out to read this and please let your students say "I'm full!" for once in this school.

Sincerely,

Samantha Morin

Am I right or am I right? xoxo Samantha

Oh Em Gee

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-13T04:01:58-05:00

We had our first ski meeting in school today. Lauren, me, Jenna, Dan, Vershon, Sarah, Nikki and a buttload of other people are doing it too, all my close friends. 'Cept Amanda and Miranda.

So you remember my last entry about school lunches? Well today I was complaing about the staff. Lauren poked her finger in my brownie and she went up to get another one for me and the lunch lady said no. So I went up and she said no. Then I offered her a quarter and she yelled at me and said she needed them for next lunch even though there was about 7,000 brownies up there. Not like it matters.

I can't go to the concert my friend Jordan is playing in on Saturday. http://www.freewebs.com/skaband/

And I have dance class tonight.

Coooooment. =)

xoxo Samantha

Ekon Gueep

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-14T06:01:05-05:00

At lunch today Nikki poured milk in Miranda's hair and Miranda made Nikki pour milk in her own hair so she did but it wasn't enough so we dumped in on her. Then Nikki washed her hair in the sink and put Lauren's towel around her head and came into class, walked to her seat, and said "I have a reason to be late and yes, I have a reason to be wearing a turban."

Then after swimming class we all walked in class and sat on the floor to get the sub mad. Super Cool Chris had a buzzer he kept uhh...buzzing. Then Danny threw it over the wall that divids our class from the 6th graders.

I had fun today. It was fun. Yeah.

Wouldn't it be nice if you commented?

xoxo Samantha

But She Likes The Way You Sing

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-15T06:01:49-05:00

In order for me to get pizza tonight, I have to go out to the car and get the money.

Anddd....pay the guy when he comes.

Screw that.

(today is my 9 month anniversty with this blog)

xoxo Samantha

I Want A Day Named After Me

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-17T07:01:50-05:00

I am so PMSing.

It's 16 degress out and I just walked up my street and like, a thrid of Route 10 to CVS.

To get a Baby Ruth bar and a box of choclate-covered cheeries.

This should do wonders for my ance.

xoxo Samantha

A Hunk Of Burning Love

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-18T03:01:53-05:00

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-19T06:01:32-05:00

You guys liked that Mary Roach right?

Or am I the only one who still watches that show...

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-20T04:01:37-05:00

I get cold whenever I'm feeling emotionaly hurt. And right now I'm freezing.

I'm so stupid. Everyone knows it. My parents, my teachers, my friends, my classmates. I have people randomly come up to me and tell me how incredibly stupid I really am. They don't know it hurts.

They think I'm a regular preppy girl who wants to be dumb. That only cares about cheerleading and boyfriends. And they think I don't care if I'm dumb- I don't care if I have a D in math.

But I really do care. I'm trying so hard to get at least a B this year. Just once. But something about math gets me. I can't do it, as much as I try to.

I know some of you may think "Big deal- your in 8th grade. It's not hard. You have highschool and collage math ahead of you and your whining about this?" As someone has already commented but a little kinder...But it's hard for me. I don't get it. I have a tutor, I do my homework, but when it comes to tests- I panic and forget. And when kids call me dumb or say "DAMN!" when they see my tests scores...It does feel horrible.

I'd do anything at all to be smart. Anything.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-21T10:01:57-05:00

Tonight was the school dance. I got in trouble for my shirt during the first ten mintues so I wore Nik's sweatshirt until boyfriend Dan offered me his shirt he was wearing on top of his long shirt.

So my girls and I danced as always. Jim, Vershon, and Bryan came so it was really different; in a good way. I danced with Dan about two times and I was teaching Ethan some dance moves and then I told Dan to do some dancing but he wouldn't..So I fake cried. It looked real because everyone was spitting on my face.

So Sarah hooked up with this kid from the local Catholic school named Wesley. He's a real nice boy and I feel really happy for her.

Then, Ethan picked me up on his back and I almost hit my head on the bleachers and Dan said I almost broke my neck.

And Codys' taller than me. =O

I had a lot of fun tonight- thanks everyone. Sometimes I love the kids here so much; like today. Sometimes their so exciting and fun and they always do something so weird and funny. But sometimes their stupid, obnoxious and everything else bad; like most 8th grade kiddo's. But mostly, we're like a family.

Good night. xoxo Samantha

I Sent This To The Bot; It Didn't Work

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-22T07:01:16-05:00

I'm extremly mad right now. I can't click on any links while on AIM. So I have to go to AOL to blog- and do you know how increadly SUCKY AOL is? Well, for me. I have parental controls- no certain websites..only about 2 mintues to go on there and only certain times during the day. Tottaly stupid. So I'll probably be updating by this thing. I tried to change my picture but guess what- you can't see pictures on that piece of crap so exuse me if my picture is like, my shoulder or something. Really bad mood. xoxo Samantha

My Best Friends

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-23T09:01:24-05:00

Lauren

Amanda

Miranda

Jenna

Dan

Alex

Sarah

Nikki

The people I can't possibly live without.

Plus all you mindsay kids.<3 xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-24T01:01:53-05:00

I don't see why it snowed over the weekend.

Why not today, so there could a foot of snow so no buses could possibly get to the school.

Instead of the weekend where no parents' cars' could possibly get to the movies.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-25T09:01:05-05:00

It's 9:51 on a school night.

Seriousaly though..

That's weird for me.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-26T07:01:03-05:00

Tomorrow is stock day.

That's why I want to go to school.

Even though I'm not feeling too hot.

I love stocks. When I'm older and richer [hopefully] I'm so going to buy like, a lot.

I'm a nerd.

But why else should I like school?

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-29T10:01:22-05:00

I went skiing for the first time last night.

A lot of people were supportive, some weren't.

I fell down hard once, slid, flipped and landed on my head. People from the ski lift would yell things like "I love you!" and "It's okay!" and "I'll jump down and help you!"

Other people would say "Yeah...Sam[antha] sucks." They had to at one point too.

I had a lot of people helping me; Wendy and Cory mostly. [Notice how I don't add my ski instructor]

Thanks everyone.

Charles

xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-30T07:01:26-05:00

I know you want to hit that.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-01-31T08:01:48-05:00

Got canned heat in my heels tonight, baby.

Just Wondering..

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-01T08:02:51-05:00

Has anyone ever nominated me?

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-02T07:02:19-05:00

Thanks. =]

I love you all very much.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-04T07:02:52-05:00

I'm going to try skiing again tonight.

Wish me luck.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-05T09:02:13-05:00

I just realized how increadbily different I am from my friends.
They all have a lot of highschool friends and they talk to them about everything and giggle and flirt and things. (Don't get me wrong, I do have some friends in highschool- just not many) And I just sit away from them with the boyfriend- maybe the only person who really knows what I'm thinking and feeling- listening to my friends and the highschool boys all rapping together and laughing...And at one point- talking about me.
I tried to fall asleep on that long bus ride home.

I also prayed. And I never pray.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-07T06:02:35-05:00

My boyfriend slept over last night.

It was like being married for a day.

I wish I wasn't 14.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-08T06:02:02-05:00

For Women's History Month, I'm dressing up as Maryilyn Monroe.

She was such a beautiful person; inside and out.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-09T06:02:05-05:00

I painted my shoes with nail polish and perament marker even when my mom said no. =[

I didn't think I'd have to use the same ones for cheerleading next year..[who knows, maybe I don't]

She said I wrecked them, I can't fix them and we have to buy new ones.

And I feel guilty and bad..

xoxo Samantha

I Remember...

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-10T09:02:23-05:00

I remember v2.

I remember Kevin from Backstreet Boys.

I remember Lisa Frank.

I remember Mmm Bop.

I remember Mr. Winkle.

I remember my rainbow tank top from 4th grade.

I remember Are You Afraid of the Dark?

I remember All That.

I remember Pete and Pete.

I remember learning about Indians.

I remember Lori Beth Denburg.

I remember Beanie Babies.

I remember Interskate 91.

That's it. xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-12T10:02:52-05:00

I just realized all football movies are alike.

A team that sucks in the start.

Learns about teamwork, gets better.

A cute cheerleader a football player [mostly the quarterback] falls in love with.

Then they party and celebrate because they got good.

Then a fight or two.

Then their last game; it's a close one...

Tied; 49-49 or something.

They need one more point to win as champs...

THEN, the person you least expect- the wimpy one or nerdy one or whatever

scores.

...Or at least most of the football movies.

xoxo Samantha

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-13T07:02:38-05:00

Valentine's Day used to be the most depressing holiday for me. Even if I did have a boyfriend, I wasn't happy, and I was planning on breaking up with him [I was really into short-term "relationships" back then].
This year, I am happy. I've been happy for 4 and a half months straight thanks to him. <3

Happy Valentine's Day eve to all of you romantics out there.

My Valentines Gift To All Of You

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-14T03:02:21-05:00

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Things To Do

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-15T04:02:42-05:00

math homework- the whole paper.
take notes on We the People book.
write poem or story on childhood memory.
look up how making a tambourine out of paper plates and bells is scientfic.

Now THAT'S intresting.

Hey, I got my first dentention today. Yesssss.

UPDATE:

My Valentine's gift to Dan. They taste just about as good as they look. Yuck. =D

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-16T08:02:52-05:00

You're on a misson, to get Nickeolodeon magazines. It's packed with celebrity interviews, with comics and puzzles and grrreat stuff to collect.

BUT only a real like grown-up must call to order it for you. Of corse, you can think of a nice polite way to ask.

"Nickeolodeon magazine, please." "Nickeolodeon magazine please"

You never know WHO will pop in, WHAT will pop out. And it's so good, you'll eat it alllll up.

And Nickeolodeon magazines will be delivered right to your door- 6 issues for $9.95.

Credit cards are excepted. And grown-up's know, it's filled with filled with fun and intresting facts for grooooooowing up.

I forgot the rest...

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-17T08:02:53-05:00

Lauren wasn't at school today. She told everyone she went to Florida but she lied. She's really the only one I hang out with in school so today was bad to begin with. "Sam without Lauren is like peanut butter without jelly" as Nikki stated [or something like it].

So who did I hang out with in school? No one really. In classes, with Tyra or maybe even Jenna. Amanda in yearbook, all the girls at lunch [and Ethan who constally yells at me for being annoying or stupid]. In world languages, no one. And in juggling, I found myself sitting alone for some time, starring at the wall.

I put in Nikki's CD in Mr. P's room. I sang some of the words to some songs. I stood near Justin, listening him to playing his gituar and he looked at me and said

"Sam. Your so punk now."

*Record stops, tumble weed flies by, crickets chrip*

What..?

"You listen to punk music and your like, different."

Yeah? What kind of punk music.

"Like, Taking Back Sunday."

So....I get steriotyped because of what kind of music I like? Does this happen to everyone? Am I the only one who thinks that is truly, honestly the most stupidest thing anyone has ever heard?

Yeeeeahh. Taking Back Sunday is so punk....

"Almost."

How am I acting different?

" I don't know. You just are. Ethan agress" *Ethan nods head*

Alright. I am sort of different from how I use to be. My type of music, that's it [from what I see anyway].

Dentention was the same exact thing as yearbook meeting. Same people, same thing to do, same hour. Sadly, dentention was the best part of my day. [Ha, it's funny. This teacher-Ms. Mango- gave me a dentention for chewing gum. The other day Amanda yelled "SHOVE IT UP YO ASS, BITCH" to Chris, and she simply got to eat lunch in a different room]

And now me and my boyfriend are in a fight just to top the day off.

This entry was long and full of bitching. Sorry you had to read it. Did you all stop after the third sentence?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-18T10:02:25-05:00

SORRY ABOUT THIS FONT. It's different....

My goal this vacation is to actually do something each day and hang out with at least one person [my mom does count]...

Like this will last. It's not a vacation for me without at least one day of staying in my Pj's and staying online all day.

I think after reading Alex (commntyblackman)'s entry entry about meeting people here on mindsay affected my dream. It was so werid and super cyber nerdy and I forgot some of it but here it goes.

There was an actual mindsay party. Everyone went and we all had those stickers that said "Hi, my name is" on it and we had to write our username to know who eachother were.. Everyone in my dream matched as how I picture all of you. Like, I remember Hannah (fakeplasticmen) was riding a pig around and her sticker said something random. And Rancette (redhat) of corse had her red hat with her that also had a sticker. Luc and Hannah (hannahsgotagun) came in like, prom gear..I think that came in my head because whenever I think of Hannah I think of Luc and vise versa. Ms. Daniaaaa- she had a cardboard life-size version of John.

And there was a lot more but I always seem to forget my dreams, no matter how nice they were.

WEIRD ENTRY.

How nerdy am I though?! A dream about my online friends on a website? Gosh, I need to make some friends in person.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-19T03:02:49-05:00

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or albumn:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no
less. Ask me anything you want. I'll answer what I can.

(C) Copy and paste it in your journal...

Movie Reviews For Rancette? =]

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-20T07:02:07-05:00

Here's my favorite movies and what their about. Rancette said she would make me top blog if I made her smile so...like, she likes movies, right?

THE GOONIES- The greatest movie in the world. It's about these kids called the Goonies because they live in the Goon Dogs. So they were in the attic and find a map. It leads to One-Eyed Willy's treasure! So these 4 little boys, and 3 teenages go to the resturant where in the treasure is buried. But, it's in a cave under the resturant so they go through a crap-load of obstacles and a lot of encounters with skeletions, It's, and stuff like that. YOU GOT TO SEE IT.

EARTH GIRLS ARE EASY- I don't know why this movie is so rare and un-popular. It's really funny and has good people in it (Geena Davis, Jeff Goldburm, Jim Carrey). It's about these 3 hairy aliens who happen to crash in the Valley in a manacurists' house. She's really dumb so she sends them to Juile Brown who shaves them and what do you know- their acutally really hot. So, they all go partying and stuff and Genna Davis falls in love with Jeff Goldburm as usual..But, wait...he's an alien....Whoooa.

KUNG POW!- This movie is so dumb and funny. It's like What's Up, Tiger Lily but more random things like talking tounges, kicking cows, and rodent numcucks things. Don't ask me what it's about. I think it's like this chosen one guy who...has to do something? I suck at this..

NAPOLEON DYAMITE (one of Rancette's favorites) Wow, this movie got old quickly huh? But it's still good. It's about this highschool kid who is probably the coolest/nerdest kid in the world. He has like, no friends until he meets Perdo and Deb who are always by his side. Perdo runs for class president and Napoleon helps him. The end.

BIG TROUBLE- It's about this guy (Tim Allen) who's son and his friend plays this game called "killer" where you have to get someone with a squirt gun and you get points. Well, they have to shoot Jenny who's stepdad is Arthur Herk who is such a ass- pardon my French. That same day two hitmen were out to kill Arthur. Yeah. It's so hard to describe. You'll have to see it or read the book which is even better. It's by Dave Barry. =]

Rancette also wanted to hear something inspiring. So...

"He who has hope has everything"

-Arabian Proverb

"Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling."

- Margaret B. Runbeck

I hope that all wasn't too boring.

(John Mayer was born on October 16, 1977. He's real tall (6'3") and lived in Boston which is in my state. We went out with Jennifer Love Hewwitt. And he has 3 tattoes.)

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-21T09:02:22-05:00

I got new shoes today and my second holes! And I saw Saw. Oh my gosh it is so scary!! Ask if you would like to see pictures of my ears and feet. (second holes and shoes) And maybe I'll post them tomorrow. =] Goodnight my little angels.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-22T05:02:42-05:00

Alright so Dr. Walker comes in with my breathing tests and..Oh,what's this?

I have asthma.

I'm going to look so cool with my glasses, retainer and inhaler.

[like I'm going to use/wear any of them]

Notice the second hole. =D

Notice the new shoes.

Sorry kids, but majority rules.

From Benga

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-23T02:02:11-05:00

I______ Samantha.

Samantha is ______.

I want to _____ Samantha.

Without Samantha,______.

My favorite memory with Samantha_______.

I am jealous of Samantha's ________.

Samantha can be ________.

I think Samantha should______.

If I could do anything to Samantha right now I would________.

Samantha doesn't know__________.

Samantha reminds me of ______________.

Samantha makes me_________.

Samantha would never________.

Samantha can be________.

Samantha's future job will be________.

I love Samantha because _______________.

I wish Samantha was__________.

I met Samantha_________.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-24T12:02:59-05:00

My mom is so nice, she made three appointments for me this vacation.

My mom is so nice, yesterday after telling her how I despise being called punk , she said how I'm "far from punk" and I'm a "prep". I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING.

My mom is so nice, after I was so excited about having this one day to see Dan after my densist appointment [and she knew about it, too] she decides to plant another dentist appointment, right smack in the middle of the day at 3.

My mom is so nice, she exclaimed how she made all these appointments [dentist, dentist, ortho, allergist] because she can't take any days off of work. Um.....after work?

My mom is so nice, the reason she made the appointments on vacation, is because I hate to miss school. But, I sure as hell LOVE to miss vacation.

My mom is so nice, after me speaking my piece about this, she drops me off at Tasty Top to walk home in the cold with only a sweatshirt.

I come home to my mom having a nice hot shower while I'm still shivering. I actually checked her to see if she was okay in there because she was taking long. Yet, all I got was a "WHAT?!!?"

I know I'll regret writing all this. I already feel bad.

Thanks, Mom. I love you so much.

I think it's time for a new header, don't you?

I Stole This From Sarah

xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-25T10:02:47-05:00

Basics
Name: Samantha
Age: 14
DOB: Decemeber 22
Weight: 124
Hair Color: Brown with a little bit of red and carmel.
Eye Color: Hazel
Siblings: None =( It gets very boring.
Pets: 2 cats, Ollie and Salem.
Piercings: I have two holes on my ears.
Tatoos: Nope. I want one though.

Favorites
Food: Well.. I'd have to say chocolate.
Color: Pink and gray.
Store: Hollister.
Clothing Item: Shirts with funny saying on them. =D

This Or That
Summer/Winter: Summer!!!
Spring/Fall: Spring
Blonde/Brunette: Well, I have nothing aganist blondes of corse, but the whole "blondes are dumb" thing is getting kind of old so I'd have to say brunettes. Sorrry! =D
Hight School/College: Highschool I guess?
Polka/Country: None of them. But I like one country song so, country I suppose.
Good Charlotte/Simple Plan: Neither! Maybe Good Charlotte.
Laptop/Computer: Computer. I don't know anything about laptops.
Pizza/Chicken: Pizza.
LiveStrong/Charm bracelet: LiveStrong.All the way.
Digital Camara/PDA: Digital Camera! Man, what would I be without youu?

The Future
Do you want to get married?: More than anything.
How many kids do you want to have?: 3 or 4. Call me crazy. I have names planned out and everything.
Where do you want to live?: Cali or New York City. Maybe even Maine.
Do you want to go to college?: Yeah. Umass, Yale, Conn. School of Broadcasting....Fashion Insitute. I have many.
What do you want your career to be?: A model, photographer or actress. Mom says I should be a webmaster. HA-HA! She hasn't seen my layouts.

Friends
Quietest: ....None of them. Lemon maybe.
Nicest: None. Just kidding. Yeah, all of them have done at least one thing nice. =D
Loudest: Miranda or Amanda.
Dumbest: Me yay.
Smartest: Miranda
Funest: Omigosh all of them.
Humorous: Probably Lauren or Miranda and Amanda. Lauren's funny cause she's so sarcastic, Miranda because she's mean, and Amanda because she's sexually confused. Their all great.

Right Now
Time: 10:09 AM Does that matter?
Date: February 25, 2005
Wearing: Pajamas!
Listening To: The garbage men outside.
Eating: Nooothing.
Drinking: Nothing.
Wishing: My ear would stop hurting. =P
Doing: This..And I'm talking to Edoc.

This Or That
Pepsi/Cola: Pepsi!
Blond/Brunette: Didn't I answer this? Brunette.
Pop/Water: Dirty pop.
Life/Death: Life.
Brittney/Christina: Britney
Dog/Cat: Cat
Dumb/Smart: Smart (as if I am though)
Old/New: New
Fall/Winter: Winter
Spring/Summer: Summer
Phone/IM: IM probably.
Music Awards/Movie Awards: I don't watch either but probably muuuusic.

Favorite's
Food: ARG I TOLD YOU THAT! CHOCOLATE!
Song: Oh crap umm....Your So Last Summer by Taking Back Sunday or One Moment More by Mindy Smith.
Drink: Rootbeer.

Singer: Jeez...Bob Marley
Band: A lot...Taking Back Sunday.
Movie: The Goonies.
Color: TOLD YOU!!!!
School Subject: Language arts.
Place: Um....Maine.

Dream Guy
Appearence

Hair Color- Brown
Eye Color- Greeeen
Muscles or No Muscles- Muscles! But not packed like that girl on Surreal Life.
Hair Style- Nice 'n long.
Skinny or Fat- Pretty fit.
Piercings- Nah, man.

PERSONALITY
Outgoing: Chyeah.
Flirtatious: Yep. With me only. Grrrr.
Sincere- Why would I say no to that?

Would He...
Smoke- Defintaly not.
Change himself just to be with you- Nah.
Hug you- YES
Hold your hand- Yeeep.

Coooomment! Love ya.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-26T08:02:26-05:00

Today I finally got to see Lauren again. It was so different without her..I was alone and bored.

I got Pacman earrings.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-27T04:02:02-05:00

LBZduke wrote a song for and about me. Probably the greatest song I have ever read. I personally think everyone should nominate it so the world can know how my heart is full of washed socks and I'm as charming as a penguin.

And, http://seekingclarity.mindsay.com/ Nominate that too. (I'm sure you all already did- thanks to Dania, right?)

Everyone nominate everyone else.

It's nominating day.

(That means you nominate me) Haha.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-02-28T08:02:56-05:00

VOTE!

No school tomorrow because of snow.

orrr

School tomorrow because of lack of snow.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-01T07:03:55-05:00

There's this machine that calls you if you don't have school and the damn thing just woke me up at 7. That's why I'm here at 8 when I don't even have to be up..

I think it's time for a new header, don't you? I made a few; most of them poetic-ish. I sent them to my friend and she says they're really good but I'm not too sure.

I have to correct the spelling on this one. "i know every dent. every line in this ceiling. it's what i look at night after night. thinking of how it use to be. when i was one of those stars. now i am to everyone else, one of those dents, one of those lines in the celing."

"maybe someday i'll be pretty"

Ehhh..sorry about the swears =D "the life of a prep. and only a prep. parents who were liked but not loved a bit. an image of a prep. rich and spoiled. perfect and a bitch. nobody truley likes her. she thinks she knows it too. a boyfriend who maybe deserved better. did really anything for her. the only one who understood her. really loved her back. a prep. only known as a prep. nothing more. nothing fucking less. not her name. just her label. which she really did hate."

That's me when I was little!! "who ever knew wishes do come true"

Yes I know they all complety suck. But pick your favorite. Or something.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-02T07:03:26-05:00

Highschool is next year. On the 11th all the 8th graders are taking a tour of it and later in the year we're all picking our classes out. This makes me seriousaly start pondering what I really want to be when I grow up. I've had my silly phases where I'd want to be a dolphin trainer or something weird like that. But for the longest time I've wanted to be an actress. A big-time movie star. I've been in some community theater and drama club but I quit that. I'm starting to let go of of this actress dream, as glamours as it sounds. Someone who tries really hard to be an actress should have that job. Not me.

Or a model. I've never modeled for magazines or anything but I do like to fool around with my camera and make poses and such but somehow I feel like I should be doing more with it. Maybe sign up for a pagent or something. But modeling probably requires self-esteem and I need to work on mine.

Photographer. Comparied to some of you guys out there, my "work" is kindergarden drawings. I try to bring my camera everywhere. Capturing pictures of people and places has always been a thrill. I find myself looking out of a car window and randomly saying to myself "What a beautiful picture that would make" or while watching a movie saying "That's a great shot."

Next year some people are going to a Vocational school. I don't really think that's for me though. If I were to go, I'd go for cosmotogly. But I can't spell it. And I feel like going to college.

I have about...1 or 2 or 5 years or something to really decide what I want to do. And I don't mean a camp councler or working at Big E's.

This was a weird entry. I was kind of just typing to myself. Maybe it bored you like all my other entries?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-03T08:03:07-05:00

My locker number is 832.

I secertly don't hate Hilary.

I have another blog.

I write poems.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-04T08:03:02-05:00

Jump, jump, jump, hit. Jump, jump, jump, hit. Shoulder, shoulder down. Body roll. Together.

Run, run, run. Chug, chug. Down- heel up, down. Run, run, run. Chug, chug. Down- heel up.

Arm, arm down. Kick- ball change. Snap, snap, snap. Clean.

Push step front. Pivit, ball-change. Look. Shoulders. Look.

Step, jump out. Circle, circle clean. Walk 1, 2, 3, 4.

Run, run, run, run, run, run, run. Down. Kneel, up. Clean.

Dophin out. Potaboure. Step together, step together, step together. Step.

Shoulder, shoulder circle. Swoop out. Circle lock. Clean.

Arm-arm-arm. Circle around. Kick- ball change TURN out.

Run, run, run, run, run, run, run. Turn. Fingers. Down.

Down (second, third) Shoulder, shoulder, shoulder-shoulder.

Throw, throw. Together. Throw, throw. Together.

Pivit. Ball-change. Slap.

Heels, toes, heels. Look.

Heels toes, heels. Look

Heels, toes, heels, toes.

Pivit. Walk, walk.

Pose. Look.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-05T08:03:32-05:00

Sometimes Lauren and I can be weird I guess.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-06T08:03:48-05:00

I adopted a cute lil' tempura fetus

from Fetusmart! mm..yummy.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-07T01:03:10-05:00

Amanda's over Jenna's.
Lauren's over Miranda's.
Dan's over Cody's.

Where am I?
Alone. Du'h.

Part of the reason is I'm so lazy. I spend all my hours of life online basically. Isn't that sad?
While my friends are having fun times and when they meantion them in school I'll be like "What?"

I do have a life- really I swear. I do hang out with my friends sometimes. But not as much as someone like Amanda.With an awesome social life, and hangs out with someone everyday or something.

9 AM- 6 PM I'm doing nothing. At 6 or something Dan might be comming over and then we're going to meet everyone at Alex (Happy birthday) and Jeff's game. Who knows, maybe I do have a nice social life? Compaired to others, I know I don't. But I guess it's not half bad being by yourself all day..Maybe?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-08T07:03:14-05:00

Whoa. I talk to much about highschool. But today, I think it reeeally hit me.

Half my class is going to a trade school.

Yeah, okay. I don't extreamly adore every kid in my class, but without them, it's going to be so different.

Us 26 was always how it was (with new kids comming and algerbra kids going), same four classes together for four years straight.

And in September of us are going to mixed up. Different classes, different friends and different schools. What if I don't know anyone in my lunches or classes...

The trade schools are a few towns away, or right next to our city so it won't be too seperating. But I'm going to MISS THEM!

Even though I hate them a lot sometimes. Like right now. =D

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-09T05:03:13-05:00

Ohhh yeah. Yeah, yeah. It's an apple. First you take the apple and you put it in the...

NO, NO, NO, NO, NO NO NO NO NO NO! YOUR DOING IT WRONG.

Shut up, Bill. Then you take the bread stick, put it in there and it makes..choclate milk.

Whatdaya doin' whatdaya doin'?

I'm takin' it out.

DON'T MIX THAT!

Ohhh yeah!

Oh...what the hell's the use?... Ugh..That took 20 seconds.

Sleeeeeeeeeaapp. Blugahsa. THAT'S GOOD!

Let me try it.

Ugh. What the hell.

And then that...Gashalskas in SECONDS.

Okay. Now. THIS is what I love. You take...You take the...

Whiskwhoshwisk.

No. Uh. Don't you need to put it in the machine?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. You do that.

Oh like this? OH' WHISPER QUIET.

Yeah, yeah, okay. Then you put it in the machine.

Ha, ha. What the hell..I'm confused. Where do I put it in?

In the frickin' hole!

DAAAAAAAAAAA!

Okay. Now.

Ha, ha. Piss green, yay. Ahaha.

Ahhhhh.

Bill, don't do that.

Okay! Now, now. Here's the thing. You want to drink them both at ONE TIME. It's 30% more juice than ever.

OH I GET IT.

Oh..Do I really have to drink this crap? Um..what is this? Uh yeah. Dump the crap out.....Hey look it's a catapillar. Wow. Um, that's some pretty dirty stuff.

Yeah, and it just takes SECONDS to do it.

Do you want juice cans? A ga-ga-ga-ga Gatarade. Customer buying...GUIDE. Non- carbonated. Shake well. Purity.

Okay now let's compair the juice.

But I want the juice in here...And I...can't...put juice....

Well this is..Ugh yeah. (STACEE!) I sound like a man but you gotta live with that. It's just something all women have, once your born and that second...

Oh, she's right! Now you gotta put the stuff in there. Here, acutally...

I DON'T WANT THAT.

Drink it!

I don't want a straw.

Just drink the straw.

I don't want it. I'm big enough to...

Okay well then.. Your missing out BIG TIME all this stuff in here and it's mixed around alot and it's good to drink for you.

....Ew.

Oh man. I gotta crap. Can I put it in this?

No, no honey. That's not nessersary.

Your poop doesn't have juices.

OH YEAH. TAKE THE CARROTS. Oh yeah!

ZZZZZZZZZZ. SDJAS;ODOASDJPOIJEDSASLKD.

Oh my God!! This is gross!

SDKJSOKDJSPLD.

I love it.

How 'bout no.

Oh great. Carrot Apple Ginger. What the hell. I never heard of that before.

Oooo! Yum! Hehehehe! It's good!

Oh my God..

Now! For you people at home, you can put carrots in here too....

But that's...potatos.

That's gross. Now. Those potatoes...

MUFFINS! Uhh, sorry. My throat..I need a throat drop.

That was nasty too.

Oh my God. Wow. Yum. It's good. Good. Oh, yeah it's great. Anddd...I like to eat the carrots....Because they're really good...

It's wow. When I had it I crapped my pants.

And to crap your pants too, you can...

OOOO YUM! That tastes like crap.

Okay. Now.

Kreeeee. Kreeeee. Kreeee. Kreeee.

That was cool. Now..

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-10T08:03:48-05:00

I feel like 6th grade. I'm not allowed to wear a certain type of shoes. I'm not liked by someone anymore because I'm "me" And the sub yelled at me for spitting something at Lauren. End.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-12T01:03:53-05:00

Yesterday was the school dance. It was fun for the most part, I guess.

Then Miranda, Lauren and Amanda slept over. Me and Lauren are bed hogs so Miranda slept on the tredmill.

And today Lauren, Amanda and me went out to play in the snow and Miranda took pictures.

Here's a picture of Miranda doing my hair while I sing into a brush:

I don't feel like putting a whole lot of pictures today since I had a one the other day and a bunch a few days before that. But, I'm sure once I send some to the girls, they'll put them on their blogs.

http://eaglesgirl1023.mindsay.com/ Amanda's.

http://crazybabii69.mindsay.com/ - Miranda's.

http://xoxocheerxoxo.mindsay.com/ -Lauren's.

I don't know if they even know how to post pictures (I know Lauren does) So we'll see.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-13T07:03:32-05:00

Today was one of those wonderful days when I gave my mom my progress report and she wasn't pleased. She acted as if I was. Like I'm not trying hard one bit and I don't give a shit. "66 at this time" it read. My mom says I need to pay more attention. I really do try to, but I always drift away from what Mrs. Mariorano's writing on the board. I need to get tested for A.D.D I think. No more computer on Monday's; more studying for math. My mom didn't call me stupid but I felt like she was thinking it. I put words in mouths a lot. It was like she was saying 'Your so dumb. I want a daughter who's smart and get's all A's.' "Sorry mom. That's too much to ask for with a daughter like me." I would say back and laugh. Go back to AIM and look at everyone's profile. Push my homework aside and eat whatever is closest to me. I wore my hair curly at the ends and I bought the Brand New cd.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-15T08:03:21-05:00

Reasons why I love Dan:

1. His eyes

2. The way he's mean to most people and so sweet to me.

3. The way he talks to my friends

4. He gives me huge hugs at the times I need them.

5. He listens to me and gives me advice.

6. How his arms aren't hairy.

7. How his socks are so huge and he pulls them all the way up.

8. His bodyyyy.

9. How he has all these different, weird voices.

10. How he always seems intrested even when he's not.

11. How he kisses.

12. How he always tells me his dreams.

13. How he listens to good music and shares it with me.

14. How he makes me feel like I'm smart and nice and funny. When I'm really not.

15. His knee. The one that's extra bumpy.

16. His laugh. It's litterially "Ha,ha,ha"

17. His hair.

18. How he tells me emberassing stories about his friends.

19. The way he sticks his tounge the the side of his mouth when he skates.

20. How he tells me everyday how much he loves me.

The list doesn't end there. But it does for your sake. Like hell you wanted to read that. Sorry, but I had to. =D

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-16T07:03:50-05:00

I want to be in a band. Real bad.

I don't do instruments though..I think I'm learning acoustic this summer maybe.

But, it'd be so fun to go everywhere doing gigs and getting a website and making music that you can actually call your own. Just say "Yeah. I wrote that."

What would I do though...

Sing? Randomly press keys on the keyboard? Stage crew?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-17T08:03:45-05:00

I'm writing a poem. Maybe it will go in the school yearbook if they like it enough. Here it is so far. Let me know what you think.

5th, 6th, 7th, 8th. It went by so fast.

The days of friends, drama and fun will always seem to last.

You felt so small in 5th grade.

Unexpreienced and not ready to explore.

But in 8th grade you want to go back to that life.

To see everything and more.

Next year we'll miss those curtains.

The green tiled floors.

We'll miss the warm colored lockers.

We'll miss the classroom doors.

My mom was helping me think of some things. We had things like "We'll the warm colored lockers, we'll miss our teacher's knockers." anddddddddd "We'll miss the green tiled floors. We'll miss the 8th grade whores."

Happy St. Patrica's Day.

Comment.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-18T09:03:25-05:00

Lauren and I tried on semi-formal dresses. I felt so pretty for the few mintues I was in them. White flowy dresses down to my knees with high heels with rhinstones.

If I were me a while ago, I would never show you this. I think I've gained some self-respect. Maybe?

(That's for you Rory. =D)

All I got was a lemonade.

Maybe I'll go tomorrow after helping with the Easter eggs and going into town with my friends. But I'm not sure. My friends have been kind of staying away from me lately. It's like they used me up and I'm not wanted any more...I looked in the past yearbooks last night. All of the people pictured with they're friends are friends with them now. They've all known eachother most their life and stayed friends throughout the friends. They didn't change groups three times and felt unwanted each rotation.

Like meeee.

I bitch in every entry.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-19T10:03:03-05:00

Easter egg stuffing was fun once we found the right building it was at. Paceing back and fourth on Park Street is always an adventure. I ate more candy than I did stuff it. I got a lot of stuff from the mall. Clothes, The Exrostic Beginning (I thought it was scarier than the first) and two CD's which I need for dance class. (Prince- Musicology and Mindy Smith- One Moment More) What did you all have for supper? I had stuffed mushrooms. Comment.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-20T07:03:08-05:00

Dan taught me how to play Brainstew on his guitar.

I have nothing else to say.

Let's see what kind of comments I get?

a sucky poem

xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-21T09:03:25-05:00

Just take me on a moonlite walk.

Tell me those three words.

I've longed to here since I was six.

From someone who's not in my blood.

Three short words.

Three sweet words.

All I can do is sigh so far.

My ears haven't yet been grateful.

I'm not too sure, please...

When will they ever?

From me it's always cry, cry, cry.

For me it ends in "I wish"

I'm waiting, I'm waiting please tell me you love me.

Thanks...

I love you too.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-23T07:03:53-05:00

Good morning! I'm leaving for school soon I just wanted to thank you guys for those lovely comments from my poem. I was really scared that people would be like "Your right that does suck." and everything, but how could I expect that from you sweeties. My poem for school that I wrote in here a while ago is a runner-up. Maybe it'll be in the yearbook, who knows?

My new user picture is me as a fake. The beauty mark is fake along with the lip size. I just though it looked kind of neat.

I'll be writing when I get back from the highschool; it's a parent/student tour and things. Until then, my love.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-23T09:03:13-05:00

One adjective to my day was unplanned.

I knew I was going to go into town with Amanda, but it ended up with us and Drew, Johnny, Tim, Chris, Colby.

Amanda and I got ditched which I secertly didn't mind. We decided to walk to our dear friend Cory's house. He obviousaly didn't want us there which made it more fun; his brother answered the door and I was going to say "Can Cory play?" But Amanda was going to be embarressed so his brother just let us in.

It turns out Cory's dog is crazy. Amanda bumped into it, and it bit thorugh her jeans and drew blood. Cory and I are such great friends that we laughed so hard that tears shed and I fell on the ground. Amanda was laughing and crying and she was in so much pain; but just thinking that Cory's dog bit her in the croatch...Man.

We gave her stuff for it. Blah, blah, blah.

We walked to Matt's house. He walked with us to the highschool for the meeting.

It felt so good to eat and as soon I sat down in the car I felt again what it was like to sit. Ahhh.

A day in the life of Samantha. Spontaneous and tiring.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-25T09:03:12-05:00

Okay, okay, okay. So yesterday I made up a joke.

I hope you have a good Good Friday.

Pahahahaha. That's funny right?

Yeah so. I'm starting this new thing. Everyone holiday my gift to all of you will be a music video. But guess what? It's being stupid today. I tried getting Daniel Bedingfield's Gotta Get Through This but of corse it didn't work.

SO HERE'S LYRICS.

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind
Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Lost inside
Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside
We coulda made it cruising, yeah

Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out to be a pain in the ass
Seemed like the real thing only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-26T06:03:31-05:00

Today Amanda and I walked to Matt's house. Corey was there too.

We played some Halo 2 which I was horrible at and played airsoft. I shot Amanda in the face when it wasn't loaded but she thought I just missed so she shot me in the leg. It hurt pretty bad.

Then Corey and I had a race down the stairs on our bums.

So happy Easter Eve. I love you guys.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-27T05:03:56-05:00

HOPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!

So today I went to All Fired Up! which is like, a weird resturant and yeah.

FOR EASTER I GOT A SEASONS PASS TO 6 FLAGS.

Whoa, I'm exicited.

LOVE.

YOU.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-28T03:03:20-05:00

Dear Sam,

Congratulations! Your poem was chosen to be included in the 2004-2005 yearbook. I want to let you know that I truly appreciated your poem and want to encourage you to continue on your poetic journey. Keep up the great work.

Good luck,

Ms. Mango.

Maybe....Just maybe, I've finally found my calling.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-29T07:03:42-05:00

During the placement test for enriched social studies , Miranda and I just walked out. I don't want to deal with all that next year.

I have picture from today. Sorry you have to click and stuff; my space for flickr is all used up until April; I can't wait that long. And please don't mind the silly boarders around some. Lauren did it. =D

I really love this picture of Miranda's eyes. Litterally though.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean031.jpg

The beautiful Alex!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean005.jpg

I think I look really different here. For the best. And then Lauren does her makeup?

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean036.jpg

Snowman! This picture cracks me up simply because Lauren looks so serious and then Amanda's all smiles.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean045.jpg

How utterly beautiful?

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean046.jpg

Merry Christmas from Amanda and Samantha.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean052.jpg

Me by the brook.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean056.jpg

Lauren after she said she was going to be serious from now on and Amanda after I kicked her in the butt.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean064.jpg

We look like models. But not.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v370/sammiebaby1213/imamodelyouknowwhatimean065.jpg

Yep. I hope you liked them. Comment if you'd like?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-31T07:03:25-05:00

Aw you guyssaaa.

I'll write later when I actually have to say something.

Leave comments for when I come back from school and town and dance.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-03-31T09:03:31-05:00

R and L Productions of Easthampton Presents

THE DIARY OF ANNE FRANK

by Frances Goodrich and Albert Hackett

April 1, 2, 8 and 9 at 8 pm

White Brook Middle School, Easthampton

General Admission $12, student/senior $10

Tickets availble at the door.

Cause cmon guys. You know you want to see my daddy.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-01T07:04:29-05:00

I'm not going to school today. I'm not sick, but I have a problem.

I'm pregant.

APRIL FOOLS!

Seriousaly though, I'm not going to school today. I'm not sick, but I have a problem.

I want to go to school. I hate missing it. Plus, I'm not going to see the band performance or hear everyone's April Fool joke.

Ugh, I'm in so much pain right now. I went to bed at 3; I could barley move and I was crying.

And I know I'm going to upset Dan and Lauren today when I tell them I probably won't be able to go to the movies.

*sob*

You guys.

An April's Fool Gift From Me To You Slash My Problem

xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-01T02:04:47-05:00

OH YOU LIKED IT?! Well, what can I say?

Update on my "problem":

I went to the doctors. I have to take this pill thing once a day for two days. It's kind of a rip-off; why go through so much (missing school, in SO much pain, not sleeping, can't go out) when it can be cured simply with two pills supposetlly? Not saying I want to go through surgery or anything but something that hurts this much shouldn't be so "Pppfffffffft. Big deal give her the pill."

Frankly, I'm scared. What if this pill doesn't work like the other thing didn't? I'd have to live like this and walk around like I'm 86.

Gosh darn. I wish I could just rewind back to about last Wedensday.

I would describe my "problem" to you more (exactly what is wrong) but I don't want to gross anyone out or embaress myself.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-03T08:04:24-05:00

I'm going to try to...

Loose 10 pounds before vacation
Visit every public building in Easthampton
Ride my bike or walk everywhere I can
Wear less tight/reveling clothes
Spead more time with family and friends rather than being online
Read more
Hang out with different people (but still hang out with my the Super 6)
Be less annoying
Write more poems
Tell you more about what's going on in my life; as much as it may bore you, I'll look back on this in a few months or whatever and think "Whoa, I was so stupid" etc.
Not care about what other people say about me

P.S. My problem is cured! Or it almost is.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-04T07:04:51-05:00

I'm thinking maybe I want a new user picture. But! I need your help.

Choose your favorite out of my favorites. I'll probably end up making them black and white so keep that in thought. Who knows, maybe I'll even have more to choose from later? Whatev it doesn't matter but I would absoulty ADORE some feedback on my pictures, since I don't think you've ever seen me in color.

Oh yes..My hair is semi-curly.

Two of me!

You've seen this one before.

Yeah yeah. I will never hate this picture.

And me trying to be sexy.

Well there you have it. Yes, I know they are all bad but really folks. Help times 13.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-06T03:04:34-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAN!!! I LOVE YOU!

Everyone go to http://skatendestroy96.mindsay.com/ and wish him a happy birthday even though he hasn't updated in about a week.

So anyway today we had a tryout for the MCAS. I think maybe I did alright. It was english and that's my favorite subject.

And tomorrow is a half day. In the morning we're seeing Diary of Anne Frank (starring my father and Emma!) and then I'm walking into town as usual. Oh fun. =D

I love you guys so very much.

And I'm sorry but I had to pick that picture (the one I have now) and none of you said it was your favorite. Pahah. See yuh.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-07T08:04:18-05:00

Let's just say we're all not the friends we used to be.

There came a interference with boys, other friends and neglectance.

I have to say I contributed to the boys catergory and neglectance but who hasn't?

I can't point the finger of blame and yell "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT" because it's no one's really. Friends come and go as much as you want them to stay.

I want my friends and I to be back to when we were close, all of us. And yes, I admit- I do just hang out with one or maybe two people at a time. I wouldn't want to; I like being with about twelve people like today, but someone always will ruin it and then it'll be fight, fight, fight. Who's side are you on? Or someone will feel left-out.

Then it goes into the contraversy. If you were the one left-out, you want to cry. If you were the one who was leaving out, you want to cry.

Next year, my friendship will either get extremely better, of very worse. I'm hoping for a). Who wouldn't?

I hope the Super 6 don't get offended that I wrote this. I needed to tell someone and it feels weird randomly saying "OH YEAH OUR FRIENDSHIP IS GETTING SAD." Lauren brought this up to me in the first place. We started over, way back to introducing ourselves. But my friendship with Lauren is a-okay. It's the other girls I want to be back to close with. Not pairing off. You with her, you with her andddddddd....You with her.

I love them. You guys, if you read this, I'm sorry for anything I've done. Whether my strive for a boyfriend, my neglectance to all but one or my constant joking. Either one, I'm regretful. I took advantage of my first experence of true friends.

When The Chruch Bells Rang

xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-08T09:04:14-05:00

He's heard it before im sure. He's ten times better and my heart just sucks. The way i choose who I can't get..Then I get them somehow. I'm through and I'm through and I just want someone 6 feet away. And it'll feel so horrible to loose him. Like no more local pools in the summer and no sticky snow in the winter. And still no more leaves in the fall. Not one flower in the spring time. The grass will never be greener. The sky won't be as blue. No more trees, no more sun. No more raining cats and dogs; it's raining knives and guns. Not one single "I love you" no more of my "I love you too". My friends won't understand. They'll think its all my fault. It wasn't rape or insist it was sexual assult. I'm the unlucky one this time. Shrug it off, dont care. Now im back at the winter times when all i feels' cold air.

That's a poem I wrote. I always feel a little eerie when I write them on this. Like someone will critize and it's not the constructive kind.

None of that poem is really true, kind of. I don't see me and my boyfriend breaking up- that's just how it's been in the past with the other relationships, if that's what you want to call them.

I hope you liked it?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-09T10:04:09-05:00

There are places I’ll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I’ve loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

Oh yeah and don't forget to sign my yearbook. http://ybooksignatures.mindsay.com/?entry=90 Thanks bunches.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-10T11:04:08-05:00

Man, don't you hate it when you barley talk to someone...Well sometimes, and then something happens (something little like your wearing a new shirt, etc.) and then the people are all talking to you like "Where'd you get that?" and stuff like that and they all ask you how much it was. And if you and your friends are in a fight they ask and ask about it. And if something as serious as death occurs, they want to know how and everything. WHEN THEY BARLEY SPEAK TO YOU. It's horrible. I wish there was a spefic name for it. Maybe there is. I'll probably update later, after the cast party. I got NO COMMENTS last entry. Wink, wink. Nudge, nudge.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-11T08:04:09-05:00

http://lbzduke.mindsay.com/?entry=160

Duke wrote a biography for me. You should check it out; it's funny slash semi-true.

As for myself, here's a bio for Duke.

Kenneth Gaberial W_____ was born about ninteen years ago. As a little boy he traveled to far away places like Africa and Detroit for various reasons like I don't know. He works at B.J's and eats all the free samples and if he does it once more he'll get a promotion. He picks his nose rapidly and looks in the mirror too much.

He's a football star. And a pro-rapper also a punk rocker. And he is a cheerleader for his own football team.

He writes stories/movies/plays and he's a date doctor.

THE END.

And his is nothing compared to what he wrote about me.

And I have to write an autobiography for school. I'm almost done; maybe I'll show you the final production but it has things in it like my last name and street and I don't think my mommy will trust me writing that on the big ol' internet. But I personally trust you all for the most part so MAYBE.

Sucks for you guys it's four chapters long.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-12T07:04:05-05:00

$@##$@#%^#%^%&

OMG.

I LITTERLY WANT TO STAB A KNIFE INTO MY COMPUTER.

IT DELETED 3 CHAPTERS OF MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY (ABOUT 8 PARAGRAPHS EACH) OVERNIGHT.

NO USE OF PRESSING UNDO EITHER.

I HATE THIS.

THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY STUPID.

AND OH WHATS THIS.

ITS DUE FRIDAY.

40 PARAGRAPHS IN WHAT, 3, 4 DAYS!?!

THIS IS TOO GOOD.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-12T07:04:11-05:00

I would show you my autobiography (YES, I RE-WROTE IT) but there's too much private stuff and so I'll just show you some of the pictures from it.

the cover picture.

that's Caitlin, me and Christel in kindergarden.

look familer?

NIK AND ME!

my house. Please don't egg it.

my old cat, Smokey =(

my cousins and me a while ago

last year's jazz picture.

OH YEAH. Have a good night.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-13T08:04:46-05:00

People steriotype me as prep. That's alll some people think of me as. I'm not Samantha, I'm not the nice and funny girl. I'm the prep. In 5th through 7th grade, that's all I would be. It's all I wanted to be. I asked ditzy on purpose and now- I'm still considered stupid when I'm not.

Some kids at school do/would flip out if I get Chuck Taylor's or fishnets or bling-bling because they think it's not me and I'm being a "poser". Of what, you may ask? I ask that too.

Today I was called a poser by a 7th grader whom I barley talk to. It's obviousaly because of my outfit today because I didn't talk to her at all. Chuck Taylors, fishnets, a black skirt, and an I Love The 80's shirt. I think I looked so cute. Mr. P. told me so. And Cody's mom asked me where I get my thights.

On the bus she was yelling "SAM'S A POSER" and when I got off it "POSER GET OFF THE BUS" Yep, isn't that cool? Isn't she just so awesome? Isn't she way cool because she steriotypes? NO.

It's like I'm the whole schools' daughter. They don't want me to try new things because they're scared their going to end up doing the same things as all their friends their whole life. I really strive to dress as differently from others as I can. It gets boring seeing the same types of things on everyone. But when I do dress without matching or with two belts or whatever people look at me like "What the hell. This isn't the Sam I use to know" WELL GET USE TO IT. I'VE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER. I'M NOT ONE PERSON NOW. I'M NOT ONE CATGORY. I'M NOTHING. I'M A BIT OF EVERYTHING.

I'm ranting about who knows what. Just today was horrible and I'm sick of getting asked if I'm punk or prep or whatever. What does it matter? Why are there steriotypes? Who made them all up? AND WHY?

I'm not crazy. No, really. I'm not. I'M NOT. GEEZ...Well, maybe.....

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-14T08:04:12-05:00

Samantha, oh my dearest Samantha! Samantha is most definitely the one I look forward into being with when I’m not in a good mood, or when I’m feeling down. She almost always knows how to put a smile on someone’s face. She’s known as the “crazy one” out of us six, but if you truly knew her, you’d know that she also has a sensitive and caring side to her. But I absolutely love her personality! She’s also the one I run to when I want to have a good time. She’ll always be there to just run around and have a blast with, and just not care at all about what other people think. Although Samantha has just started becoming friends with Lauren, Jenna, Miranda, and I since the end of last year, she has definitely made her spot with us to stay.

Amanda wrote that about me in her autobiography. I love her so much.

Amanda is the reason I go to school; not only is she so funny and creative but she's also strong and she doesn't get mad when Lauren, M.J and I make fun of her. She keeps the mood up by singing (sometimes her own songs) and making racists jokes towards whites. She is so pretty and I loooove her because she is one of my best friends and best friends looove eachother.

TOMORROW = SCHOOL DANCE.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-15T10:04:39-05:00

Tonight was the school dance!

My gosh let's see; I danced with Jenna and Amanda (of corse), Meagen Gregg and Julie and Steph liked my cool moves, I loved MARY'S cool moves, I tried to get Dan to dance with me but he's all rusty, I met two friends named Alec and Nate, I hung out a bit with Nik and Brianna, Alex Torrey kept scareing the bejesus out of me!, and a BUNCH of other stuff.

I'll MAYBE post pictures of my fun time at Jenna's with Amanda tomorrow.

AND SUNDAY I'M GOING TO 6 FLAGS! TO GET MY SEASONS PASS! AND MAYBE EVEN SEE RYAN CABERA. I don't like him but hey, HE'S FAMOUS!

SPRING BRRRRRRRRRRRRRREAK!!!!

G'night.

Pros & Cons of Being a Cheerleader Next Year

xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-16T12:04:48-05:00

Pros:

Meet new people from other grades
Be better friends with people I already know
Learn new techniques
Stay in shape
I have a years' experience
And dance experience
The SLIGHT chance of making varsity
My mom wants me to do it

Cons:

I'm not good
I'll get embaressed
My friends will all make varisty and I'll be the loner on J.V
I'm not WAY excited like everyone else is over it
If we have the same shoes as last year I'll have to pay for them since I destroyed my old ones.
Sometimes I'm lazy

Well, I am going to do it. But do I want to?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-17T07:04:47-05:00

After about five hours of head-aches, long lines, and thirst, Miranda and Nikki finally decided to go on the Superman Ride of Steel. This beast is my favorite ride; the first drop is 221 feet, it's 70 MPH and all that jazz.

We tried to do the Superman as soon as we got there but we got as far as maybe an eighth of the way into line when we just thought....Screw it. That's not important though.

When you get into the building thing, they measure you to see if your not too short or tall, then you go into a locker room type thing with cubbies and lockers that I think cost 25 cents. Miranda and Nikki put there purses in one (they haden't the first time), thought really nothing of it, and we headed off towards an hour of waiting in line.

Now and then, Miranda would say "I hope my purse isn't stolen".

We waitied in line for an hour + and then went on the ride which Dan and I had already been on but the other too hadn't. They loved it.

They (when I say 'they' I mean Nikki and Miranda) went around back to the locker room as soon as we stepped out of the ride. I came in with Dan a few seconds later to see Miranda in tears. All I could say was "Uh oh"....

Yeeeep. Both purses had been stolen. Not moved, not borrowed-stolen. Miranda's purse contained her new glasses, some money, ATM card, Dan, mine, and her season passes tickets, cell phone, and makeup.

Nikki's had a digital camera, her season's pass ticket, new cell phone, and makeup.

We all started talking to the guy in the locker room who worked there. We all told him everything: we came on the ride at about 4 and now it's 5:30 and the purses that were together are gone and replaced with a hat. He asked if anyone was there, and no one was as there usually is. He told us to go to guest relations.

On our way there we met Julie who called the cell phones but ZIP.

Nothing really more to say but I'm scared. Our tickets had our address's, names and the camera had a picture of me and Dan. Yet, we got new vouchers so when they see two of my name their going to be asking some questions.

I just can't believe the ignorance of some people. My mom says they probably watched us go in and then went off with them. Who would do that to two poor, inocent girls? What did they ever do?

On the lighter side of things, Tasty Top opened today.

"Knows not where he's going to. Isn't he a bit like you and me?"

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-18T10:04:12-05:00

Why my vacations always, suck I'll never know. I'm feeling nausious maybe from Six Flags, maybe from all the Welch's fruit snacks I ate. I also have allergies bad. And I can't take Zertec or anything because I'm getting alergie tested on Thursday and it might affect it. I also got...as Kenny would say my "rag" which makes everything twenty times worse.

I was going to go for a long 4.13 mile walk with Dan. My house to his. But that's out of the question for today. I just don't think I can walk from one side to another without stopping every two mintues or complaining the whole time.

But maybe tomorrow; that's the last time I'll see him this week I think. He has boardroom camp, I'm going to Marshfield Thursday-Sunday.

I'm sorry I whine so much. But I can't really tell anyone else without them thinking I'm a snob or something. So I might as well complain here. It's just like talking to myself.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-19T11:04:26-05:00

Take me to your getaway.

I want to be with you everyday.

Not for a second or just on the weekends.

Two days just isn't enough to be with my best friend.

What do you consider paradise?

A sandy land of seagull cries.

Clear, fresh water, that's okay to swallow.

And wherever you go, my friend, I'll follow.

My getaway is nothing near

a place you might not want to hear.

My dark, small room.

Alone, and gloom

is all that you'll feel there.

So take me to your hiding place.

Much away from my disgrace.

Take me to your getaway.

I want to get out of here.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-20T02:04:11-05:00

Dan's at skateboarding camp. I miss him.

Today I think I'm going to the movies with Amanda, Alex and this Nate kid. We might see Guess Who but sucks I've already seen it.

And you know Ashton Kucher? Well my cousin was on TRL last night just for a hot second but she got to shake hands with him.

Neat-o.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-20T05:04:23-05:00

I love it.

Daaaaaah.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-21T03:04:35-05:00

What am I doing at 3:14 in the morning?

I don't know either.

I went to bed at around midnight after a long talk with Dan like every night. Late at night, we can get anything out of eachother and it just feels so great to talk to him about literlly anything. Tomorrow he's going to an Albany skatepark. We'll have the night to talk, but Friday I'm gone. I don't know if I'll be able to update for you guys at all.

Last night was kind of weird. I went to the movies with Amanda, Alex and Nate. I'll post pictures later maybe.

I'm thinking Six Flags the other day has pernimently ruined my throat. It still kills and it kept me up. So didn't the wind and my running/stuffy nose. After tomorrow I get to take some meds but right now all I can do is have a throat drop or two and wipe my nose on a towel.

Good night or good morning?

PHYCO ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!...

xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-21T08:04:58-05:00

TODAY WAS SUPER-DE-DUPER! Nothing was bad expect for my morning. Woke up at 3...Went to bed at 5. Woke up at 9. I got an allergie test; I'm allergic to ALL trees but cedar.

Lauren came home today!!!!!!!!! She came over about 40 mintues after she got home. We watched a movie and cleaned my room and everything. It feels so different whenever she goes to a different country or something. I feel so alone.

And Dan went to New York today. He's back; I missed him so.

Annnnd to top my a-w-e-s-o-m-e day off. I only get to wear my retainer at night now!! I WON'T TALK TO YOU UNTIL SUNDAY I THINK. I'LL MISS YOU!

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-24T08:04:07-05:00

My trip to Marshfield was real fun. We stayed with my mom's best friend, Jane and her husband and two kids, Racheal and Kesley. Racheal's a year older than me and Kelsey's a year younger. I've known them all basically my whole life so we had some laughs and "remember when"'s.

I took a tour of Boston, watched The Ring for the first time and saw Saw again. We went to icecream and I got this sundae called the Big Dig it was so huge but I did a really good job on it. We went to the theaters and saw Millions; my god what a cute movie. I played The Sims 2 the rest of the time. I love it and jeeeeeeez, I want it but I need some memory first.

Here's some of my favorite pictures from my trip.

Me, Kelsey and Racheal on the ferry ride to Boston.

Another one.

I think this one is so beautiful. The Boston skylight.

The Holocaust Memorial. The six pillars are each one of the main camps. In really small print is each number every victim had. Also, there's a short tale by some survivors.

Faneuil Hall.

Goodbye, vacation. Two months until I see you again.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-25T08:04:17-05:00

Girls go to collage to get more knowlege.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-26T05:04:40-05:00

Comments are overrated. I never get them; why do people want them so bad? Yes- of corse I would LOVE to hear what people think and everything but my gosh to have them just to have them is just pointless. Yet, I want them bad. Not just so I can say "OH YEAH!!! I GOT A MILLION COMMENTS LAST NIGHT!"

But hey; just let me know what you think about anything. I would love some feedback on my life. Thank you. Looooove.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-27T05:04:47-05:00

Lauren and I had to do our science presatation today out of the blue. We tottally forgot but pulled everything together the few mintues during other presatations. We talked well...I did anyway. Lauren's sick-ish so she was coughing but she can't help that. We kept the audience [our class] well foused and after it....Guess what we got for a grade?... 100! I was so relieved.

So the wise word for today is don't loose faith.

In other news, I have cheerleading tryouts part 2 tonight. I'm semi-nervous but mostly happy that I don't have to go to that stupid math night because of it.

I'm writing a book- or trying to. It's called Fall and Forever. I only have one chapter so far. I wrote two books before. Or stories...whatever. One's a deranged children's book called Are You Happy, Ethan Hill and one is called Perfect Life that I wrote last year.

310TH ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!

Entry 311- A GAME!

xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-28T03:04:33-05:00

Let's play a game. Pick a picture out of the ones below and write a short story as to how they got into the position they're in. You obviousaly can make it up. It can be stupid or it can make sense.

The story whom I loove best will be posted tomorrow! Sound fun?! Didn't think so! But do it anyway.

Entry 312- The Winners!

xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-29T07:04:52-05:00

I lied. Everyone wins in this game. The catorigies are:

Best over-all

Most orangial

Most weird. (They we all weird in some way but hey.)

Most Doesn't Have To Do With It At All

Most Scary

BEST OVER-ALL:

redhat du'h.

we were on our way to a white stripes concert. the car broke down and no one would buy us liquor (we were underage). Tara and I finally found a truck driver who would drive us home and he gave us 4 beers each. I don't remember the rest of the night. but now I remember we went home and played white stripes and pretended that jack white was in our living room. i still have a hangover this morning.

Rancette you get absoultly nothing but a huge hug. *HUGE HUG!*

Most orangial goes to:

danksashaxo

number 2:

she was trying to fly off her roof top and it didnt work so she face planted right into the snow.

Most weird goes to

Alexkinns !!!

Sam and Amanda got wasted from loooove and collapsed, then sucked face violently. yeah.

Most Scary

commntyblackman

#2 -

The barren snowfields of the Town Playground mean only treacherous outcomes for those unworthy of undertaking it. *Note - Amateurs must stay clear of swingset.

Most Doesn't Have To Do With It At All

tiltipoo69

Sam I pick picture number 2

to tell the story about ok?

So one day when you were a wee baby you were on the swings right.....and your dad was outside cooking on the grill and your mom was in the sun room making lemonade....and so your dad took his eyes off you for just one second and then down came a valosaraptor and it swooped down and grapped you...... so then your dad looked back and you wern't there..... so he ran into his room and grabbed his jet pack.... and he flew around asia to find you....then he thought * she must be going to mt. everest* so then he fiered up his jet pack again and headed there...... once he got there he saw the valasoraptor trying to feed you to its babies.... so he yelled " hey you flying extinct animal..... gimmie back my baby" and your dad pulled a fire hydrent out of his pocket and hit the raptor with it and the raptor started falling really fast with you in its grip....so your dad used " reverse" on the jet pack and he finally got you back into his loving arms...... and he put you into his pocket and he threw a bottle and some cat food in there so you would survive the trip home...... so the raptor was dead.....you were in your dads pocket and all was well..... and you were on your journey home.... right....so about 10 feet away from your yard you decided you wanted to pocket dive....so you jumped out of your daddys pocket... and well thats how you landed....

THE END.

Nikki won simply because she is my friend and THAT'S NOT EVEN ME IN THE PICTURE.

That's it for winners. Sorry if you didn't win something, that's life. Hahah. And speaking of Haha, Alex also said something about picture number two in which I almost peed my pants.

A quote from #5 - "My skis are my other wheelchair."

Leave me something from when I come back from school, mmmk?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-29T04:04:01-05:00

It's offical. I have the worse layout on MindSay.

I have cheerleading try-outs today. This is the part where the truth hurts. I'm tellin' you guys, I need something that I'm good at. The best at. If I don't find it soon, well who knows what will happen. I'll continue living my life as 2nd best. Or maybe I just haven't found it yet.

Wish me luck..?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-04-30T03:04:12-05:00

The necklace Dan gave me for Christmas broke today. I went to put it on and I realized the clasp was broken. I put a new chain on it, from another necklace. It looks good, but not the same. I still have the chain; I didn't throw it away of corse. It's on the doggy he gave me for Valentine's Day. I tied it around it's bow tie.

Wow, tomorrow me, Dan, Alex, Amanda and Miranda were all suppose to go to Six Flags. We had it planned for a week but obviousaly not well enough because my mom was suppose to drive....5 kids. That's aganist the law. So, now I guess we're not going. My friends are going to be pissed but I don't see their parents doing anything.

?????

"Your tempers' not in check."

Maybe things will work out. But I don't really see that happening.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-01T07:05:29-05:00

Six flags today was so much better than last time. I finally got my pass.

I made a stupid face on purpose. Yeah...that's it. On purpose.

And they spelt my name wrong.

So yeah, I went on Superman 6 times. That's the biggest rollar coaster I think, or maybe 2nd or 3rd.

And now it's safe to say I went on every ride at Six Flags. Expect the bungie cord thing. Nikki and Alex went on that. I probably will next time though.

See you all tomorrow. Happy May!

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-03T04:05:51-05:00

I was very anti-social today. Sometimes I think that's how I normally am, and then some days I'm a little more outgoing. Either way, today I didn't feel like talking. I felt like I needed to just think all day or write my feelings down in my note pad.

Things aren't going all that super around here lately. I'm not sure what has gotton over me during the past maybe...2 weeks but now-a-days I'm so paranoid and I take things personally, too seriousaly and the wrong way. I feel so ingored and as if people hate me when they don't talk to me and they do another person. I feel horrible when people think things about me and talk about me and I think about it the rest of the day. I try not to; I want to be like other people who insult them back and ingore them. I can't though. Why not is an unanswered question.

Lately, every little thing pisses me off. If people look better than me and stupid stuff like that..If people copy something dumb they got from me. Little things. Things I can't help.

Annnnnd not to meantion grades. I got a C- in math. I'm aware some people with D's and F's would kill for a C-..Well I would kill for an A. Expecially when your in the smarter class and your the only one who doesn't know what's going on all the time. I swear I have the attendion span of a waffle. My strive for an A is probably effected by my parents. If I had a brother or sister I'm almost sure a C- would be suitable. Don't ask why.

Relationships. Me and Dan aren't too hot. He's so sweet. I'm...kind of tough. I feel I hurt his feelings so much and really guys- I'm a good person. I'm not always so angry and mad and abusive. I feel like crap everytime I tell someone off or anything. So at the end of the day, if I was mean to Dan, I want to cry. He deserves so much better. I love him, don't get me wrong. My friends I love dearly too. They know it. But it sucks how we all have a leader basically. She's all our favorites, I'm sure.

Two of my friends spread around something that I didn't want spread. Half the reason I was quiet today. Not sure if rumors are false or true. But gossip is tottally uncalled for. For anyone. But friends? I mean, c'mon.

And boy, does it hurt when you hear that you can only bring one person to the work-out place and your sitting in-between your two friends and one of your friends looks right through you at the other.

I was going to make this entry visible to only online contacts for obvious reasons. My friends hate it when I don't tell them what's going on and I write it here. But it's mine. I can do with it what I please- they don't need to be mad. I'm not meaning to be rude and rag about them or anything. Just let all my thoughts out. That's what blogs are for right? They'll find out how I feel, what I'm going through, somehow- if they must.

You gotta be on top of things here at White Brook.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-04T09:05:38-05:00

Hey Sam! I didn't recognize you there for a second.

Oh hi! Yeah, I didn't notice who you were either.

Where's Lauren?

She's still in there. She made varsity.

Oh! How about you?

Nah.

Ah, I'm sorry.

It's okay. (Hey guys it's me. Just calling to say I'm going to be walking home today.)

Need a ride?

No, thanks. I'm walking.

Long way. C'mon.

Nah, I'm tryin' to loose a few ell bees.

What!? Who told you that?!

No body. Myself. I'll be okay.

Allllright. See you later kid.

Lauren's dad did see me later. He picked me up about maybe a half-hour later. The thing I really like about him is he can keep a conversation and doesn't allow for that awark silence which I feel around most parents. You waiting and waiting for them to ask you something and when they do you have no idea what to say. We talked about Lauren, his vacation and some other stuff.

In a way I was glad he picked me up. He actually cared. But I'm really trying to watch my weight.

When I got home I couldn't help but cry. I didn't make it. I mean, I'm still on JV but varsity....My only good friends from cheerleading are now gone to it. Meagans' on JV with me. I'm happy about that, she's awesome. But it'll suck when I hang out with Lauren and Jenna and all they're saying is stuff they're doing in it.

Everydays' a bad one.

318- Possible Semi Dresses Etc.

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-05T08:05:37-05:00

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-06T10:05:58-05:00

Goodnight.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-07T10:05:06-05:00

I've been having writers block for about two weeks now. Ever since I've started my new diary I can't find the words for my emotions and when I do they end up sounding stupid in the morning.

Nighty-night.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-08T06:05:38-05:00

Mother and I went to see Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. I highly recomend it. And I recomend that you all tell your mothers I said happy mother's day. Highly. 37 MCAS problems. Most of them due tomorrow. Yes.

322- My Nightmare

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-09T09:05:30-05:00

I had probably the scariest dream last night. You probably won't think it's too horrifing but oh well.

So. Me, Lauren and a few other random people were in woods. They looked like they were around Plain Street. In the woods, there's this water gym. You walk in a inch of water throughout this whole maze and then when you reach this end you get to go on the waterslide. I was so good at walking, I was the best. Everyone else couldn't do it. (That part didn't matter)

I left by myself but on Zaebeck Drive or around there, Matt joined me. Later came Mary, Kasey, Kirstin, Emily and a few others. People I don't know too well, but whom I would love to. We were all dancing, running, yelling in the streets. Kip, from Napolieon Dyamite was there too. He was very rude and easily mad. I could tell. I'd look at him and he'd give me a crule look. After a few times of looking at him he said to me "I'm going to kill you." I was just like, yeah whatev. Kip didn't do that. I thought nothing of it.

The houses didn't have any walls, just doors. Angry neighboors were screaming at us, telling us to quiet down. Then Kirstin's mom (I never even see her but I knew who she was) told us to not worry about all them. She started advertisting a weight-loss program and talking about Wal*Mart. I looked into the house she was starting in front of. I saw a knife out of the right side of a door. A big one. I tried to keep conversation with Kirstin's mom but I'd look at it now and then. Once, I looked, and the knife wasn't there. Just Kip's face on the left side of the same door. He was smiling eviling and lifting his eyebrows up and down. Kind of nodding "C'mere".

I was stuttering and out of the corner of my eye Kip was still smiling crazily. I said through my teeth to Ms. Kirstin "Kipppp...He's gunna kill me?" She lookedf surprized and laughed. "I'm sure dear."

His head was gone from the right side of the door. Instead, he was walking down the hallway, knife in fist. Slow steps. I said to Ms. Kirstin "HE'S GUNNA KILL ME! HE'S GOT A KNIFE! LOOK!" I thrusted my pointer finger at him and Ms. Kirstin swirrled around. Kip stopped walking so scary-like and walked nonchalantly into what I guessed was the bathroom. He must have put the knife into his pocket.

I looked at Ms. Kirstin like a mad woman. She walked away to talk to someone.

Kip walked out. Towards me. His arms open for a hug. I don't know why, but I hugged him. I felt his fore-arms moving and I could telling he had the knife in his hands. I ducked down before he could touch me and watched as he stabbed himself in the stomach. Everyone thought I did it.

I suppose I should tell this to Dreamers.

323- Lyrics

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-11T06:05:57-05:00

Stranded at the drive in, branded a fool,
what will they say
Monday at school?
Sandy, can't you see, I'm in misery
We made a start, now we're apart,
there's nothin' left for me
Love has flown all alone,
I sit and wonder why-y-y oh why you left me, oh
Sandy
Oh Sandy, maybe someday, when highschool is done
Somehow, someway, our two worlds will be one
In heaven forever and ever we will be,
oh please say you'll stay, oh
Sandy Sandy my darlin', you hurt me real bad,
you know it's true
But baby, you gotta believe me when I say,
I'm helpless without you
Love has flown all alone, I sit, I wonder why-y-y oh why you
left me, oh Sandy Sandy,
Sandy, why-y-y-y,
oh Sandy

Cause don't we all want to sing like John Travolta?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-12T08:05:11-05:00

My dance teacher said how much I've improved. She explained I had so much more self-esteem than before it's "amazing".

"You never use to talk before."

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-13T08:05:23-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY! I LOVE YOU! p.s. I got my dress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1one!

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-17T07:05:14-05:00

Me and my blog have been best friends for a year and two days now.

I love it. It loves me.

But I couldn't be there for it's first birthday.

Because my computer hates me. And I hate it.

327-Stories By Super Cool Chris

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-17T08:05:19-05:00

Chocolate and Egg Yolks

One time there was this guy. But you see the funny thing was he wasn't a guy. In fact his name was Marty. But he still wasn't a guy :) . He was a pelican. Marty was the manager of Super Stop & Shop. He took his job very seriousaly, but he still wasn't a guy. One day while he was managing, a half-mon, half-man walked in. He answered to the name Craig and only Craig. He decided he wanted to rob Super Stop & Shop, but not on Marty's time. Craig took a box of Fig Newtons and then tried to make his escape. (Here comes Marty) Ahhhhhhhhh I'm gonna eat you from the neck up, guy. Craig was so scared ge almost shit his pants. Marty swooped down and bit Craig on the neck. His body stumbled to the ground while his beak head was in Marty's possesion. He took it to the deli and had them make it into bologna. They called it "pickles & walnuts" Marty was so proud of himself that he retired and moved to Hong Kong and took up Sumo.

The end.

The Bus

One day Capt. Stefve ZZZ was eating a grilled cheese with mayobasuse abd cavier. He wasn't sure why but he still ate it. Afer he was done eating, he wanted to watch the tube. So he sat down on his vibrating pile of hay and turned it on. He flipped through the channels for about 2 days and there was nothing. He got hungry and since there was nothing on he ate his T.V., and died. His dog found his remains about a week later. His dog had not eaten before in his entire life. So he ate hm and reported himself to the police. They arrested him on August 17, 1994. Then the world suddenly blew up.

The end.

Fight For Your Right (to eat soup)

Once upon a time Catfish Sanders and Chuck Fountain were walking in downtown L.A. Catfish was getting cold for it was 2:43 A.M. They are worthless hobos. They were walking down an alley and all the sudden a chef who was butt ass naked fell out of the sky. He was stunned by the impact he had when he hit thr ground. Chuck looked at Catfish and said "Do you know what this means?" Catfish reliped "No what?" Chuck said ecstaticly "We can have free KFC for life now." It turns out the naked chef was Colonel Sanders. When Catfish realized it was him he started farting out of his mouth and crying out of his ass. "That's my dad so we have to help him." Chuck was getting angry so he kicked Catfish in the nuts and ate both of them. Some years later he became the owner of KFC and poisoned everyones gravy. The world died.

The end.

328- History of xosamanthaxo

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-18T09:05:58-05:00

I have been with xosamanthaxo since May 15th, 2004. Back then, I didn't know what a blog was "this is my blog, whatever that means". I didn't type like a normal person. Before was b4. Because was becuz. I swore a lot and was cruel to people and would write bad things about them. I didn't know what the heck I was doing. I didn't know how to add a friend, how to post pictures, ANYTHING. I got to say, you all helped me get to know Mindsay. I've made 200 friends over the past year. The people I knew of, I know. They're different than who I thought. Mindsay's taught me not to judge a person by how they look or what people say. The new friends, I met....Man. Who ever knew there were such great of people in this world. Each and every one of them has taught me something, listened to me and helped. Poetic and thoughtful is just the beginning. I've become friends with the blogs I looked up to and read all the time. Now when I see them on Top Blog, I think "YES. I KNOW THEM!" This blog has been with me through it all. Friends, boyfriends, insercurities, WeN ii R0tE lYk Dis, vacations, and even deaths. All my friends and visitors are there when I need them the most. You all find a way to keep me busy and make me smile. I could be the most depressed person in the world, and hand one of these people over to me, and I'd be as happy as ever. During my experience at Mindsay I've thought of doing a few things like make it private, make it friends only, delete it, have you all login first ya know. But I love knowing that kids in my school read this. There's a link in my profile just for them so they can know what I'm really about. xosamanthaxo has gotton Top Blog #1 once and #2 a few days later. It's been Crazy 40 once, too. It's been in quarrles and everything- just like real life. It's fun here. I love it. It's my second home.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-20T03:05:01-05:00

So wanna know what's cool?

Some one came up to me today and said

"Hey Sam!

Ooooooh, you gained weight."

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-21T04:05:37-05:00

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-23T09:05:51-05:00

Mom helped a little girl in the mall find her mother.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-24T08:05:39-05:00

I got my shoes for semi. They are quite cute.

Ta-da.

So do you guys like my new layout? I tried two different headers but one looked blurry and the other was too narrow and I didn't feel like fixing it. Here it is.

Just simple. Yep.

Anyway, I've been watching my weight real good. The voice in the back of my head told me to at least try to loose a few eel bees. Not to meantion a few comments.I have "fat-free" or "no pudge" snacks and my meals are way heathly. I do still eat the school lunch but I give someone my quarter, rather than me begging anyone for another 25 cents so I can get an icecream. I went to Curves yesterday and today and tomorrow I have cheerleading and Thursday I have jazz and lyrical. So I'm all set for the week. I'm real proud of myself, even if I'm not loosing any weight. It's just good to know that I'm actually getting up and going somewhere. Curves helped me bond with my mom better. We were talking about music yesterday and she wants to go to the Warped Tour with me so she can see Billy Idol. Who knew?

Anyway, I was 130 and now I'm 127. It could be my scales' flip-flopping or it could be I'm actually getting somewhere.

Let's hope.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-25T07:05:57-05:00

I wore blue lipstick. It was

"COOL"

Get it?! Like cold? Cause when your cold your lips.....

....Yeah..

You'll get that on the ride home.

Chris baby01 (7:32:24 PM): you look like you ate a smurf

Here's my score sheet from try-outs a few weeks ago:

Cheer: 6/10

Comments: Thumbs. Keep them in.

Great job!

SMILE

Jumps:

Toe touch: 3/5 Comments: Watch wrists in high V
Optional (I did a pike): 3/5 Comments: Pull with your abs. Nice job :)

Dance: 7.5/10

Comments: Watch bent wrists and placement.

Tumbling: 3/10

Comments: forward roll

Interview: 6/10

TOTAL: 28.5

Out of 50. I rule.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-26T04:05:21-05:00

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song(s) reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

Good enough for you is. Good enough. For me. Is GOOOOOOD ENOUGHHHH. Good enough for meeeee. YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAAAAH.

P.S. I am completly impressed with the Top Blogs for today because they are very love-y. Two people wrote about how much they loved someone.

And palewhispers made a real cool entry on the term "emo".

And #5 is an awesome friend of mine whom goes to my school. Nikoli superrad stated his love for Stasica (feelinrefreshed )

Sorry. I thought I would test out this little "Link to Mindsay User" thing.

See ya.

335- Pictures (Modeling

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-27T09:05:34-05:00

Okay, okay, okay. So. Me and the girls went modeling today. Expect it was in school. We found random spots all over the place to pose. We didn't even ask anyone if we could go. Who cares? We were rebels today.

Some poses were rather dangerous. Here's a lot of pictures we took. We ourselves and the timer. 22/105 for you.

Please exuse the bathroom sink.

Smiles!! I guess.

Plus Charity.

"We're all connected to ourselves somehow!"

Nope. Not one serious picture of me and Lauren.

I'm sorry but I love this picture.

I know I ruined it. Hahah.

The puppet people!

"No! Take a picture of the Puerto Rican, the Cambodian, and the Puerto Rican/Cambodian."

???

Okay, that thing was pretty gross.

Yes I did tackle three guys.

How did Vershon end up on the floor? Danny, du'h.

Then on the bus ride I turn around and there's Nikki and Miranda?

I hope you enjoyed them. You saved me a lot of direct connentions. Please comment and tell me what you think.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-28T10:05:45-05:00

I'm really getting into books lately. I don't know why. In the past month I've read Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe, One Fat Summer and I got to page 200 or so out of 1,141 pages of The Stand.

I saw The Notebook for the first time today. I immediately fell in love with it and bought the book. So I'm on page 3 of that. Page 70 something on Fever 1793 and like I said, page 200 something in The Stand. I also finally got The Perks of Being A Wallflower, thanks to all you.

Books are maybe my new way of calming down. I never liked books before, but now-a-days they kind of...save me. I actually look forward to going to Barnes and Noble. I look forward to reading at night.

Yes for books.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-31T05:05:57-05:00

I read The Notebook in 2 days. Aren't you way proud of me?

Blogs to go to:

elektrikkkkk because what she wrote is truly understandable to many.

msdania because it's her birthday, du'h!!

I have to go because I'm not supposed to be on websites and everything. I just told my mom I was writting a story but I have it minimized. I'll talk to you tomorrow.

338- GO!

xosamanthaxo — 2005-05-31T05:05:19-05:00

GO TO CHANNEL 4 ABC NEWS 40!

I'LL BE ON AFTER THE COMMERICAL!

Not me, but my teachers and maybe me in the background.

GO GO GO!

339- Dan And Samantha (7 Months And Counting)

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-01T05:06:40-05:00

Dan and I have been dating now for 7 months and 10 days. I know it may seem like no time at all, but to me it has been. We had been friends since summer; my best friend was with him and his best friend was with me. Evenually, it happened and we had "itty bitty" crushes on eachother and we broke up with our boyfriends/girlfriends. It was a real shitty thing, what I did to my friend, but she said that if I did go out with him, she'd only be mad for 2 or 3 days (ahhh, middle school). On October 22nd 2004, around maybe 9, Dan asked me out at the school dance while we were slow-dancing to Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club 7.

We haven't been the same as how it was the first few months, but it's getting better now. I know for a fact that I do indeed love him. Some people laugh because I'm not even in high school yet but I know that I'm into something more than a fling or crush. I can actually see myself with him married together. Usually, I would try to do that with my ex boyfriends but I know I would get so sick of them so easily. There is nothing wrong about Dan.

Nothing at all.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-02T08:06:39-05:00

I need to spend less time blogging and more time:

talking to Dan
working out
doing homework/studying
talking to friends

Anyway, today Nikki goes

"Omigosh Lauren your SO pretty."

and I go "Thanks." Because I was sitting right next to her.

And Nikki explained that Lauren was the "type of the girl you could meet on the beach" and that I was a "rocker chick".

I don't really care that I'm called a rocker chick but I would like to be spontaneously called pretty. That'd be nice.

Everyone have an awesome night. I love you all.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-03T09:06:01-05:00

I went to the spagetti dinner today. I won an award. It says on the trophy "Stand-out Student 2005"

In case anyone's wondering, this is for dance.

Ha, today, people called me a skank and a stupid ditz. I felt like a 6th or 7th grader again.

I also got in trouble three times. Once for my skirt, once for my shirt and once for not being in class because Jim is a liar. He told me and Lauren that we had to wait out in the hallway.

I don't want you to think that I dress showing a lot of skin; I don't. It's just we have a really strict dress code. I took a stand and said that it was dumb that I couldn't express myself without showing a sliver of mid drift. My teacher says that in other classes they have the girls left their arms up and if they show mid drift, they're gone. I stood up and put my arms over my head and was proven wrong by a bit of tummy. I said that it was stupid since we can wear binkins in swim class.

I also told this girl that she shouldn't be calling my friends and I narcistic when she doesn't know us. She claimed that the insult was toward Versh, whom probably has the worse self-esteem in my class.

Schools' almost over now (2 weeks!) so I'm not going to let this all go to me. I just wanted to let you know.

342- Countdown June

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-04T01:06:58-05:00

Loner

69%

Drama nerd

56%

Ghetto gangsta

56%

Punk/Rebel

50%

Goth

50%

Stoner

44%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

31%

Geek

31%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
created with QuizFarm.com

COUNTDOWN:

Science Fair: June 9 (5 days) Without weekends: 4 days

Lauren's Birthday/Party: June 12 (8 days)

Rave (ha): June 13 (9 days)

Awards: June 14 (10 days) Without weekends: 7 days

Field Trip to Boston: June 15 (11 days) Without weekends: 8 days

Semi Formal/Party/Sleepover: June 16 (12 days) Without weekends: 9 days

Field Day/Dance Recital: June 17 (13 days) Without weekends: 10 days

Father's Day: June 19 (15 days)

Talent Show: June 21 (17 days) Without weekends: 12 days

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL/Continuation: June 22 (18 days) Without weekends: 13 days (or 12 1/2)

343- A Present For You

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-05T06:06:34-05:00

Just for you.

Video provided by VideoCodes4U

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-07T04:06:36-05:00

I've grown an obsession for Speedy Bubbles.

Dun, dun, dun, dun, dun, dun, dunadun. Ahhhhhhh...

Top score: 3325

Beat that.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-08T09:06:18-05:00

The Science Fair is tomorrow. Lauren and I did this wicked cool project on sunflowers. We have six plants each and two of the six are in rich soil (in partical sun) two in sandy soil (full sun) and two in yard soil (complete shade) and we decided to find which grew best. They all have the same amounts of water (3 tablespoons) but Lauren's cat ate all hers'.

GUESS WHICH WON?!

I don't know either.

Just kidding kind of. I forget. I think the yard rich soil won? Which is weird because we had a lot of rainy days. It grew up to be 12.5 inches and it didn't even bloom which is funny.

AND IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BUY A CAR WASH TICKET (3 DOLLARS OR DONATION) AND/OR A CANDY BAR (1 DOLLAR) PLEASE CALL ME OR SEE ME IN SCHOOL AND I'LL HOOK YOU UP. IT GOES TO A GOOD CAUSE. Don't you want to see me in cheerleading camp?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-09T03:06:57-05:00

By the end of the day, 150 something people visited Lauren and mine project. They only came to us because we had sunflower curnels and water. But the judges seemed intrested in our topic. I guess.

I was out of control and so friendly and Mr. O called me scary. I think it was uncalled for even though he was probably kidding. He doesn't teach me so he doesn't know how I would take a remake like "Scary, isn't it?". He doesn't know if I spend 4 hours a day practing how I would look and talk to the audience. All I did was shake his hand and said "Welcome to the Sunny Experience" and smiled real nice and he turned to his students and said that. It did hurt my feelings- expessically since Ms. T told us to really go out there and be up in there faces. Later I calmed down a little because Lauren told me to.

Science Fair day is probably the most fast-going day.

I can't wait until 6 so I can do it again.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-10T10:06:58-05:00

I saw Lords of Dogtown and now I want to skate.

Me: I saw Alex at McDonalds. He was in the place and I was in the drive-thur. I think he might of saw me pick my nose. But I don't think so.

Lauren: ALLLLEXXX!!!! When you saw Sam yesterday at McDonalds what was she doing?

Alex: Picking her nose.

no subject

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-11T10:06:03-05:00

THINGS I'VE DECIDED:

I realllly want to get into enriched language arts next year.
After a day of watching Super Size Me and not fitting into the juniors bathing suits, I'm going to log in these entries everyday of what I ate that day. For some reason it might help.
I love the night life.
I like to boogy.
I want to learn an intrument really bad. Accoustic guitar. Maybe electric.
I should walk more.

TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I WENT SWIMMING OF THE YEAR! AND IT WAS WITH DAN!

Tomorrow is Lauren's birthday. It's going to be so much fun. I cannot wait. See you tomorrow.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-12T08:06:28-05:00

Happy 14th birthday Lauren!!

Nothing really more to say....

What I ate today:

A spiniash and mushroom pizza. One slice.

A piece of ice cream cake

3 Maragitaville shrimps

Breakfast sandwich by mom. Eggs, English muffin, Swiss cheese and a piece of Canadian bacon.

350- A Tribute To Jonathan

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-13T08:06:04-05:00

A TRIBUTE TO JONATHAN

a.k.a Vershon

Jonathan is a simple boy

with a kind heart

stupid friends

and most importanly, a temper.

He has huge teeth.

and funny ears.

And red shirts.

But I know no one who hates them.

Being the youngest in the class...or maybe even the whole 8th grade, he gets picked on a lot, which is what makes him so funny.

He's senistive

and weak.

But he's extreamly nice and knows exactly what to say or do at the right times

He also really hates things on his shirt

He enjoys skiing, baseball and bikes

He is a really good drawer.

And he will always be everyone's best friend and we will always want someone in our lives like Versh.

The End

If you wish to share how much you enjoyed this tribute and/or Jonathan, please feel free to comment. Thank you for your time.

351- Sorry..I Had To

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-14T08:06:09-05:00

I have an extreamly bad habit of writing everything in my blog. People see me in school and ask why I write it. But right now, I have to let it all out or I will surely burst. You can bitch all you want, but I need to express myself someway.

You see, I'm in a group of tight friends. If you have a fight with one of them, others will get involved and question you until you change you mind and say that it's all your fault.

Yesterday the entire 8th grade, of stand D was counting on me to bring in National Treasure for all of them to watch. Obviousaly, I didn't bring it-accident- and people yelled. Expecically Nikki and Miranda, whom had brought muchkins for everyone. Miranda shouted "How could you forget?!" and I exclaimed there was nothing I could do about it now so why bother screaming. I got angry and pushed.

YES. I know it was stupid and immature. I know. I regret it. I flipped for no reason. Miranda didn't speak to me in homeroom and neither would Amanda (I'm not sure if she was mad at me too for some reason or if she wanted to stay out of it) so I was left alone. The movie was eventually delived by Jenna's brother.

In activity, after one hour of worrying about Miranda, I saw her and said "I'm sorry. I know you probably won't talk to me for the rest of the day, but I thought you should know." I meant it. Gradually, she said nothing and I continued walking.

To make a long story short, I drew Miranda a picture with grayon saying how sorry I was. She said it was ugly and she didn't accept my apology.

I know this much; Miranda is defintaly over reacting. Over a little push? The girl got pantsed in the mall by Nikki last Sunday and she was giggleing and talking to her when they got home. And a push (plus two apoplogies that were well meant) is on its' third day of trial.

So today, I feel extreamly left out of everything. I didn't talk much yesterday, fearing those dirty looks and smart remarks. Today, I was content but I still didn't say anything unless I had to. I don't feel like getting insulted by or proved wrong any longer. I just read. All homeroom I read. No one noticed me for the most part. I was just the same old girl in the same single desk while everyone else gathers around their own desks and talk about boys, fights and other types of drama which I seem to think that I am the only one who doesn't really care for all that.

Left out is all I feel. I wasn't there when there was a "party at Mirandas'" I only heard for it from away messages and eaves dropping on inside jokes. Away messages is the only way I find out about anything nowadays. I don't really care. Also, I am the only one out of my friends who wasn't nomaditaed for a school award. Nikki, Miranda, Jenna, Lauren, Amanda, Sarah, Charity...

Am I alive still? Awake? I feel like I'm looking inside a museam exibit wishing I was part of it.

352- Catching Up

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-18T09:06:17-05:00

I haven't updated in a few days and I regret it. Now i have to tell you everything. I have to because if I don't I'm going to be wanting to look back and remember that speical day and I won't be able to.

Wednesday we went to Boston. It's nothing too great, living in the same state, but it beats learning about exterior angles. The bus ride there was horrid and I cried as usual. I listened to Bert and Jesse the whole time and they actually helped. The ride back was relaxing and carefree and all I did was sleep with Amanda and Jonathan.

Thursday was the semi-formal. I felt so pretty the whole night and for those hours all I could feel was happiness with how my years at White Brook were. I looked around at the kids I've known my whole life and when that Graduation Song came on, it brought a tear to my eye. Even though I would be seeing these kids the next day and even though sometimes things haven't been the best, in the end I know I will look back on 2001-2005 and smile. Can you say "cheesy"?

Yesterday was field day and the class pinic. Miranda, Alex and I started a trend of rolling down the hill. I am now proud to say I have rolled down every hill at White Brook.

Field day was okay. I gave up my spot at tug-of-war because there were too many people. Everyone said that John should get off and I thought "Why John?" and I just walked away. I was later awarded with the Sportsmanship award which is just plain funny.

Yesterday was also my dance recital. Dan came and saw me mess up. My lyrical dance was said to be the prettiest recitonal or something in anything people had seen. It was really late when we got home so Dan just slept over and in the morning we went to the Relay for Life for cancer patients.

Anyway, saynora.

Someone please tell me how to spell "saynora" or "sci-ah-nar-oh".

352- Won't You Pllllleeassse Help Me?

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-19T05:06:05-05:00

Guys I am so angry. I made a real cute header and it's not working because it's too narrow and isn't greater than 580 pixels. Which is stupid because it is 600 pixels. I'm so mad. Dania or someone who's wicked good at this kind of crap please help me out by just adjusting it to fit perfectly. I will love you for life.

Please help! Thanks.

353-Let's "Lol"

xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-20T04:06:09-05:00

I can't believe it's only Wedensday.

Tomorrow is the day I'm due for surgery.

One night to keep my thoughts together

before my enternal sleep.

I remember our first night together.

I couldn't wait to see you without socks on.

We're considered fun.

And every night at 11

I'd sneek out and meet you at the Hotel Easthampton.

We'd kiss under the fluorescent trees.

Sometimes it would rain.

I thought you were a beautiful kisser.

I hope you thought the same.

Always I got lonely.

I always thought of you.

Why is there paper towels on my floor

and blood of all over these bedsheets?

I miss you like crazy.

But there's nothing I can do.

Tomorrow is a Thursday.

And I won't be seeing you.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-21T06:06:43-05:00

The last day of school is tomorrow. I find myself not exactly caring. I'll see everyone again; be in the school again. Why bother being devisated? Yet, I know I will cry tomorrow. The kids I've known since elementery school are going away to tec school so I'll see less of them and that fact gets me sad. Plus, one of my best friends' is moving. That will be hard for me, but I cannot imange what it must feel like for her.

Tomorrow is supposed to be a happy and sad day. Schools over...That's good. The class of 2009 is moving along to highschool. That's sad. The last day of school [also a half day] everyone walks into the town of Easthampton to just hang out and get final yearbook signatures. I'm upset because I will only be in town for an hour in a half because at 1 I have cheerleading practice. Sobbbbbbb.

In wicked better news- Mom is letting me get guitar lessons! I'm so excited! If you've been reading my entries, you probably know that my eagerness for learning an intrument as been growing.

I'll talk to you later..Tomorrow after school/town/cheerleading when I am an FRESHMAN.

In waiting.

Bad = http://www.collegehumor.com/?movie_id=157120 Yeah, you got beef?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-23T10:06:50-05:00

I'm proud to say on the last day of school and the first day of summer I've:

Puked all over my friends
Took off my pants in public
Walked head-on into a pole [left a huge mark]
Went to Six Flags
Cried
Gave a million hugs
Been in a slideshow [bunch of embarrsing pictures]
Went to cheerleading practice
Kissed in the rain

Hell, yesterday was such a fun day. I don't care if I got embarrsed. I don't care anymore. I'm just going to shrug everything off that's small and that I can't do anything about; that's my goal. To just laugh at everything and make fun of myself.

This summer will be different than the others.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-24T09:06:15-05:00

Yesterday was the last day I will ever see Carissa. Though I haven't known her long or very well, I will still miss her so much. She is a very beautiful person in and out.

On a lighter note, me and Dan have been dating for 8 months and 2 days.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-26T08:06:11-05:00

Here I am 8 in the morning, home while my friends still lay asleep at Miranda's. I left early because my stomach felt bad but now I'm fine and I want to go back. I slept horribly.

The fireworks were yesterday. Amanda got hit in the eye with a huge chunkalunka ash. I want to say it was funny.

It was funny.

I'm sorry, Amanda.

( I think this is neat)

Yesterday was also Nikki's going away/birthday/surprize party. Miranda bought a slip and slide and I have to say that I want one now.

One more thing; The Exorcist is the greatest book I've ever read (I'm actually on page 294). It's so good and keeps me reading and even if scary stuff isn't your favorite, you should still pick up a copy simply because it is very well written.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-27T08:06:28-05:00

One of my best friends moved today. Nikki's living in Vermont now. A state right above me yet it seems like she is still living with Miranda. I cannot believe she is actually gone. Moved. Starting over.

All the girls went over Miranda's today at around 9 in the morning to say our goodbyes. I know that I will see her again and talk to her online and on the phone. Plus, she's visiting in about two weeks. It's not like she's moving to China or anything far.

I'm well aware that now she will be with blood relatives and she will go to a nice prep school and make many friends [yet keep the old]. She's very good at making new friends. It will take her no time.

So why cry if it is, for her, the best? Well, I did cry. Why?, I have no idea. I will see again. She will be happy. It's just it'll take a while for me to get used to missing her laugh and her sneezes.

A day without Nikki is like....

I'll get back to you on that.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-28T07:06:29-05:00

Summer Survey
.:x given your self a mani & pedi? Nope.
.:x had a party? Gone to one, yes. Hosted one, no.
.:x spent the night with a friend? Of corse.
.:x laughed until your stomach hurt? You know it.
.:x gone on a vacation? Not yet; soon.
.:x tanned? Yes. I tan very easily.
.:x went to a camp? No...Too old. I'll be visting soon.
.:x swam? Yes.
.:x went to the movies? Hmm...Nope actually.
.:x gone shopping? Yes.
.:x are you even out of school? Yeah.
.:x gotten freakishly bored? Uhh...no, not freaskishly.

Would you rather….
.:x go to Hawaii or go to the Bahamas? Hawaii
.:x go to the movies or go shopping? Shopping I think.

.:x Spend the night with a friend or go to a party? I'd have to say party?
.:x Host a party or have a friend spend the night? Friend spend the night.
.:x Tan in a salon or lay out? Lay out. Natural is the way to go.
.:x Watch TV or get online? Online
.:x Have your dream guy or have the ultimate trip to a tropical island with all your friends in the best suite in the hotel? Both. =P

Lauren got a new puppy. It's extreamly cute.

Incidentially, I finished The Exorcist.

Ta-ta.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-29T09:06:11-05:00

Be excellent to eachother.

Goodnight my babies.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-30T12:06:36-05:00

I have swimmers ear. =[

Today is the only day of summer so far that I've not seen any of my friends.

And....

I feel bad.

I have a boring blog. It's ugly and unfun. It's just white?! WTF?! I wish I was cool enough to have the neat-o scroll thing or the links that are crazy. *sigh* I am such a boring person.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-06-30T09:06:04-05:00

Do you hate reading surveys as much as me? Do you think that they are pointless and all the same? Do you think they are so boring and stupid because it's stuff you already know? If you answered "yes" to any of these questions, read this:

+ Known as: Samantha. Or Sam.

+ Lives in: Western Massachusetts.
+ FiRST BREATH: December 22 1990
+ School: In the middle of White Brook and Easthampton High
+ Hair color: Brown
+ Eye color: Hazel
+ Fears: Needles, gossip

*SECTION 2 *HAVE YOU EVER...*

+ Cheated on someone? Ha, not REALLY.
+ Been Cheated on? I don't think so.
+ Fallen off the bed? Yes of corse.

+ broken someone`s heart? Most likely not.
+ Had your heart broken? Well, I wasn't ever in love until now so..nope.
+ Had a dream come true? Yes I did!
+ Done something you regret? Uhhh. Probably.
+ Cheated on a test? Yes. (shame)

*SECTION *3*CURRENTLY... *

+ Wearing? A "wife-beater", granny panties and an old pair of tan shorts

+ Listening to? The A/C. A fly keeps buzzing around me. Maybe I smell
+ Located? Corner of the kitchen.
+ Chatting with? No one..I am such a loser.
+ Watching? The fly.
+ Should REALLY be doing? Taking my ear drops.

*SECTION*4*DO YOU...*

+ Brush your teeth? Nope. JOKING. But of corse.
+ Like anybody? I absoulutey love Dan.
+ Have any piercing? Two on each ear. My goal is to have 8 on each.
+ Drive? Not yet.
+ Drink? Can't say I have.
+ Smoke? Simply disgusting.
+ Got a pager? Nope.

*SECTION *5* FRiENDS*

+ Who is your best? The girls in general. I'm closest with Lauren.

+ Who do you hate? I don't share that with anyone anymore.

+ Who is the shyest? ...Not possible. Maybe Tyra?

+ Who is the most talkative? Lauren or Miranda
+ Who is the cutest? Jenna or Amanda
+ Who laughs the most? I do.

+ Who have you known the longest? The girls I'm with now, we all became good friends towards the end of 7th grade. But in my life, Christel.
+ Who have you known the shortest? Hmm...Cheerleading girls.
+ Who do you miss the most? Nikki

+ Who do you go to with personal problems? Dan. Sometimes Lauren. I don't think they all care =P
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? Dan of corse. In school Versh.
+ Do you trust your friends? Very much.
+ Are you a good friend? Nope.
+ Can you keep a secret? You know it, babe.

*SECTION *6* THE LAST PERSON YOU*

+ Hugged? Dan

+ Kissed? Dan
+ IMed? C.J
+ Talked on the phone? Dan

+ Yelled at? Mom.
+ Fell in love with? DAN!

*SECTION *7* PERSONAL*

+ What do you want to be when you grow up? What a question. I want to create.

+ What has been the best day of your life? My favorites are October 22nd and the day the girls and I went modeling in school.
+ What comes first in your life? Family..?
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? That'd be Daniel.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? About Daniel or how my day went.

+ How many times have you fallen in love? Once
+ Love your family? Yeah.
+ Love your friends? Yes.

*SECTION *8* FAVORITE*

+ Movie: Earth Girls Are Easy
+ Song: I think it will ALWAYS be Seventy Times Seven by Brand New
+ Group: Uhh let's see. THE SPICE GIRLS!
+ Store: Faces
+ Relative: Mommy.
+ Sport: Dance
+ Ice Cream : Grahm Central Station

+ Fruit: Allergic.
+ Candy: Sour Straws
+ Holiday: Halloween or Christmas
+ Day of the Week: Saturday
+ Time of day: Afternoon or night
+ Color: Red
+ Name for a Girl: Charlotte
+ Name for a Boy: Tanner

*SECTION *9* DO YOU...*

+ Like to give hugs? Ask anyone.

+ Like to give kisses? Very much so.

+ Like to walk in the rain? Yepppp. I don't even care about my hair anymore.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? Blue. Stand out.
+ Like to travel? I do.
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? I always end up on my stomach.
+ Have a goldfish? I used to. Goldie. How classic.
+ Ever have the falling dream? Ha...Nope.
+ Have stuffed animals? Yeep.

*SECTION *10* WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT... *

+ Abortion: Murder.
+ Smoking: Sick. *pukes*
+ Eating Disorders: Seems like The Solution. Yet, I doubt I'll do it.
+ Suicide: Sad.
+ Summer: Adore it!!
+ Tattoos: Can't wait.
+ Piercings: Yes.

*SECTION *11* THIS OR THAT*

+ Pierced nose or tongue? Tongue
+ Single or taken? Taken
+ MTV or BET? I don't like neither but probably MTV.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? Never caught an episode.
+ Sugar or salt? Sugar
+ Silver or gold? Silver

+ Chocolate or flowers? Chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? Black and white
+ Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up late then sleep in.

+ Hot or cold? Cold
+ Sun or moon? Night
+ Left or Right? Right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? If I had to pick, one best friend.
+ Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? Fall
+ Happy or sad? Happy
+ Wonder or amazement? Wonder
+ McDonald's or Burger King? Uhh.. Burger King.

+ Mexican or Italian food? Italian.
+ Lights on or off? Off

+ Candy or soda? Candy

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-01T12:07:25-05:00

No link for emo kid...I messed up.

Is it uncool (or abnormal) to not do anything two days straight during summer? "Do anything" meaning seeing one of your friends or getting out of the house?

Here is what I look like with my new glasses:

PUNCH BUGGIE YELLOW

Does this answer your question of me being uncool?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-02T09:07:36-05:00

I want to be a Mindsay model.

VOTE FOR SAM.

365 Days In A Year

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-03T09:07:45-05:00

Random Facts About Me:

I have a secert blog which I share with my friends
My favorite director is Tim Burton
Today is my friend, Jenna (xinxlovex13x )'s birthday
I want a pug puppy real bad
I need memory for my computer
Dan's grandma is really good at golf
I don't know C-Money's real name (....Chris?)
I like Ebay too much
War of the World's is real scary
I want a go-go dress I found on Ebay
I wish I had a bike
I miss camp
I put commas in between my tags

That's all. Good night.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-04T09:07:43-05:00

Happy fourth of July! You all be safe with the fireworks, now.

One year ago today I met Dan. Wowwwww.

Like the header? It's ugly and the wrong shade of purple but like I care right now.

P.S- I'm doing something new. My "trademark" is going to be never showing my eyes. Think I can do it? Me either.

357

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-05T08:07:58-05:00

+ not bidding on time = one very sad Samantha

I have to say I only wanted the shoes because a porn star owned them.

358

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-06T07:07:55-05:00

Dan and I swam in his pool in the pouring rain. It was so nice. I am seriousaly in love, "yo'z".

359

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-07T04:07:47-05:00

Call me crazy... But I miss the kids at school.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-08T10:07:41-05:00

I don't know much about the war or countries or that horrible thing in London.

All I know is that Mayor Giuliani, the one who was mayor of N.Y.C during 9/11, was there during the bombings. How ironic.

Like I said I know nothing more about all of this but I would love to contribute to the tag thing so here I am.

361- Random "Headers"

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-10T09:07:19-05:00

I made headers! For no reason!

I wish I could write like that. Yay.

SO MUCH FOR NEVER SHOWING MY EYES.

See you guys later.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-11T08:07:50-05:00

OH NOE!!!! I went to Curves today and worked out and now at Tasty Top I always get the yogurt.

Yes, Samantha is watching her figure.

Tomorrow I will eat a whole chocolate cake and watch movies all day. You watch.

Try watching Bad Santa with your parents.

I said "watch(ing)" 3 times.

Well, now 4.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-12T08:07:49-05:00

Today I watched Elephant.

It was not what I expected when I picked it up at the video store.

Not at all.

I have no idea why but I always find myself getting into old cases.

Like today I did a crap load of research on Columbine.

A few months ago a researched the Jon Bennet case.

I know who dun it.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-13T12:07:00-05:00

Last night I read 9:30-say...10:30. Then, I decided I was kind of tired so I tired to fall asleep. I was laying there in the dark when I realized I was scared. I think it must have been that movie. But anyway, I got up fast and turned on the light and tried to distract myself from being from scared. I was doing random things in my room.

I realized...this is stupid. I was reallll tired. So I was about to go to sleep again, when I looked at my foot and there was a bug on it.

Man, if you know me, you know that I HATE BUGS. Lately there has been a lot in my room; I have no idea why, I think it has to do with my A/C.

Anyway, I wanted sleep but I didn't want to wake up my parents. So I tip toed into the glass room with my blanket, pillow and stuffed doggy. I tried to go to sleep then but I was still scared. Every little sound I worried about. So I turned on the light and drew and looked at my mom's flower book.

Then my cat came to the outside door and I let him in because I was lonely and bored. He made a little racket and weird nosies from his mouth. I thought he was thristy and after a long while I realized I had to go tell my mom. And so I went to my mom's room and she said I could sleep with her and she took care of my cat.

THE END.

By the way, I went to bed at around 3:30 A.M.

HEY EVERYONE! Go wish superbreak2005 a very happy 23rd birthday!

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-14T09:07:25-05:00

Myspace has a lot of bands on it. I wish they weren't so busy all the time.

Anyway, last night was weird. I got in a fight with Dan and I think it was maybe the hardest I've ever cried. I am so lucky to have him though. He puts up with me so much.

Today Lauren and I went shopping and I got a The Used shirt, a brown shirt with a pegaus on the side, two flip flops (black and red) and a Rock the Arts braclet.

Tomorrow we are planning to go to a beach or something. I am excited because I haven't been to one since last summer in Maine.

Lauren is pretty much my beach buddy. (speaking of beaches I saw the movie Beaches today. I cried so hard.)

See you guys maybe tomorrow. Wish me fun.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-15T10:07:56-05:00

Making useless headers (or should I just call them pictures) is fun. Expesically when it is done horribly.

Wow, what a weird movie.

Wow, what a weird picture. Don't mind the Eff word.

Wrong lyrics "rule".

Yeah, I heard about this thing called mindsayblogbook. It's going to be famous one day.

If we make it famous.

Hey, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is a cool movie. The Oompa Loompas will freak you out.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-16T10:07:42-05:00

This morning I had an idea to become vegatrian.

Now I am uneasy.

Dan has assured me that my desision was basically...stupid. Because he reminded me that just last week I had wanted to become Buddist and I never followed along with it.

Although I would have followed along with eating only veggies, it would be very hard. I am allergic to a lot of fruits and veggies and I have this kind of oral diease type thing where if I eat a lot of...say, apples, my throat will itch really bad.

So, instead I'll eat chicked and everything.

But no red meat.

I'll be eating healthier: less sweets; no fast food.

My goal is to loose 15 pounds by September 6th.

Wish me luck.

368- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-17T08:07:59-05:00

TODAY IS MY MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!

(She went to Foxwoods so I miss her)

Today was really fun. I finally got to hang out with the girls, but the only bad thing is that Lauren didn't come.

But, Nikki came and I felt so releaved because I hadn't seen her in a few weeks. She went back to Vermont, but I think I'll see her next weekend.

Anyway, we all saw Dark Water (my third day in a row of going to the movies) and then we went back to Miranda's for some serious fist fighting and sex talking.

Well....bye.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-18T03:07:13-05:00

I just need to say that I have one of the best friends' in the world. She was there for me during a time I needed most; even if it was 11 at night.

I had to call her. After I got off the phone with him and after five mintues of just crying, I needed to talk to someone and I knew he didn't want to hear my voice the rest of the night.

Last night was one of the worst nights of my 14 years. I have had many bad nights recently, but nothing like this. I thought we were through. The "I'm sick of this"s and no "I love you"s made me ill.

I was just looking at my old, old entries. Me and him have come such a long way. I'm grown too personal. He commented to me on October 1st 2004:

"ew sam your nasty...lol..."

It's cute right?! If he were to say that to me now, I wouldn't dare take it as a joke. I'd take it the wrong way.

Please don't get this entry wrong. Dan really is a sweet guy.

But I'm just a dramtic, serious witch with a capital B.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-19T09:07:31-05:00

YOU GUYS!

Me and Dan made up! This is the happiest I've ever been in like, my whole life.

I've never cried happiness before today.

MY CLASSES!

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-21T06:07:18-05:00

Okay you guys ready!?

Semester 1:

1. Math Concepts 1 A with Caswell

2. Spanish 1 A with Zuchowski

3. English 9 A with Fitzpatrick

4. Freshman P.E and Health A with Abild

Semester 2:

1. U.S History A with Orne. I cannot wait for this class.

2. Math Concepts 2 A with Adler

3. Global Science A with Drozdowski

4. Intro to Early Childhood A with Mason

Sounds like fun right?......

Didn't think so.

Beats White Brook though.

Marshfield Trip

xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-24T05:07:29-05:00

Forgot to tell you I went to Marshfield.

I went on my 6 month anniversity in April and on my 9th month anniversity in July.

That isn't important.

First we went on the train to go and see Hamlet at the Common.

(The station)

We got rained out right where people start dying. It was so much fun.

Yes, I am obsessed with Dan.

We went to the beach and saw really nice houses.

And we went to Providence, R.I to see Fire Water.

It was a really fun time and I seriousaly recomend doing the Fire Water next year, expessically if you are planning on getting married. WINK.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-25T01:07:21-05:00

Dan did it.

I don't know why, really.

I don't want to know why.

I don't feel anything right now.

And tomorrow I will feel everything all the sudden at once and I know it'll hurt so bad.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-27T02:07:48-05:00

I have the sweetest person for a best friend.

Lauren took care of me the past two days.

I tried not to show I was thinking of him, but every second I was.

At one point, Lauren's cat attacked me and scracthed my whole face and I fell down crying.

And then I realized...

That's not why I'm crying. I don't care about a stupid cat and a few scratches.

I can't help it, guys.

He's like a one hit wonder that I can't get out of my head..

Bad metaphor.

Lauren cheered me up and kept me active.

We've slept the same way for three times in a row now. Her at one end of the bed; me at the other.

Her and Caitlin made magazine things. They were all so funny.

Lauren's. "Oh no, I'm trapped in string. Call 911!"

Caitlins'. "Boys don't talk to me."

And what better to go though break ups than blasting Ashlee Simpson on the highway?

"You had me crawling so bad. Had me heels over head. You had me easy, you had me easy. Too late to go back to realize what we had.

We were already beautiful."

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-07-29T05:07:22-05:00

Hey guys.

Relationships are really strange, huh?

Dan is considering taking me back, yet if I crawl back to him,

would I get crushed again?

I don't know; it has it's pros and cons.

Whatever.

I'm trying really hard to not have things get to me and even if this is big, I'm not going to worry.

I love you all.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-01T05:08:30-05:00

I guess I should write down all that's happening even though it'll hurt me once I realize what I'm admitting to.

First off, last night I went bowling with Amanda, Nikki, Corey, Matt and Alec. The guys said I could be in their band once I learn the guitar so that's cool. I had fun with all of them and I really want to do it again.

Dan texted me at 10:48 asking if we could talk on the phone. This would be the first time we heard eachothers voices in six days. We talked for a bit and it got to a point where he asked again if I liked anyone...For the record- Dan had been asking me if I wanted to go out again.

There is a kid. Troy. He lives in Virgina and I've never seen him but we've been talking online for about a year and a half. He was there for me when I thought no one else really cared. Dan had to harass me to tell him I had a "little crush" on him, even though I think he knew I did.

When it came out he burst into tears and said he couldn't believe me. Which is understandable. Nine months of us going out and a few days later I get a crush. I can't help it though. He talked to me all the times I've felt unwanted and he's so nice. We talked on the phone and everything.

I felt so guilty and I told Dan I'd go back out with him. I would. I do love him...just not some of the things he's said the past couple days. And since he's said those things I just want myself to think that I don't love him but I guess you can't fall out of love. I feel like if I do go back out with him, I'll regret it and worry all the time again and feel protected. But he really is sweet to me and I do miss him, although I hate to admit it. It seems like I'm dating him again only out of pity. Hey, that's one of the reasons but not the only.

I'm going to have a hard time telling this to Troy. He's one of my very best friends and I hope he knows that I wasn't just playing with his mind the whole time.

And I hope Dan realizes how sorry I am and what I'm doing for him. He still has to think, I guess, because he knows that Troy is only a instant message away and he just doesn't trust me. Which I guess is reasonable?

I can't believe last night even happened.

I'm going to cheer camp at UMASS today through Thursday afternoon. I'll miss you all.

Please comment.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-04T10:08:03-05:00

Cheer camp was fun.

I'll write more later.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-06T01:08:25-05:00

OH NO!

IT'S HAPPENING TO ME.

I'M LIKING MYSPACE MORE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

HELP!

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-09T09:08:29-05:00

Today I am getting my haircut. Pictures later, okay?

Pictures (new haircut)

xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-09T07:08:43-05:00

I thought I would show you some pictures since I haven't in a while.

Me, Amanda and Nikki.

I look so old here.

New haircut. It looks better straight, but oh well.

'K see you guys later.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-11T11:08:46-05:00

Luck isn't on my side anymore.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-13T08:08:15-05:00

Once there was a way to get back homeward.

Once there was a way to get back home.

Sleep pretty darling do not cry.

And I will sing a lullabye.

Golden slumbers fill your eyes.

Smiles awake you when you rise.

Sleep pretty darling do not cry.

And I will sing a lullabye.

So what's been happening with Samantha these days?

Pffffffffft, not the best.

But I do have my girls.

I will always have my girls.

Now uh, what's been happening with you?

What's Happening

xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-14T09:08:43-05:00

Things were going no where with Troy. Obviousaly. I mean, he lives 8 hours away. He said he wasn't sure if he still liked me. I haven't talked to him in two days and I'm thinking he blocked me. I liked him a lot but like, where was it going? I guess it's for the best.

I started talking with Dan like friends rather than enemies. I called him and we started talking like we were before we started going out or even during. We did this for like two days or so and I realized how much I really do miss him. He sang to me like the old days..

When Dan broke up with me, I wanted to be single. Just so I can flirt...I think I reached a certain maturity where flirting doesn't matter anymore and now I just want one boy for my own.

Today me and him are going to the movies. It'll be akward, but oh well.

Let's see what happens, guys.

(No comments yesterday. =( That hurt my feelings.)

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-17T03:08:30-05:00

Me and Dan are dating again.

And we have been since the 14th.

Errr...Maybe October 22.

Does it bug you that I don't write in this anymore?

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-19T10:08:25-05:00

Last night I went to my first show. Jessica Simpson didn't really count. =D

I went with Julie and we met up with her friends Rose, Britt, and Nikki. Mary went home but I did see her. We saw/heard Yucky Octopus, the singer from the Vanilla Scene, Radio Vago, La (READY- I CAN'T SPELL) "Gee-ah-teen" and Diamonds Under Fire. My favorite was either the Vanilla Scene man because he was just so awesome and had pretty much the greatest voice or Radio Vago because the lead singer was simply amazing (she danced with me!) and had a perfect voice and the drummer was pretty sweet.

Dan came over today. Raise your hand if you want pictures.

Night everyone.

Pictures

xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-20T06:08:05-05:00

Here's some random pictures.

Me and Dan last night.

Alex and myself. I miss him. I saw him once this whole summer.

LAUREN AND I!

So you guys. I'm going away on vacation to Lake George with Lauren tomorrow. I'll be gone a week. I'll miss you all so much. =D

When I get home I better have at least 14 comments. Hahahaha. As if.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-26T10:08:13-05:00

I like my 14 comments!

Lake George was a lot of fun.

I love my girl Lauren.

Pictures tomorrow?

Kay.

My 8th Grade Memories

xosamanthaxo — 2005-08-28T08:08:10-05:00

Swimming class. Lauren and I always shared the shower for getting dressed. Me, her and Jenna were the only ones who swam almost everyday.

Square dancing class. How me and Alex went down the center and instead of doe-se-doeing we high-fived.

Harassing Hilary. "Hilary you're my least favorite person." God, I love her.

Music videos on the tennis court. When I slapped Alex and just said "Cut..."

Super Cool Chris. His keyboard. His stories. "I love pie. EH."

Jon, S.C.C and Danny in class with Mrs. Gunn. "Ekonnn GUEEEP"

Chris's black eye.

Mrs. Terrones. When she made us pull a trick on S.C.C and was so into it.

Am&a in firetruck's songs.

Philly.

Boston bus ride. Me, Vershon and Am&a in firetruck all sleeping together.

Harassing Verhson. "VERHSON WHERE'D YOU GET YOUR PUURSEEEE?"

My crazy bus. When I fell down in the asile.

Semi.

Lauren, Vershon's and mine art project.

Modeling with the girls.

The dance party we had.

When Tyra, Angel and C Money came.

Our crazy science fair projects. The rollar coaster. The food. Mouse trap racers.

Going skiiing. Falling off the ski lift.

Me, Lauren and the blow dryers.

Going into town.

Walking class.

I miss everyone.

School starts the 6th.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-09-01T07:09:19-05:00

The point is Dan broke up with me.

It's all my fault.

And I'm the worst person in the world.

Done.

And just look how I'm doing..

xosamanthaxo — 2005-09-10T07:09:23-05:00

Highschool is kind of fun.

I have made some new friends.

And the girls are still tight.

Boys are good, I suppose.

I'm torn with them as usual.

I know that time is always a plus with boys. And that I'll just have to wait and see what happenes.

And remember to be true to myself.

And don't lead them on.

Sports are good. The first game was today.

I only messed up maybe two times.

So things are pretty decent.

I also realized I'm in a dier need of a personalty makeover.

And as we speak I'm changing myself for the better.

Or trying.

Not being so dramtic.

Not taking things to personally.

Not gossiping.

It's so hard to change your White Brook ways.

Drama and gossip were things I was custom to there and I wasn't suprized to see everyday.

So I'm changing because I've reached a point of maturity where those types of things aren't a necessity to life.

I haven't been to the highschool long enough to know what it's really like. It could be the same as middle school. It could be different and better.

"Not being so dramtic"..

Thanks for listening. You've always been there for me to rant with.

I'M BACK AND HERE TO STAY BABIES

xosamanthaxo — 2005-09-30T05:09:53-05:00

I was gone for a week.

You notice? =D

Anyway, I've decided this very second to make this whole neglected blog for online contacts only..

I don't know how long my choice will last, but I'm thinking it'd be for the best since I like you all more than the people here.

I'm tottaly kidding. I like you all equal.

But I don't want someone to get offended about anything I write and beat me up.

So I can just offend you guys instead.

Kidding again.

So this link is out of my profile. Ha.

Things are going okay. Schools' good actually.

Rememeber the days last year I'd come home writting in this crying because of my horrid math grades?

Well, guess what? My test grade average for math so far is a 91% (we've had two quizzes and a test). I'm so proud.

Boys suck. You probably knew that.

This one boy liked me.

I didn't like him like that, but wanted to get to know him cause he seemed awesome.

He asked me out and I thought it was kind of soon. So I said no.

Now he has a girlfriend. And they're like, in love. (This all happened within like, 2 weeks.)

I think it's cool, yeah. I'm happy for them.

But for some reason like, I almost feel bad about it all.

I think they both hate me (and I hate being hated) but I really did want to talk to and get to know this boy and now he doesn't really talk to me and when he does it's almost cruel. But hey.

And there's this other boy.

I kind of have a crush, yeah.

But anyway.

HOW ARE YOU GUYS?!

I need to catch up with all you again. I'm going to write in this everyday like before.

So leave me comments so I can feel welcomed home.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-10-16T12:10:41-05:00

For those of you who don't know, my blog is now for the "online contacts" only.

I'm never really in the mood to write how I feel about a subject and have people bashing me about it.

If you'd like to know about my life, IM instead or what have you.

Looooove.

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xosamanthaxo — 2005-10-23T12:10:51-05:00

Hey, it's Amanda's birthday. Cool. =D

I'm thinking about getting a new one of these. I feel like a change. Yet, I've had this for like, more than a year.

Give me your opinon.

ill always

xosamanthaxo — 2008-05-17T02:05:49-05:00

want what i cant have

steal some covers

xosamanthaxo — 2008-08-05T09:08:50-05:00

share some skin.

it's summer.

fuck yeah.

and then it's senior year.

fuck yeah even more.